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Signature: Hand written of my changed mind. All notes rights reserved for | @Aminshafigh Persian Language Channel : @Realityofme
[ Whole conversation between 2 psycho ]
A: Hey buddy, everything's messed up.
B: Oh really? Why?
A: Yes, I think I'm not psychic anymore.
B: So why do you think that?
A: Now I can feel, I can love, I can understand. I can feel every moment. I can behave perfectly with everybody without any pretense.
B: That's great! So, I think you should know me and feel me too.
A: Yes, I know you and I can feel you.
B: Who am I?
A: You are me.
B: Oh, that is correct.
A: Really?
B: No.
A: Who are you?
B: I have an imaginary friend who told me he has another imaginary friend that he calls him, you.
-amin
Many of us get so stuck on waiting for the person who hurt us to validate that they hurt us, like, I want them to know they hurt me, they need to know how they hurt me
They know
They don't need you to tell them how they hurt you
They know how they hurt you
Done
What's the next thing that's on your mind?
Because you think that if you tell them how they hurt you, then maybe they're going to have that empathy for you and be like oh wow I hurt you in that way
They didn't have that empathy for you at that time when they were making that decision
What makes you think that later when you spell it out for them, when you repeat for them what they already did, do you think that they're going to have that empathy for you?
And even if they do, what is that going to give you?
He
slows down
The chaos
In my mind
Just by his presence
He grounds me
And suddenly
I forget anything else exists
It's just me and him
In this moment
When he looks me
In the eye
I lose myself
He melts me
With his touch
Sometimes even the thought of him
Changes my breathing rhythm
I can't resist
Cause he's the one
Wise men say, only fools rush in
But I took your hand and I jumped right in
#mustbelove #camilacabello
Baby
I wish to be with you uuh
The thing is, I'm far away from you
Far away but I don't mind
Still the only thing in my mind
Baby boy you know I don't lie
Doesn't matter what is the time
It's too soon and I can't deny
All I want is to make you mine
Talk to me and I'll make you shine
Far away but you're in my mind
Baby
I got you in my mind
Far away, but I feel you close
Gotta try to make it work
The thing is, that I can't get enough
Come to me and let's make it right
Let my body go wine, wine, wine
#faraway #brianna
We haven't danced together yet
I like to feel how your vibe is then
I like to see how your body moves with the rhythm
I like to feel your hand around my waist
Hand in hand
Chest to chest
Face to face
Eye to eye
Like we're making love
No words
Just dance
I have a lot to speak about
#myheart #mymind
I start speaking my heart
I miss him
I miss us singing together
I miss him telling me "Babe you're smoking too much"
I miss enjoying everything together
I miss him trying to help me with my OCD
I miss him asking for a kiss on the jet ski
I miss walking along the beach together
I miss holding his hand
I miss his head on my chest in the morning
I miss his vibe beside me, in me
I miss kissing his throat to stop him coughing
I miss breathing his breath through me
I miss his look through my eyes
I miss feeling him
Yeah I really miss him
#myheart
The Untold Truth Of Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.
On his way to work, Joel Barish (Jim Carrey) impulsively skips his regular train and instead boards one for Montauk. On the freezing beach of the Long Island hamlet, Joel catches glimpses of a blue-haired woman. He sees her again in a diner where she spikes her own coffee with liquor, and later, she plays a flirtatious game of peek-a-boo with him. They finally speak to each other on the train, and while that early conversation gets rocky, Joel ends up in her apartment. Both are hours away from learning this isn't the first time they've met. In fact, it's not even the first time they've fallen in love.
1/5. @hugelie
you have to feel my emotional story
not to see my front window dust and dirty
you have to be here , beside me
you turn the music high
you sing , me neither
you feel , im gonna sing louder
your cry more louder ,
then our windows get broken ,
everything were exploded ,
and all around colored up with our story
not just mine this time.
-A_Shafigh
#GrammerProblems
In this fucking virtual social world,
Your fucking sleep is an enemy of my fucking feelings ,
If i crying and i say "goodnight" by my sadnees feeling ,
You won't tell me "i won't let you say goodnight , i won't let you go , i won't let you sleep , i'll be with you until shining sunrise"
and you will say " Goodnight Honey , See you later. " .
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
Truth of people's life based on those lies that can make good feeling for them ,
I prefer to live in false life but saying truth , will make me feel good , not saying lie.
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
Never mind , everything will be fine,
This game will be finished,
This heart will stop pumping,
These money's will be burned,
And just kindness will stay in reception room of your grave.
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
Virginity of our minds is the dark hole of our hearts.
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very angry
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
Don't burst
Don't break
Hope
Hold on pain ends
I see the signs and I ignore them
What is this system? Process?
When you fooling yourself with your favorite lies
Is it self-love or self-hate?
Maybe both
I pity myself that I'm so fucked up
The truth is hurting
So I blind myself with some pretty lies, to enjoy this fake reality
Cuz it makes me feel that I'm alive
Cuz I'm feeling something
Cuz I'm paining
And who really cares my dear?
It's hell again
It always is
Sometimes it's just buried under a fake happiness but if you wait long enough and look deeply, you'll see it
It's a part of me
Hell
Maybe it's all of me
Nice disguise
What is it?
Someone tell me
What shoud I do?
Hurt every time, pain, wounds, cry, pressure, mental shit, hopelessness, sadness, emptiness...
2023/10/11
You tell him "I'm like a cat, I have only a few lives"
This happens when you love somebody as much as you love yourself
This sentence feels healing
You be like "Yeah, I'm not gonna get used to shit and live with it. But because of loving him, I'll give it another chance."
I'm so happy that I've met you
It's like a blessing for me
It's crazy how someone can change your feelings
I like this story
I don't know about the ending
I don't care what the next chapter will hold
I've been given so much light
You lit my world so a lot of things became visible
You shine like the sun babe
Feeling you by my side is like I'm breathing fire
So hot
And exciting
Does it matter, does it matter? Damage is done
Does it matter, does it matter? You had the gun
#replay #ladygaga
I'm tired of me
My aunt says "One day you're gonna be out of this storm"
I don't think so
I mean maybe
It's getting worse every time
Doctors say there's no cure
I'm still alive
I don't know why
It's our brain trying to keep us alive by fooling us by little hopes or maybe little lies
Fuck this system
I really miss the psychiatric hospital
I remember myself dancing there with my friends
There is so much peace
There's no "You have to.., you should.., just try.."
You're nothing any more
You can taste the non-existence there
It tastes really sweet
You don't have to pull yourself together
You can be yourself or anything you want
You just lie on the bed, overthink, cry and cry
No one expects you anything even yourself
There's just peace
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind depicts how complicated love can be. It tells the story of a couple who cannot make their relationship work and just decided to erase the memories of their relationship.
From the movie, we learn that memories are not files that can be deleted. They are more than thoughts stored in the mind because they shape the core of the self. Life’s significance and joy will be reduced to nothing without memories that will hold us together.
2/5 @hugelie
I just wanna to laugh out loud and like always i don't wanna be a Lier this time.
- #Amin_Shafigh
#dream
@hugelie
Another problems,
Sleep,Wasted Dreams.
And i just wanna a deep sleeping and dreaming about forgotten memories.
Do 'm mentally ill ?
Am i psychopath ?
Can we talk about chocolate pussy?
Can you love shit and kiss him with love and lick him?
I am married with my lighter , don't tell me "i love you" anymore , she will get angry cause she hate me.
You know , I 'm not psychic.
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
We all think one day we will love someone hard , but we all don't know what's the meaning of real love , hard love ,
We just see that in movies , we just can imagine some imagination , not reality ,
Don't hurry up ,
You will feel it over your imaginations if you be a good person.
But it's wrong , you don't have to be a good one , it's not important that who you are ,
It's not depend on your face , your vallet , your emotions , your past or your behavior ,
It's depend on your reality
Love will amazed you ,
Love will grow you , grow who you are ,
Love just see your heart , see your hearts curves ,
One day , you will love someone hard.
- #Amin_Shafigh
@hugelie
Creation is more than one life in someones mind,
It just like a magic, like an alone head without body under lot of suns , in lot of galaxys ,
And it rapidly growing in world of hopes.
- #Amin_Shafigh
... These three dots , Means silence.
#thesedots
#hugelie #realityofme