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『🥀』— 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚢 , 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 ☺︎︎ . 『🥀』— 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚛 :: @nynaamanehh :)) . 『🥀』— 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚋𝚘𝚝 :: 『🥀』— 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 :: 17/10/2020 ➪ @princessstory ➪ @criticalpain ➪ @twitterepost ➪ @sentapdotcom
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trying to explain that being left out and not having real friends can really impact your mental health especially when you're just sitting in your room all day watching other kids stories with their friends .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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being an understanding person is the worst kind of thing . you have to understand people's situations , their problems , their traumas . but when it comes to you , you will scream absolutely alone .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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get sick easily due to overstressed but people told me "others are struggling too". i decided to keep quiet and fight for my mental and body health alone .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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realizing i may actually just not meant to be in a relationship because i hate to text 24/7 , i hate face time and i feel the need to click away or else i feel suffocated .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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until then , i'll close the book with the corner folded and will not reread it , at least not for now , not until i'm finally healed . because i know that chapter can't be replace with a new one .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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no one is clapping louder than me than the old girl i used to be . she sees me getting better , becoming stronger and leading a life that surpasses her expectations . she is my motivation .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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if you ever be able to fall in love again after letting me go , i hope you can answer these questions confidently . would they lose everyone just to keep you ? would they apologize everytime because they're scared of losing you ? would you mean the world to them ? would they cry and beg for you to come back ? would they stay even at your lowest ?
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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you should learn how to forgive . forgive your parents for not being able to love you the way you needed to be loved . then forgive yourself for looking for love in all the wrong places .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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who will still love me when i'm already at my lowest point ? who will cry when i'm already gone ? who will waste hours of their time just to spend and talk to my grave ? who will ?
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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losing can change many things . from being excited for everything , suddenly feeling like you have no energy , from initially enjoying the journey , suddenly feeling lost . everything changes very quickly , becoming strange and frustrating .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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took so much time and effort to make and send that long paragraph explaining my side , how i felt and how their actions affected me , only to receive the most nonchalant reply .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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please live longer , you need to be healthier , you need to be stronger to protect me , bring me together in every process you're going through in your life story . live longer with me because you're my only life .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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i admit it , i am a lame person , i don't party , i don't twerk on anyone else , i don't stay out late but i do stay up late , i do read , i do vibe to music and i do think .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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when you realise it was actually all your fault and now you have to live with with the guilt and regret that you ruined that perfect relationship .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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the real female rage is when you keep walking away unbotheredly after addressing the same issue for hundreds of times almost every time you remember about it but still you keep receiving unchanged behaviour .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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i will never explain my side again. you find that it was all my fault ? then be it , i accept it . i'm done explaining my side . i don't want to feel like i'm begging to be understood , never again .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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maturing is realizing that being alone sometimes is good . we can't be friends with everyone and just pretend that we don't hurt . don't be a people pleaser . lift up your values and stands what's right for you .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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holding it together because i have been holding it since then , since i was young . i always have this guts that someday , everything will pay off . there's just something in me that keeps me moving , no matter how hard my life gets , i will always choose to see the beauty of it .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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i feel like i'm the worst child ever , my parents deserve a better child than me , my siblings deserve a better sibling than me . i feel like i make everyone's life so miserable .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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when they think they can hurt me but i've survived being in a friend group that i was never part of , separate group chats , never been invited out , they making plans in front of me which made me wonder why they left me out .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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a girl's personal hell is spotting another girl who clearly fancies your boyfriend , even when they don't make it obvious . girls know girls best , we see you .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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maturing is being fine with being misunderstood and letting people believe what they want . you know yourself best and at the end of the day , it's impossible to please everyone .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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you know what's worse more than a break up ? going through Ramadhan and celebrating Eid without the people that we love and special in our life .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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who will find me when my presence is gone ? who will find me in a room full of people ? who will still choose me when i'm with those people who's better than me ?
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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find peace in unexpected places , breathe deeper , slow down . life doesn't have to be a race . you will get there , and i hope you get there in one piece , with amazing memories . you made along the way .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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there's no use of being afraid if you lose me one day if you never care about what i need in our relationship , you said you love me but you always underestimate thing that's hurting me .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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everyone talks about how they win when their ex blocks them after the break up but i block them not because i can't move on , but i'm so sick of seeing those faces who hurt me .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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if i won't the lottery , i will tell everyone . i won by unexpectedly met the person that has help me through my bad days , coloured my world , they have the kindest heart . you're my chicago , my home and my sanctuary . i feel it , i was in it .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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boys should always believe their girlfriend when she says that another girl is being mean or hitting on him . girls understand girls on a different level , even if the two haven't met because they have spoken the same language since birth . they understand the subtle remarks , side glances and small things that guys don't notice .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃
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one of my biggest toxic trait is that when i'm going through something , i tend to stop talking to everyone until i'm okay . when i'm okay i'll start communicating again like nothing happened . it's not me being off with you , i just deal things better when i'm alone .
@hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃