Recently I was in a tour .Journey was unparallel, ecstatic to see mountains,water falls, churches, different styled temples,three sea meeting and all. But the emotional part is I had met with one local people, small talk happened, I got only two or three minutes daily to face to face talk in course of seven days tour. The thing is not that we shared a great conversation in between but the little we communicated may be that was in destiny. Last day I got emotional,eyes watery to think it's our last meeting. We will never meet in this world after that day..Are you thinking is it a great issue of turbulence in social media era? Yes we both have numbers, I am not actually in social media though it does not matters too. After coming back home, one or two days, he is like in forcing nature like u have to talk about marriage!! (I did not think him in this angle, I thought of him a friend with whom I can share day stories,life tit bits), also sometimes some bad words from this side too in anger node.
So consciously to avoid this things we both stopped after one or two days of coming back my home. Now sometimes, that memories come back to my mind, I just crave for that precious two or three minutes of our talking, that smile, that picture clicking and sweet moments.. Water rolls down but my hands are locked. I can't do. If I do this, again he will start that type of emotional manipulate which I can't take.
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I took humanities in class 11th after scoring 82% because I sucked very much in Maths and didn't want to deal with physics which has numericals in it.
Also because I thought I should do justice to the field I choose to study.
And here I am. No career prospects now. Wow..
What kind of career can you make if you have done MA in Geography in India and you don't have any science background in senior secondary or undergrad?
My career is being very much f u c . e d.
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I am in highschool and I have a crush on this guy from my Geography class and having a crush is fucking hell and exhausting y'all. A guy in my class(let's name him O) is his best friend and O is my friend too. My crush asked O to ask me what did i feel about him. And when O asked me we were all friends joking around and one of my friends said that he sometimes speaks like a vendor and I agreed because he sometimes did sound like it. And that asshole O didn't tell me whether he was asking me romantically and at that time my crush was being linked with some other girl in my class because she had a crush on him so I said he was somewhat okay. The next day my crush messages my friend saying he wasn't being rude but was just interested in asking what i felt, me and my friend were confused as hell (as I didn't use social media and he messaged my friend with no context). When i asked O with what he meant I regretted all the things I fucking said yesterday. And since then I didn't talk on that topic and I realised that I have a crush on him and now me and my crush are awkward and we did stare each other in the eyes but don't talk and his classmates are all assholes. I am scared to approach and now all I can do is regret but me and my crush talked yesterday and today morning but we always stay awkward and pretend that we didn't have such phase between us. I didn't even tell my friends about me having a crush on him. Thus it's really frustrating.
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🔞 I am a guy and I have a recurrent sexual fantasy in which a female partner dominates me in bed. I imagine, in this fantasy, a girl being on top of me, while I am cuffed and overall restrained. I fantasize about having a girl ride as I lay there, restrained, ideally her covering my mouth with her right hand.I think that this fantasy stems from generally being an obsessive control freak in real life. Fantasizing about being restrained while getting fucked by an attractive girl somewhat relieves me of that need to be in control, if that makes sense.
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By the time you will read it i will be long gone. I am going so that you can live peacefully. I know you are in this channel and someday maybe you will read it. When you read it know that I have always wanted you happy.
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It just occurred to me, I have NEVER done anything out of the "goodness of my heart" for anyone in my 3 decades on this earth
Am I a sociopath?I'll keep it short, ever since I could form memories, I have only ever acted to make my own life better.From kindergarten, to high school, to collage, to my jobs, I've only ever been nice to people to get something out of them. And the worst part about it is that I've had 0 repercussions for it, and have done "above average" in the personal finace side of it, for my age.That has been well and good for over 30 years, but earlier today it hit me, no one truely cares for me, for me, and I've effectivly literally sold my soul for profit, and I'm okay with that.I have people fear me, I've had people respect me, but even from a very early age, I have not truly opened up to anyone outside of pure money driven greed, even back in elementary school, it's like I had 1 and only 1 motive in mind for the next 50 years in my life, and that was pure cheddar.Selling and scamming shit to people in the school yard, then tried (and failed) to start many sham businesses in my youth.I clearly didnt have any friends that weren't "work (school at the time)" convenience type "friendly people" (who I would try and take advantage of)And now I've been trapped in a(n admittedly well payed) 9-5 office job with no one to come back to my large home to, and no friends (other than sucking up to my bosses, or "work" meetings) to go and talk to.And my life doesn't feel empty because of it, health wise, im good, money, good. And, socially, I feel perfectly satasfied and content, only thing that changed is that what hit me earlier today is that this is not normal (I'd obviously realised this before) but it just hadn't sunk in that I had exactly 0 urge to give up anything for anyone, or try and "invest" into real humans.
It seems that the most horrible/dark phase of my life was during my school time only. Not even when my father died. I would never want to go to any School.
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Life's been hard. I have been wasting my time for a week. And I don't see any prospect of being productive in the near future either. Call it rut but better not label it. All the philosophy is of little help for real life application just as all my plans have been of little help in putting me on a trajectory. Human beings have always been better with producing ideas than to apply them.
Don't even want any help. I don't know what I want. Or need. I think I should not have existed. I need to let go and ... Let go.. forever. *uck whatever life is going to be and let it be. Let it come..let it shower me with nails. Who cares. I'm ready. The worst could be death. And I am not afraid.
Chill guys, don't think I'm suicidal. I'm stupid but not that stupid.
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I think about it almost everyday conciously, unconsciously both. My mind always controls me, it generates that behavior in me which is harmful for my personal growth and mental well being. Even knowing all those things, it seems that I am in a cage, I can't break out from that captivity. Sometimes, involving unnecessary argument with parents or friends which I don't want. The day when I promised myself not to talk with anyone, living within my own world only that day actually gives peace but "We are social animal", how long can I prolong this?!!
I become obsessed with my classmate not physically or something external activities. After returning home or in holiday if he talks with me that day seems unparallel astonishingly.. But, he is not. Sometimes, I am between my unrequited love and my wish for my self growth. Feeling helpless, watching the night sky with tiny stars, seems they absorb me into vast universe. I am nobody in the world, all I care for them, they have nothing for me...
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My confession to a confession: Okay. There's no way to reply a confession so I'm making my response a confession as well. The dude that put stuff out about obsessing over an ex and getting into BDSM stuff or sub whatever. However it's done. . . that's pretty concerning buddy.
I won't ask if you're okay because that'll be the most pointless question in the world, but I would ask you to ask yourself this;
"Is this relationship really healthy for me?"
I dunno dude. But if obsessing over your ex led you to indulge in dark fantasies and resulted in an addiction, are you really sure she's the person you're to be with?
Not saying it's her fault or anything, but the thought of her and everything is leading you to do unhealthy stuffs for yourself. So are you really sure being around this ex brings out the best part of you?
I think that's where to begin if you're trying to cut off that unhealthy habit. Start from the roots. From what led to it.
And she's probably an ex for a reason.
Let's not dig too much into the past okay pal?
Lots of love and stay strong.
Sincerely Sheepling Speaking.
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I first saw him in an Institute.. In first month, he sat just next of my bench, I.e second bench.. Hardly I saw him. I was engrossed fully in lectures, classes, absorbed those study essence.. Unexpectedly from second months I don't know how,all of a sudden, for him there is something in my heart I can't tell. After entering, my eyes are busy in searching him... Nowadays he only sits last bench with his friends group. I wished he sat that very next bench of mine. At least his smell would be prevalent near me..sometimes he shares tiffin with all his classmates including me. That moment, that friendship gesture stirres me in another dimension.. He is much younger than me. I can't tell him. Our class schedule will last for 8 months more. How can I Survive in this inner war like conditions where neither I can forget him nor I can get slightest touch of feelings. When he is absent, the class seems full of black clouds, and that precipitation flows in my eyes whole days long. Any day by chance he sits my front or my next back bench, my joy knows no bounds. Heart pounds at its utmost limits.. Looking his smile, mine also reciprocates..whenever he comes with some problem or projects, I take that as my full responsibility to make it perfect..Being younger, he had not that maturity to understand mine...inspite of knowing everything,I am Destroying inner self, inner peace everyday in same way.
Exonerate myself 😓🙏
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I took arts after 10th boards because I wanted to do PhD in English literature. My parents lack finances and I ended up cancelling college admission because I didn't want to burden them with more financial stress (commuting to and fro required money). I am preparing for UPSC from home. It's been about 3 years and everyday I sit at home. I've been a good student at school and I don't want to do an average job. Plus, my younger brother, he took admission in an expensive school after 10th and now taken admission in coaching for JEE. He doesn't care about burdening father financially. Worse, my father told me yesterday to earn, apparantly he's stressed after paying for brother's coaching fees..It's disgusting to see father not acknowledge my sacrifices but it's also true that upsc is fairly risky and I need to earn someday. I don't know..maybe I'll eat something with a glass of water and it'll all end. Just like that.
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While she's trying to prove that she can live without me, I would like to tell her that you are doing pretty well in that. Keep going on, i hope you never need me again. All the best for breaking us further apart and your upcoming freedom as well as the happiness you would get without me in your life.
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Never wanted to be a burden to my parents, but unfortunately I am. :( Never thought that I would become a weak person in my life ever. Feels like i've fell to the ground and there are people looking at me and criticizing me for being dumb and weak, expecting me to do something strange and different so that they can get entertained from that. I'm not giving into them and also i'm not getting up myself. Feeling so bad for myself and my parents...
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Hi so currently I am in my college me nd my bf was having a long distance relationship for like 2 nd a half years
One evening I went for my badminton practice I was there a lil early so the court was empty my bf used to send me dirty stuffs coz I was ignoring he started sending me nudes but I ignored while my badminton classes were over I went to my gym while changing I felt a lil horny coz of the sweat on my thighs nd on my chest I opened his messages it was all porn nd his dick pics.
I was totally horny nd wet I was in mood but I replied to him that I’ll text u later I wore my sports bra nd gym shorts
Coz In my gym there are lot of uncles who stare at my asss nd I love it I was done with my legs.
Then I went home I was totally horny straight went to washroom opened my shower vc my bf we both masturbated madly as my roommate was not there she was out with her bf I came out of shower.
Ahhh man I was tired but not satisfied my fingures can’t satisfy me I need someone to fuck me hard coz my bf is long distance he can’t fuck me so there was a boy older than me in the gym he used to flirt with me in the gym I texted him within a sec he replied ‘ kaise ydd keya madam’
I was very nervous but he next texted me u were looking hot today in the gym it turned me on as hell. we have chatted then he asked me are u in a relationship I said no.
Then we are talking about gym stuff nd all he was telling me that the uncles in the gym stare at me a lot I said I know about it then he started that I don’t have any gf nd all he asked me out for a date Nd asked me to meet he was a tall guy with good muscles I said why not we can meet today I was nervous nd horny he came to my room we both sitting next to each other IK he want to fuck me. Nd we were at the moment but my bf just called me nd he saw my phone with a heart after his name. I got a lil worried about it but he was like u have a bf why u told me u are single he touched my thick thighs rubbing it with his cold hand. I was wet in my panties ah we both kissed hardly fuck I couldn’t control my self mannnnn. he slowly opened my top pressing my boob while kissing my Navel he told me that he wanted to fuck me since I saw u the first day in the gym
Then I stared rubbing his cock I was huge nd thick than my bf I told him to wear condom but he told babe raw m maza aaega I was a chubby girl with thick thighs nd asss he then took my shorts offf stated kissing my thighs nd licking my nails. It was raining on my pussy he slowly took my panties down nd made me stand on the floor then I was against the wall he started licking my pusssyyyt fuck mannn I just cum on his face then he make me bend over my bed nd stared fucking my fatty meaty asss I fucking enjoying it my bf was calling me all over but I didn’t pick then he just cum over my navel nd sucked my boobies
After he was gone I was just looking at my phone he made a video from back while fucking me nd I send it to my bf he was very angry broke up with me from that day I didn’t went to the gym my studies were over in that city I was was currently in Canada for my higher studies
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I have a bit of a troubling personal happening that is blatantly threatening to tear my 16 year marriage. A marriage bearing great and monumental memories and three wonderful kids. It all started about a month ago, when my already bad financial situation took to the worse with investments in some business projects, whose pace of pick-up is quite slow. A few bills like rent and school fees fell overdue. The service providers started harassing my wife and I over the same. Fortunately, she had some income fallback and managed to at least sort a month's bills as we hustle on. Problem is that she started with insults recently. She touched a very sensitive area for me by yelling I ain't a real man just because of this downtime. Much as I ignored it and warned her never to attack any man's such space, I feel a deep resentment growing in me towards her. I don't choose to. Being anywhere she is really stifles my peace. I am afraid I could be losing this.
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Man being a good scoring student is so exhausting to the point that people stop believing in what you say. I would rather prefer to be an average student and live free of the burden of other people's expectations. I cannot talk to my parents about my stress and neither my friends cause they think I'm naturally smart and all i do is lie about me not studying things, nor to my teachers cause they ONLY want the best from me and nothing else matters. I feel so crappy and shit sometimes and I don't even have someone to talk to.
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I think I'm aromantic. After just many failed and disastrous relationships I think I'm just aromantic. Like I've given away and any romantic feelings to everyone who squandered it. And I've tried feeling lovingly romantic towards people. I just can't anymore.
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I slipped medication into my mums food without her knowing
My mum is schizophrenic, she has recently refused to take her medication, and life has been a living hell, im a only child and I have no one to talk to about this, I can’t speak to my friends as they usually mock me about my mum being mentally ill. When she recently stopped taking her medication I have been mixing her chlorpromazine into her food, and she has calmed down recently, I don’t know how long I can keep this up for, I feel guilty for what I’m doing but it’s also making my life abit easier as I’m the only one who takes care of her
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👍 I'm a jealous person :) I have alot of jealousy, its more twards my old friend, after we stopped being friends her life has been great. She has pretty perfect friends, she has a job and gets good money from it, shes lost weight, and has such good style. I wish that i could loose weight and wear clothes that look flattering on me but i think i look god awful in it. Everyone around me is changing and i feel like im not i still feel like a little kid but im going into highschool, i feel like everyone is going to make fun of my looks or if they make fun of what i wear because im chubby. and im scared for that stuff to happen but im hoping it doesnt and im hoping bc its 2024 people can just accept me for who i am.
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I talked to Amma...
She was not my amma but I saw mine in her... I Stopped by a handcart for an Old woman, I wanted to Feel her, talk to her more see her smiling, say to her "Amma, I miss you' 'And I know you lived an unimaginably miserable life. And ultimately as a result of continuous series of extremely traumatising events, you lost your memories and developed severe dementia at a very early stage of your life than expected. During your last days, after Papa died, you chose to live with chacha- I know why! Don't ever feel, no one knows what you realised at the end, i do! I know you realised your mistakes very late that you couldn't correct/fix anything because it was too late, Papa was gone, I came to meet you often, but you never recognised me, But you recognised in me who you were craving for- Love, You would talk to me because you wanted to talk to someone, you wanted someone to sit near you, love you. So, I sat, I also chose to not recognise in you 'you' but something in you that I was craving to feel.
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When I was a teenager in the school I got a crush on my class mate and we talk rarely but when I got to know that he had become some other girls boyfriend, I quit!!
And stop talking to him, in high school we have different subject combination so after that I saw him rarely and 2hen i do he was with that girl, so i never try to approach
And our paths never meet again.
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I have to admit something I never thought I’d say out loud. I hate my neighbor. I know "hate" is a strong word, but it's the only one that fits. For the past year, they’ve been a constant source of frustration and misery in my life. They’re loud, inconsiderate, and act like they own the whole damn block.
At first, I tried to be patient. I told myself that everyone has quirks and that I should try to get along with them. I smiled when they played their music too loud or had friends over late into the night on weekdays. I even laughed it off when they took my parking spot more than once, thinking maybe it was just an honest mistake.
But then it got worse. They started having parties almost every weekend, with people spilling out into the hallways and talking loudly under my window at all hours of the night. They never seemed to care that some of us have jobs to go to in the morning or that the walls are thin. I tried talking to them about it, asking them to keep it down or to at least let me know if they were planning something, but they just shrugged and told me to deal with it.
The final straw was last week. I had just finished a long shift at work and all I wanted was some peace and quiet. But as soon as I got home, their music was blasting through the walls again, and I just lost it. I banged on their door, but they ignored me, turning the volume up even louder. It felt like a slap in the face, like they were mocking me.
That’s when the idea hit me. I don’t know if it was the lack of sleep or just sheer frustration, but I knew I needed to do something to get back at them. Something to show them that I wasn’t just going to roll over and take it anymore. So, I grabbed a nail from my toolbox, went downstairs, and punctured their car tire. I felt this rush of adrenaline and a strange sense of satisfaction as I heard the air hiss out.
I know it was a stupid thing to do. I know it was wrong and immature, and that there could be consequences if I’m caught. But in that moment, it felt like the only way to reclaim some control over my life, to make them feel even a fraction of the frustration they’ve caused me.
Now, I’m not sure how I feel. Part of me is terrified of what will happen next—what if they find out it was me? What if it escalates? But another part of me doesn’t regret it at all. I’m tired of being the one who always has to be reasonable, to turn the other cheek while they go on making my life miserable. Maybe this makes me a bad person, but I’m done caring about that. For once, I just wanted to stand up for myself, even if it wasn’t in the best way.
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Confession
I need to confess something that’s been weighing heavily on me. I’ve found myself in a place I never expected to be, and I realize now how far I’ve strayed. It all started with my obsession over my ex. I couldn’t stop thinking about her, so I began talking to her on Telegram, trying to maintain a connection, even if it was just through messages.
One day, she called me, and we met up. During our conversation, she asked if I had been talking to her using a different account. There was a strange resemblance between that person and me. When I saw her face light up, her happiness was palpable—like she was on cloud nine—when she talked about him. I felt a deep curiosity, almost an obsession, to understand what made him so unique in her eyes.
In my attempt to grasp what she found so captivating about him, I started watching porn videos that reflected the fantasies and the dynamics I thought she was interested in. It was Queen vs. Sub stuff, and before I knew it, I was drawn deep into it. The fantasy, the chatting—it all consumed me. I became addicted to the idea, to the role-playing, to the power dynamics that seemed to hold such a strong allure.
She told me that I’m now better than him, but despite that, she isn’t into it as much as I had expected. However, by the time I realized this, I found myself deep in it. This addiction has taken hold of me, and I feel lost, trapped in something that started out of a need to understand and connect, but has spiraled into something much darker and more consuming.
I’m confessing this because I want to break free, to regain control of my thoughts and my life. I don’t want to be trapped by this obsession anymore. I need to find a way out, to rediscover who I am without being tied to this fantasy that’s taken such a hold over me.
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Nowadays in bluntly confession stories are almost nil.
I have a confession, during my travel to a spectacular place, I met a boy unexpectedly and during that travel week, some king of soothing bonding grew up, and it turns to more close.He promised to keep his words that we will proceed in relatiin. After coming home. After getting back to our respective places his behaviour was like an alien as if we never met before. It hurts me profoundly. Still I kept my hope on this one day God will fulfill somehow. After many months he connected but it felt we are poles apart based on geographical and mental distance both. Somehow met but all things which grew up, just fleeting away, now he acted like an unknown people, his behavior was peculiar.
Why such incidents happen?
Why at the very first place they can't tell their actual feelings? Why do they just pretend?
Going through lots of disturbance,no peace moments, unending thoughts.
I wish one could show path of shine , lights & kindness to myself.
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when I was 14 I and few of my cousins had entered our schoolbus (after school hours bus would be parked infront of our home ) door of bus would be locked but we somehow managed to open door and get in the bus and enjoyed playing in the bus where the bus driver had no idea about us playing in bus
Next day bus driver somehow got to know we played inside bus and asked me,the eldest of all saying who had opened the door I was like my younger brother opened it
Next day my brother was taken to our school's physical education teacher because driver has told the teacher that my brother had entered school bus that was parked infront of their home and had played inside the bus with few of his friends my brother was hit with strick by PE teacher that too I was right there while he was being hit
Now I am 23 but it still haunts me that I backstabed my brother who was so small 9 years while he was being hit he didn't even know why he was being beaten up. I hate myself for telling the truth to bus driver and making my brother take bearings
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Life hasn’t been the most satisfying for me, I grew up watching my mum cry herself to sleep, waking up and cry with her, pray with her before I even understood the meaning of Depression. She still provided for me, and my grandma. She still Persisted and gave me a life right now I’m grown but somehow I keep on letting her down in so many ways unintended. It breaks me that a woman who has sacrificed her life for me hasn’t gotten any good out of me. And I’m so scared she’s aging. Lord forgive me for I have done my mother wrong and I pray I can make her happy all the days of my life.
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Being a room attendant I have seen old womens come alone in hotel to have fun with young guys as they have condoms and dildos. And next morning while cleaning the room I got 7 condoms from one room and also club belt in dustbin. Bedsheet were disaster. Probably it was a gang bang. This kind of thing seen many times.
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