Your love feels so fake
And my demands aren’t high to make
فلو كُنتِ ماءً كُنتِ من ماءِ مُزنَةٍ
ولو كُنتِ نَومًا كُنتِ من غفوةِ الفجرِ.
-قيس بن الملوح
I think I, I think I finally
Found a way to forgive myself
From mistakes I made in the past
I think that's the first step, right?
I’m in the corner, watching you kiss her
And I’m right over here, why can’t you see me?
Baby please
Would you end your night with me?
Don't you leave me all behind
Don't you leave my little life.
I been stuck in a dark place
And the thought of your face
Is the only thing
Bringing me back
But I know the end, of this story
You left and
You're not coming back.
Whenever you see me
I hope you can tell
That I can't even smile
Cause of how much
I hate you.
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on
Don’t ask me if everything is fine
Cause we both know that’s a lie
Do you feel okay
Are you feeling safe
Without me
I’ll sit and watch your car burn
With the fire that you started in me
وإذا نسيتِ ذات يومٍ إسمي ولون عينيّ، فسيكون ذلك موازٍ لفقدان وطن
— غسان كنفاني
إن كَان مَنْ أحبَبتهُ قَد أبغضَكْ
ورأيتَهُ يهوى يُريدُ توجُّعَكْ
فَاخلَعْ مودَّتهُ وكُنْ متجلِّداً
هَذا يُفيدكَ ليسَ غَيرهُ ينفَعَكْ
وازجُر فؤادَكَ عَن ودَادٍ زائِفٍ
لا تتَّبع أحداً أتاكَ ليتعِبَكْ
واعلمَ بأنه من يريدُكَ قربهُ
لا ليس يرضى أن تهطّل أدمعَك
Karma police
I’ve given all I can
It’s not enough
I’ve given all I can
But we’re still on the payroll
"كمن يشعر بأنهُ يحترق قلبه،
ويقول للعالم هذا ضوء الشمس فيني".
Just don’t leave
Don’t leave
I’m just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kitten smile
Just don’t leave..
And I’m feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
All of those moments we shared
I thought you were the one
I could trust
It wasn't so
I gotta find me a way to move on so I'm taking our love and
I'm letting it go
Cause I finally know
I was your lover boy.
I keep on checking my phone, and I'm hoping you
Texted me back
(Now that you're gone)
Ever since we broke up
Everything that's around me
Keeps falling I just wanna
Put it all back.
But the feelings are strong
If you're reading
This letter I write
I just sit in my room with the
Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I
Kill all the lights.
