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10 December 2023 16:41

I hope you are living through it better than me, it's not nice to share everything with someone only to turn to strangers after, I mean it only leaves a hole inside, how does it feel? It feels like everything and nothing at the same time, to have them as your safe place, considering them as best friends, lovers and family at the same time was nice while it lasted.. But what about after..? I really thought we had it all until everything vanished.
I didn't mean to give that much into it, I didn't mean to turn the way I am.. But what happened and what I felt.. Turned me into a mess of numbness, I don't even know what to be mad at anymore, them? Or myself?

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04 December 2023 10:19

Today my owl boy’s birthday 🥳

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02 November 2023 04:05

Why must we suffer? Why must we be drowning in pain? When we can just be holding each other in a warm embrace, listening to music with a cigarette in hand..

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12 September 2023 03:51

It doesn't matter if the person is a she or a he, it doesn't matter if they're a them, being a dickhead doesn't require a specific gender.

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27 August 2023 01:35

أتسائل ماذا تفعل روحك في هذا الوقت المتأخر؟ هل تحتسي القهوة المرة؟ مع سجارة عتيقة وجدتها شبه مطوية تحت طيات سريرك بعد أن أنزلقت من بين أصابعك حين كُنتَ شارد الذهن مع كل تلك الأفكار المشوشة التي لطالما حاولتُ فهمهما عنك داخل ذلك العقل المعقد خاصتك.. هل يا تُرى تشاهد النجوم وتلتقط بعض الصور المشتته للسماء كما كنتَ تفعل في ليالينا الباردة؟ هل لمحت عينيك خفاشًا هارب..؟ هل تُذكرك هذه الأمور بما كنا عليه وما كنا سنكون لو لم تتفارق طُرقنا؟ أتسائل أذا كُنت تحلم الأن وترغب بأخباري عن تفاصيل ما رسمت مخيلتك في منامك..؟ أم أنني لم أعد ذو معنى في حياتك حقا. أتسائل ما أن كان هنالك شيء ذو معنى لك في ذكرياتنا؟ رغم أنني أعلم.. أنا الوحيد الذي سيتذكر أغلب التفاصيل و أنت ستكون من يخبرني أن أعيد لك روي ذكرانا مرةٌ أخرى ثم أخرى إلى أن أتى اليوم الذي توقفتَ عن طلب ذلك.. كان ذاك اليوم هو نهاية الشعور وبداية الشرود داخلي في كل تلك الذكريات التي لن يعلم عنها أحد غيري.

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19 August 2023 03:03

Thoughts of the day.
Every time my brain decides to bring you up, my beautiful lost star, I perform my newest trick which is 'quickly finding a fast distraction to my brain' it actually worked, I never did that with you but I had to treat you this way recently or I'll lose my mind, it's surprisingly working and I get distracted but it has a catch, a side effect if I may call it this way, each time I do that I gain a very gloomy undesirable feeling that rots insides of me somewhere, I don't feel it yet but I know it's there, like cancer, you can't feel it at first but when it reaches a certain amount of mass it'll crash you to death, and may the lord spare me the upcoming damage.

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10 August 2023 01:36

Whatever you think, whatever you feel, let it sink inside of you, let it rot away, don't let them know, don't let them see, be restless, be careful, don't let your guard down, they're always watching.

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25 July 2023 11:21

Not a chance dear, you are and will always be alone.

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21 July 2023 04:23

I need to buy me a gun.

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10 June 2023 17:25

This made me laugh so hard..

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19 May 2023 17:46

What about some of u guys send something interesting? Cuz life is so fucking boring..

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19 May 2023 12:26

You're not mysterious and cool, you're just like everyone else so quit faking it, it's pathetic.

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04 May 2023 18:25

أظنُ أنني لن أتمكن من الشعور هكذا مجددا، كمن يغرقُ داخل شعور الحب، كشخص مخمور بالشغف.. احيانا أفتقدهُ.. فأبتسم أبتسامة باهته ثم أدخن سجارتي وأنا أتمتم "أرقد بسلام أيها الحب."

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21 March 2023 15:44

Happy mothers day to all of the children that had to become their own guardians.

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09 February 2023 12:06

I'll be seeing you eventually, i don't know when or where but i know I'll, because we all die in the end.

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04 December 2023 10:19

My special person, he’s 25 years old now!

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07 November 2023 23:57

"It's like we're bound to be with whoever breaks us"

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16 September 2023 14:29

I'm losing the person I was
When I found you
Am I acting different
When I'm not around you?
I'm being dramatic I say
That I'm losing
I wanna show you all the
Things I've been doing
I'm going on dates and I'm
Hanging my head
I wanna share an
Apartment, a room and a
Bed, I wanna tell you I love
You but I cannot reach you
I'm learning to lose that's
A thing they don't teach you.

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28 August 2023 22:03

I suppose your words and your promises were nothing but a beautiful lie.

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19 August 2023 04:12

Over and over, I keep going over the world we knew..
Once when you walked beside me..
That inconceivable, that unbelievable world we knew..
When we two were in love!
And every bright neon sign turned into stars~
And the sun and the moon seemed to be ours~
Each road that we took turned into gold.
But the dream was too much for you to hold..
Now over and over, I keep going over the world we knew!
Days when you used to love me..

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10 August 2023 21:30

- Was there really anything worth the effort?

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25 July 2023 11:27

في عالم أحلامي، نحن نذرف الدموع معًا، لا يوجد إختلاف كبير عن الواقع، الفرق أننا مستلقيان معًا على نفس الأرضية، على نفس البقعة، أجسادنا تتلامس بعناق مريح يُعطي شعورٌ حزين ولكن جميل.

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22 July 2023 05:23

- And suddenly I no longer can see the stars.

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16 July 2023 08:55

أعتقدتُ أنني على ما يرام ولن يفاجئني شيء بعد الآن لكن الحياة مجرد مزحة قاسية، فهي تبصق عليك وتضحك بعد ذلك مباشرة.

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10 June 2023 17:24

im not a stalker baby
im ur guardian angel <3

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19 May 2023 17:33

@Yourdarkfuckingside_bot

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08 May 2023 23:16

I fucking love this song..

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30 March 2023 10:22

It's one of those days when you feel like everything is this close to fall apart.

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10 March 2023 22:00

Maybe just maybe u fucked up and you need to fix it u idiotic self centered creature.

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01 February 2023 07:30

Heart to heart, i be missing you like crazy.