I love talking to people but I stooped talking to mostly everyone. I just didn't talk to people as much as I used to. You know what the problem is ? I get attached, fast. And once I get attached to someone, I do everything I can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what I want it's always everyone's needs before my own. I give out too many chances to people. They take advantage of me and I become a pushover. But I am okay with that because they are in my life and that's all I ever wanted. Even if they screw over me, I still be there for them. Because that's me, that's who I am. I really appreciate the good in me and I'll keep the loving and caring person inside me, I really love this Janet. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned from it all, it’s that we have to be our own heroes. No guy in a costume is coming to save us. We have to save ourselves. Sometimes we so tired desperately to fix others, when our own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that I didn't give myself enough time to heal. I'm sorry that sometimes smiling hurt but I forced myself to laugh so that no one had to worry about me. I am sorry that there were nights when I cried myself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I am sorry I didn't love me, like she deserved to be loved. J.M. Darhower, said "Never make someone else the main character in your own story." ( I feel him ). Then I decided to be the hero of my life. I helped myself, wiped my own tears, read a books that soothed my soul, give myself time, watched movies that made me smile...bit by bit ...piece by piece. I come back stronger than before. I was trying to change how I viewed myself, how I talked myself and how i felt about myself but not in a way anyone expected...I no longer changing myself for others, the pressure to fit in and be anything other than myself. If we don't give a second chance for ourselves, believe me no one else would. Sometimes God isolates you so you can get yourself together. Isolate yourself from everyone you think you attached to or close to. It's not because you don't have anyone to count on but to make sure you also matters the most and to understand yourself better. Loneliness adds beauty to life. Take some quite time stop talking to everyone and just listen your inner child and give her what she wants. It's been really, really hard but I've been so brave. There were a days I was thinking to give up on myself, but I keep listening my inner child. And it brought me here I look in the mirror and see myself. It's not easy to be positive all the time but when you develop to that "it's okay" level. You will stop blaming yourself, you will open up with your feelings but not get attached to anyone, you will be the hero of your life, you will stop faking smile to not bother anyone, you stop keep conversations that doesn't make you feel comfortable, you will believe in yourself it seems impossible but you can do it....when I was in this time as bas as it was I learned something about myself. That I could go through something like that and survive. I learned to be grateful about my life..the saddest part of my life is the best part of my story cause it makes me stronger.I am enough the way I am, always have been and always will be. And Now I will do what's best for me !
~JANET 🦋
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Phy teacher : "CRUSH" A force that motivates you to go to school everyday....
Ethiopian ancestors' victory at the Battle of Adwa on March 1, 1896.
If I could name a single most phenomenal event in the Ethiopian history that humbles my heart, it is the battle and victory of Adwa. This is because the battle at Adwa wasn’t just another conflict but the sum of several years of calculated mischief, treachery and disdain by the then colonial Europeans. And the battle was won with a colorful victory by the Ethiopians because it was a matter of Ethiopia. It was a question of Abyssinia being colonized or not.
See, the thing is, the Italians didn’t know who they were dealing with. They thought they were so clever and superior in every way that they didn’t even want to put up a fight, but simply take the country by making King Menelik II sign a deceiving treaty at Wuchale. Given the whole of Africa was under different colonial rules at that time it never crossed their mind that these habesha people were any different, so if they want to fight, they would simply crush them and make them accept that they are their colonial rulers from then on. Little did they know how Ethiopians would prefer death than seeing someone else’s flag in their soil. Little did they know how brave their Queen Taitu, how smart their King Menelik or how skilled their warriors were.
I remember once a girl (somewhere from Europe) asked me when our independence day was and I causally replied with “we don’t have Independence day.” The girl looked so pitiful and said, “oh am very sorry about that!” Few seconds had to pass untill I actually realized what this means. What she meant. What it means to not have an independence day because you know….I come from a land that has always been independent. This was perhaps one of the most striking points in my life with regard to my Ethiopian-ness, and what it means to be from the only independent black nation in the world. I said to the girl “don’t be sorry, it’s because we only have victory days," as I vowed to be forever grateful for my ancestors.
Because of these people, and the Adwa victory in particular, me and 90 million other Ethiopians never fit in to that little box of the typical “black history.” Over time, and especially during my years living abroad, I've seen of how the world views Africa and Africans and people of African descent-- and I feel humbled and thankful for my ancestors who saved me my dignity and identity. No stupidity regarding race and identity crises could ever shake my integrity. Because of my ancestors, I stand before the rest of the world proud and dignified, regardless of what the world believes.
Thank you Atse Menelik II. Thank you Etege Taitu. And thank you all the brave men and women who died out of love for their country.
I am forever indebted.
This piece was originally published on Medium with the title 'Dignity + Pride + Bravery = Adwa victory🇪🇹🇪🇹🇪🇹
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Let me share my thought. Listen to me girls, real queens fix each other's crown. If all girls were taught how to love each other fiercely instead of compete with each other and their own bodies, what a different and a beautiful world we would live in. Don't be jealous of another woman's success. You don't know the sacrifices that she has had to make. You don't know how much she has prayed. Instead of being jealous of her achievements be encouraged. The fact that she was able to break through this should fill you with hope. I wish more women realized that helping another women win, cheering her on, praying for her, do NOT take away from the blessing coming to them. In fact the more you give the more you receive. Let's root root for each other and watch each other grow. Strong women support all women.
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