Just don’t leave
Don’t leave
I’m just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kitten smile
Just don’t leave..
All of those moments we shared
I thought you were the one
I could trust
It wasn't so
I gotta find me a way to move on so I'm taking our love and
I'm letting it go
Cause I finally know
I was your lover boy.
I keep on checking my phone, and I'm hoping you
Texted me back
(Now that you're gone)
Ever since we broke up
Everything that's around me
Keeps falling I just wanna
Put it all back.
But the feelings are strong
If you're reading
This letter I write
I just sit in my room with the
Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I
Kill all the lights.
"اليوم
وأنا في طريقي للعودة بكيت،
بكيت لأن كلُّ الأشياء التي آمنت بها يومًا
لم أحصد منها سوى خيبة، وأنا مُتعبة من محاولاتي المستمرة للتخطي وعدم الإلتفات دون الوصول لجهةٍ آمنة حتى الآن".
“I’m a master of speaking silently, all my life I’ve spoken silently and I’ve lived through entire tragedies in silence.”
— Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One
I think I, I think I finally
Found a way to forgive myself
From mistakes I made in the past
I think that's the first step, right?
I’m in the corner, watching you kiss her
And I’m right over here, why can’t you see me?
Baby please
Would you end your night with me?
Don't you leave me all behind
Don't you leave my little life.
I been stuck in a dark place
And the thought of your face
Is the only thing
Bringing me back
But I know the end, of this story
You left and
You're not coming back.
Whenever you see me
I hope you can tell
That I can't even smile
Cause of how much
I hate you.
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on
-I heard that you're happy without me
And I hope it's true (I hope, I hope it's true)
It kills me a little, that's okay
'Cause I'd die for you
You know I'd still die for you.
- I hope you're getting everything you needed
Find the puzzle piece and feel completed
Just wanted you to know every reason
Hope you really know that I mean that
Couldn't see the forest from the trees
The only time we speak is in my dreams.
I’ve been writing letters on the wall
I hope one day you’ll see them all
And that you’re not alone
I’ve been playing memories in my mind
Wishing you were there like all the time
So I’m not alone.