Your mind is playing games with you the things you predict never actually come true
Читать полностью…[Intro]
Hey-hey, hey-hey
Hey-hey, hey-hey
Oh, oh, huh
[Refrain]
Look up to God, put my head in the sky (Put my head in the sky)
Losses after losses, I just wonder why (I wonder why, I wonder why)
People think I'm trippin' like my shoes untied (Like my shoes untied)
If it wasn't for the music, would've gave up now (I cry in the, I cry in the)
I cry in the dark, that's why it seem alright
But I know that I'm special, not the average type
It's alright to cry sometimes
It's gon' be okay, gon' be fine
[Chorus]
We all gotta leave some day
And that's the scariest thing
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
We all gotta leave some day
And that's the scariest thing
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
[Verse]
I come from real, below the bottom
From under, yeah, no food in stomach, yeah
Better days are comin', yeah
My homie dead, yeah
I'm number three, Dwayne Wade
Smoke we high, meditate
She eat me like dinner plates, uh
I don't go away, I never fade, even when I die
All these people they can never say "Kevo wasn't the hardest and the smartest", young nigga on the market
All that hate they be dodgin'
Leave it up to God, I know He'll solve, I know that He will
All that flodgin', know you ain't real
I wake up every mornin' not knowin' if I'ma live
I'm trained to kill with not a gun but with my mind
You know that I was born to be different
Hard head, I don't ever listen
Nigga know I had nothin' on God
People know that I never starve
I'm smokin' in rental cars, I don't give a fuck my pockets large
I smoke so much, I can't feel pain anymore
Everybody said I changed but they changed, show me Lord
I sit back and I reminisce, it's insane to me Lord
Every time that I have a problem, I run to you Lord
I come back to you Lord, yeah, I run to you Lord
I come back to you Lord, you know I run to you Lord
[Refrain]
Look up to God, put my head in the sky (Put my head in the sky)
Losses after losses, I just wonder why
People think I'm trippin' like my shoes untied
If it wasn't for the music, would've gave up now
I cry in the dark, that's why it seem alright (That's why it seem alright)
But I know that I'm special, not the average type
But it's alright to cry sometimes
It's gon' be okay, gon' be fine, no, oh-oh
[Outro]
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
It's gon' be fine, oh-oh
It's gon' be fine, oh-oh
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
—
my mother's trust issues are leaking into my chest,
and i've got my father's nose and his tendency to stop calling back
so i am sorry about the missed calls i have from you,
and the 6 voicemails i never played
i swear i'd love you if i could.
—did you grow up with an emotionally unavailable parent so you craved love so bad until you eventually resented in it.
now when someone tries to show you love it makes you extremely uncomfortable?
—i started forcing myself to be happy – pressuring myself to look at things positively. i heard a lot of people saying happiness was a choice, and i wanted to believe that so much that i kept on smiling to anything and everything, even when i was already breaking.
Читать полностью…ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ғᴇᴇʟs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴇᴍᴇᴛᴇʀʏ, ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟ,ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ɪɴ sᴄᴀʀʏ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇʏᴀʀᴅ
~ @emotionn_s✨
[Intro]
(Shout out my nigga Synco)
[Chorus]
Uh (Tuned up), copped a BMW, new deposit, I picked up another bag
Like fuck it, I'ma count while I'm in it
I hear planes flyin', crowds screamin', money counters, chains clangin'
Shit, I guess that's how it sound when you winnin'
I ain't jokin', do it sound like I'm kiddin'?
I been makin' like two thousand a minute
So high up through the clouds, I was swimmin'
I'm probably gon' drown when I'm in it
I bet she gon' get loud when I'm in it
And we might have a child when I'm finished
[Verse 1]
Uh, I won't love a ho, after we fuck, she can't get near me
Only bitch I give a conversation to is Siri
My pants Amiri, yes, I'm winnin', clearly
I'm the chosen one, seen my potential, so they fear me
Lately I've been prayin', God, I wonder, can You hear me?
Thinkin' 'bout the old me, I swear I miss you dearly
Stay down 'til you come up, I've been stickin' to that theory
Every day a battle, I'm exhausted and I'm weary
Make sure I smile in public, when alone, my eyes teary
I fought through it all, but that shit hurt me severely
I've been gettin' high to hide behind my insecurities
Takin' different pills, but I know it ain't gon'—
[Chorus]
Uh, copped a BMW, new deposit, I picked up another bag
Like fuck it, I'ma count while I'm in it
I hear planes flyin', crowds screamin', money counters, chains clangin'
Shit, I guess that's how it sound when you winnin'
I ain't jokin', do it sound like I'm kiddin'?
I been makin' like two thousand a minute
So high up through the clouds, I was swimmin'
I'm probably gon' drown when I'm in it
I bet she gon' get loud when I'm in it (Uh, uh)
And we might have a child when I'm finished
[Verse 2]
They say I'm Pac rebirth, never put out a weak verse
Homicides when we lurk, I'ma step 'til my feet hurt
Weren't puttin' them streets first
White tees turned burgundy t-shirts
Lookin' for somethin' real, he stuck in a deep search
Anxiety killin' me, I just want to leave Earth
When they ask if I'm okay, it just make everything seem worse
Try and explain your feelings, sound like something you rehearsed
Stabbed me in my back with a clean smirk
Lookin' so deep into your eyes, I can read your thoughts, so
Shut the fuck—, I mean, please don't talk
I done been through too much and I don't need another loss
Put that on every war scar for every battle I fought
[Chorus]
Uh, copped a BMW, new deposit, I picked up another bag
Like fuck it, I'ma count while I'm in it
I hear planes flyin', crowds screamin', money counters, chains clangin'
Shit, I guess that's how it sound when you winnin'
I ain't jokin', do it sound like I'm kiddin'?
I been makin' like two thousand a minute
So high up through the clouds, I was swimmin'
I'm probably gon' drown when I'm in it
I bet she gon' get loud when I'm in it
And we might have a child when I'm finished
[Outro]
When I'm finished, when I'm finished
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Let’s stop:
• telling people how they should feel
• disregarding and minimizing people’s feelings
• evaluating if people’s feelings are valid
• advising people on what to do with their feelings
• shaming people for how they feel
—i don't even play a role in my life, shit just happens and then i realise this is happening.
Читать полностью…—
FEAR.
FEAR.
fear of knowing. fear of being judged. fear of being different. fear of being dependent over others. fear of admitting to themselves that they are sick.
Our generation has MURDERED the values of Friendships, Relationships, Morals & Loyalty...🤦🏽♂️💯💀
@tentacionniggas
Uh, I won't love a ho, after we fuck, she can't get near me
Only bitch I give a conversation to is Siri
My pants Amiri, yes, I'm winnin', clearly
I'm the chosen one, seen my potential, so they fear me
Lately I've been prayin', God, I wonder, can You hear me?
Thinkin' 'bout the old me, I swear I miss you dearly
Stay down 'til you come up, I've been stickin' to that theory
Every day a battle, I'm exhausted and I'm weary
Make sure I smile in public, when alone, my eyes teary
I fought through it all, but that shit hurt me severely
I've been gettin' high to hide behind my insecurities
Takin' different pills, but I know it ain't gon'—
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Anxiety killin' me, I just want to leave Earth
When they ask if I'm okay, it just make everything seem worse
Try and explain your feelings, sound like something you rehearsed
Stabbed me in my back with a clean smirk
Lookin' so deep into your eyes, I can read your thoughts, so
Shut the fuck—, I mean, please don't talk
I done been through too much and I don't need another loss
Put that on every war scar for every battle I fought...
—most of our childhood is not stored in photos, but in certain biscuits, light of the day, smells, places, textures of carpets.
Читать полностью…"I was told when I get older my fears would shrink
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think"