I've been generally not happy for Several years. I've had a lot of stuff happen. I'm not sad or even woe is me, I'm just not happy. I didn't want to live past 25 years old. I'm turning 26 this December and i just feel lost. The only reason i haven't unlived myself is because a family member a couple years younger than me a few years ago offed himself. I saw what it did to my family and now I feel like its my only reason for staying. I have no no girlfriend. I have some really good friends I care about that but beyond them no one else. I hardly talk to my family who pushed me away anyways. I know I should have a sense of direction in life, and really I've gotten into IT and i really like it but it all just feels so temporary. I don't see a point.
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When I was younger I used to stick toothpicks in fruits and veggies at the market stores.
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iam 27yrs girl, I feel I have been in bed with poverty for so long, I’ve grown up in extreme poverty and lack, yet overbearingly had to fully sustain & support my 6 siblings and family financially, I’m so overwhelmed to the point I feel that my feelings for any romantic relationships-with anyone who is not rich /wealthy were deleted somehow.!
I bear resentment for those who try to make dating advances towards me if they don’t fall in the wealthy bracket because I dread the possibility that I may then Live a future of scarcity and lack with that person, & go thru my childhood allover again, but will have no one to blame for making that choice.. so rather I stay single, and hustle while I wait longer!
Ofcourse the hustle is too hard, iam broken,crushed, & tired of bearing bills alone & lonely, tired of hoping from one underpaying job to another, I am 27years but I have working experience of 10years already, Ive worked so many jobs, but still not getting to the big paying ones, why!because while I was chasing for more for Basic Survival, I failed to raise enough to go back and study Masters degree, even now I still can’t afford the Masters degree, or scholarships. so iam stuck with only a bachelors.. I’m broken and tired of the rat race.
I try to look for consolation in the few good days, because I don’t even know where to get the wealthy man who will share life with me and we bear each other’s burdens.
I worry that iam heading down a dangerous road, but In the moments of clarity when iam honest with myself, I acknowledge that I fear poverty more than I fear heartbreak, thats how I live with making this choice.
Deep down I hope and pray that I will get a man who will love me well, and I will give him all my sincere love because I’ve kept myself pure of both heart and body, but I hope it will be a wealthy one because then I will love him without reservations.
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Once, my boyfriend took me out on a little evening date at the lake. I wore a long pretty skirt and a thin black tank top. We ate some packed takeaway by the lake on a bench. It was quite late and entirely dark. As we finished our meal, the last couple around us went off. He pulled me close and kissed me. I absolutely melted into his kisses. He touched all over me, feeling my body through my thin clothes. I leaned back onto the bench as he worked his hands down my body. I felt him reach under my skirt and run his fingers across my thighs. Soon his lips were moving across my skin, biting and kissing and licking, teasing across my inner thighs. After an eternity of teasing, he slid his tongue in to taste me. I relaxed into his touch and spread my legs further. I reached down to rub my clit. I tried to contain my moans, completely overwhelmed by his mouth. He slid a finger inside of me, rubbing inside me gently. Eventually I came on his finger and tongue, moaning and whining into the wind. I still think about that night a lot. I get excited writing about it. I love our little adventures. I’m sure I have plenty more to confess to… I’m working through my stories. I hope he’ll mess with me outside again!
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Am I missing out? For the past year or so, I've been asked out a couple of times, every time I have said no because either I didn't know them very well, wasn't ready for the commitment, or just didn't find them attractive. Now I kinda feel like I should have settled because I'm getting a bit lonely. I have had a crush on this guy for about a year now but I don't know if I should even try to pursue it, I doubt that our friend groups would mesh very well but he keeps giving mixed signals. Really confused 🤔
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I secretly hate one of my best friends , whom i don't consider to be my friend like she is very manipulative and toxic. But I don't know how to break it off I have been suffering for a long time because of this but I just can't deal with this anymore and it is hard for me to live like this.
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While having sex I like to track calories burned with my fitness watch. After the fact, I find myself getting turned on reviewing the data - like I can fully tell bad sessions vs good sessions by reviewing the echocardiogram chart showing rises and dips in heart rate. Its pretty neat and definitely assists in reliving good memories all over again.
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Im currently 35 my first sexual experience was with my female cousin touching me. I think that was the catalyst for the next years of my life.
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I had a conversation about ending things with my boyfriend hoping he would finally show me he cares and put up a fight … he didn’t.
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I often get angry on myself and i feel like telling me: i don't wanna talk to you anymore. I know this sounds crazy af.
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As a kid, I won an award for an essay which was just a re-written Wikipedia article.
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This coworker wanted to ask me something and said "my name" followed by baby. It sounded like an accident so I acted like I didn't hear it and just answered his question. He is a married and a father. It was very awkward because he never talks like this and I couldn't look him in the eyes while answering.
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I had sex with my relative( he was a cousin of cousin)
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I want to break up with my girlfriend for no reason. I have been dating my girlfriend for 10 months and I love her she is doting funny and hot just about everything I want in a partner at this point in my life but for some reason I just can’t help but thinking about breaking up with her we are recently long distance but still see each other about every month or so I think I just want more attention.
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My boyfriend keeps saying I'm really kinky. I don't mind being called that, in fact I kinda like it. It's kinda makes me feel hot. Especially with my low as hell self esteem. But I'm not sure I'm that kinky tho. I'm willing to try basicly anything but yea perhaps he just thinks I'm kinky cuz I like biting, getting teased, or that when he put his fingers on my lips I wanted to bite/suck it. I don't know.
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I cried in front of my new gf yesterday. I can’t stop thinking about it and feel almost guilty.
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23F. I go on multiple dates these days. Even though I offer to split the check with them, I'm broke as fuck and when I see them choosing an expensive restaurant and paying much, I want to yell at them that I would prefer if they buy me something practical like an umbrella or shoes instead of food. But those are like I don't know above dating stage even if they cost the same. I feel shallow about wanting such things but truth be told I need those more than food( I'm a foodie so imagine how much I'm struggling) and the sad part is you can't even be that real and ask or even talk about it.
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I'm not proud to admit it, but I didnt want to be a virgin at 19-20. As a teen, I was very ugly. Had severe acne on most of my face and all girls could do was make fun of me and reject me. Some felt sorry for me and i mistook their pity for attraction and found out the hard way. First gf cheated on me and it sent me on a path of depression and neediness. The only girl that thought I was cute were the very fat ones. I met one on a dating site despite us both being teens. We even found out we went to the same school. Ended up having sex in the bathroom and got caught.
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I need to get stoned often. I get bored of being sober, life is just too much to handle when I'm actually aware of my surroundings.
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I fucking hate all the plastic surgery/lip injections women are getting these days. Women don’t look like women anymore they look like dolls. I am so tired of seeing these skinny faces with huge lips that look like a she’s having an allergic reaction. I hate the fake tits that don’t move when she walks or runs. I’m tired of Botox injections/face lifts that make it look like I could bounce a quarter off their cheeks. If I ever came to power I would ban them all except for medical purposes.
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My cousin recently had a baby and the father is no longer in the picture. Not in a significant way anyway. I’ve always thought she was cute but not in a sexual way. Recently though we’ve grown closer and I’ve found myself having dreams about us being physically intimate and when I’m around her I find myself checking her out. I know it’s wrong and that nothing will ever come of it but still was something I wanted to get off my chest.
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I had a friend(girl) we were really cool and always hung out. She was getting married soon and I was really happy for her. At the weeding I got so drunk I got kicked out. On my way out I told her I loved her(as a friend) a week after her weeding she wanted to hang out alone. She drove us to the mountains and said she wanted to have sex with me but no feelings or anything besides that a 1 time thing to get it out of her system. We had sex in her car and we weren't supposed to kiss but we did. 6 months later we were hooking up every other day. To this day I feel bad for the guy.
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Every night I hear loud moaning sound from the neighbour.
She moan so loud and good that I like to hear. One day I was thinking about telling the girl about her moaning sound But since I like it, I never told her.
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I have feelings for a friend for a very long time. And I have finally told her how I feel, she rejected me but I don't feel really sad or anything. I just feel relieved that I don't have any Hidden intentions with her anymore and I can be an honest friend now. Yeah, that's all, I feel like I can finally move on and look for love somewhere else.
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I'm a guy but I'm scared of thunderstorm, as a man i feel really silly and weak when i get under my blanket with my headphones so i can ignore the thunderstorm
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Me and my long distance girlfriend are both very vocal abt us not having sex until after college, plus I only get to see her in person every few months, so we call on the phone alot of the time. recently, I've jerked off on the phone with her without saying anything and trying to be quiet. For some reason it's rlly hot hoping she doesnt catch me or something. But i guess im also scared about what'll happen if she does. I feel guilty, but it's also just so hot
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I realized that you are not worth it it was a mistake to be with you
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When I was a child, I read a story about a pregnant man. Not understanding that the man was transgender, I became terrified that I (a cisgender man) could become pregnant.
I used to lie awake in fear because I thought every stomach ache or bout of indigestion was a sign that I was with child.
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My life has been pretty chaotic for a while, some shitty stuff happened and I’m trying to keep it all together every day, I’ve been feeling so anxious and depressed lately I have trouble hiding it, I don’t wan’t anyone to worry about me, I especially don’t wan’t to burden anyone with my mental health issues so I mostly keep them to myself It’s just so hard sometimes, going to bed wanting to disappear, having a loving partner but feeling like I’m just too much I don’t know where to put all the sadness and emptiness i feel - I feel trapped in it
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