She's tired.
She's tired of the psychological mind games and people pretending to be someone they're not.
She's tired of the shallow conversations with people that only care about themselves.
She's tired of attention from men with hidden agendas.
She's tired of being treated like an option when she should have been treated like a priority from the first conversation.
She's tired of spending countless nights questioning her own self worth.
She's tired of people not respecting her boundaries and forcing her to do things she's not ready to do.
She's at a point in her life where she wants to be loved correctly or be left alone completely.
~ Cody Bret
You are not always strong every day, and that's okay. Sometimes you just have to breathe and rest. Take a pause for awhile and be vulnerable. It's okay. Even the strongest person cries when he's tired. I want you to know that you don't have to hide all your fears and sadness just to look strong in front of everyone. It's okay not to be strong. It's okay to admit to yourself that you can't take it anymore. And someday, I hope you'll realize that whether you are strong or not, you are still worthy.
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You think I'm selfish?
Bro, I have seen my favorite person loving someone else and I still smiled and wished for their happiness.
I want you to know that your past mistakes and traumas doesn't define who you are. You are more than your wounds and scars. You are more than the number of your heartbreaks. And I hope you always remember that I am so proud of you for being brave enough to stay alive. You are loved, and you are always enough.
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you've been strong for so long, but remind yourself that It's okay to cry, to be fragile, and to be vulnerable at times. it's okay to be silent when everything around you is chaotic. take a break and just breathe.
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Do you know what changes people?
Pain.
In every person's life there's some sort of pain that made them the way they are. It just changes everything inside them, they wake up one day, totally different people..
And in the end, they're never the same!
it cut me deep, but the apology didn’t even heal the surface of my wound.
just sometimes i’d wish that sorry can act as a band aid for every wound the people have caused. hoping that hearing them say it can magically remove the sting in my skin.
but it don’t.
even with countless apologies, it didn’t manage to lessen the pain. it didn’t even stop the bleeding. it was just a sound—plain, unsincere.
how painful to accept the fact that even if they apologize, the wound will remain as it is.
"Isn't it sad?"
"What?"
"...that she made sure everyone around her is okay but no one even asked her how she's doing."
Princess treatment doesn't mean he buys you expensive gifts all the time. It means he doesn't let you go to sleep upset, he knows how to calm your nerves, he's patient, and his words match his actions.
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-When you search for a true friend or a lover, search for the people who cannot bear the idea of losing you. Yeah, people change, hearts change, and circumstances can be stronger than us. However, look for the ones who want to fix the broken pieces, look for the ones who would rather step over their ego but never lose you, look for the ones who do a lot of effort just to see your smile. Don’t put yourself in place where you’re begging for someone love and care, whoever cares about you, will show it. Look for the ones even in bad terms they never speak bad about you, the ones who’re real and keepers, the ones who put themselves as a priority but will never make you feel like you’re a burden. The ones who listen all the time even if it’s the same problem, the ones who show care even within a small argument. Look for the ones who will talk and try to communicate rather than ignoring you. The love someone has for us is shown through their actions, always remember this.
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To my old self,
I'm sorry for allowing people to hurt you so many times. I'm sorry for all the wrong decisions that you've made because you were not wise enough before. I hope you'll learn to forgive yourself someday. I hope you'll heal from all your trauma. And I hope you've learned from all the mistakes that you've made in your past.
Someday, I hope you'll learn to love yourself after all the heartbreaks that you've been through. I know sometimes it's hard to forget the painful things that happened to you, but it takes time to heal. I hope one day you'll learn to find your worth again. You were too hard on yourself and you forgot that you are worth it too. One day, I hope you find the happiness that you always deserve.
growing up‚ i never truly felt like i belonged anywhere. whenever someone came into my life‚ my first thought was always that they’d leave me eventually. i went through a phase where i’d distance myself from the people i loved the most because their love‚ though deep‚ felt suffocating. i felt as though i was drowning in it‚ and when i’d finally gasp for air‚ i feared no one would still be there.
deep down‚ i wanted to hold onto them forever‚ but my mind was consumed by the fear that they’d abandon me. i was scared — terrified‚ even:
terrified of being left behind.
terrified of being abandoned.
and so‚ i left first —
before they could leave me.
— e.s
“It's a different kind of pain when your heart cries but your eyes don't.”
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"When life breaks you, it is because you are ready to be put back together differently. Every piece of you that feels shattered is a piece that will find a new place, a new purpose, a new meaning. Trust that the cracks are where the light gets in. And sometimes, in our brokenness, we find our greatest wholeness. We find the courage to rebuild, to reimagine, to redefine what it means to be strong. You are not broken; you are breaking through."
— Unknown
Dear self,
I'm sorry for putting you in the same difficult spot over and over again.
I know you just want to feel loved and cared for, just like how you love someone else.
But I still make choices that make you hurt and tired.
You deserve better,
You deserve to feel peace,
you deserve to feel happiness.
You deserve kindness, peace, and love, not only from others but from me too.
From now on, I promise to listen to you more, give you the attention you've been waiting for, and to stop letting anything and anyone break your heart.
You've been sick for so long, and now it's time for you to heal.
With my love.
I AM
Treatise Heart
🌹🥀🍁
You are not always strong every day, and that's okay. I know sometimes you feel so exhausted with your life and you just can't find a courage to fight for your silent battles. I know sometimes you think that life is being unfair to you and you just want to stop living. And I know sometimes you feel so weak that you don't even want to wake-up every morning. I want you to know that it's okay. You don't have to force yourself to be strong when you're already falling apart. It's okay to be vulnerable sometimes. You don't have to make yourself believe that you're okay even when the truth is, you're far from being okay.
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She already knows her value, her worth. She healed in such a way that she fell in love with herself all over again. She knows that nothing was ever easy, but maybe that was the beauty of it. She is unbothered— by people's opinions, dishonesty, fakeness & inconsistency.
She learned to forgive those who have done her wrong in the past, because she knows that they help her build the woman she was today— and that woman is me, and i will never be that girl again.
To my old self,
I'm sorry for allowing people to hurt you so many times. I'm sorry for all the wrong decisions that you've made because you were not wise enough before. I hope you'll learn to forgive yourself someday. I hope you'll heal from all your trauma. And I hope you've learned from all the mistakes that you've made in your past.
Someday, I hope you'll learn to love yourself after all the heartbreaks that you've been through. I know sometimes it's hard to forget the painful things that happened to you, but it takes time to heal. I hope one day you'll learn to find your worth again. You were too hard on yourself and you forgot that you are worth it too. One day, I hope you find the happiness that you always deserve.
Under all her angér there's a girl who never understood why she got treated so bád when she gave everyone in her life everything.
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i try. i try so hard, every time. i give people chance after chance, hoping that this time it’ll be different, that maybe they’ll see the effort, feel the love, and meet me halfway. i hold on, even when it’s tearing me apart because i don’t want to give up on someone i care about. but there comes a moment, after trying and trying, when i realize something painful: i can’t be the only one fighting. i can’t keep breaking myself to fix something that isn’t mine to fix. no matter how much love i pour in, i can’t make someone show up for me the way i’ve shown up for them.
so i reach a point where i have nothing left to give. not because i didn’t try hard enough, but because i’ve tried so much that i’ve lost pieces of myself along the way. and i realize that walking away isn’t quitting,it’s survival. it’s reclaiming the parts of me that i’ve spent trying to save someone else. it hurts to let go, but it hurts more to hold on to someone who doesn’t see your value.
how was everything lately?
was it too heavy or you’re just good at carrying it well?
but here’s a cheer to the ones who have to hide everything under their sheets. to the ones who keep on putting up a bright smile on their face despite how heavy it weighs. cheers to you—you’re brave, you’re inspiring, you’re bold and you’re human—be human. be weak at times, be fragile —things will eventually be lighter one day. sit with all your roundabout emotions and still, get back up.
—jaeka
I'm still learning to say goodbye to the people who hurt me even if they give millions of excuses.
I'm still learning to leave the most things I love if they're causing pain.
I'm still learning to stop giving too many excuses for people who wouldn't.
I'm still learning to love myself enough to stop anyone that would make me suffer.
I am strong, but I am tired..
Tired of always having to be the strong one.
Tired of always having to do the right thing.🙂
I use to be afraid of losing people until I realized most of them were never really down for me anyways. Even though my loyalty and love for them ran deep, they could care less.
So instead of being afraid of losing them, I fell back and watched them loose me.
Remember: Losing them might hurt. But losing yourself will hurt more. Let them go. Because you deserve better, and you can't lose who you are for someore who isn't meant for you. 🖤
I want you to know that your past mistakes and traumas doesn't define who you are. You are more than your wounds and scars. You are more than the number of your heartbreaks. And I hope you always remember that I am so proud of you for being brave enough to stay alive. You are loved, and you are always enough. ♥️
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"I don't know if I'm getting better or if I'm just getting used to this pain."
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"Sometimes, no matter how nice you are, how kind you are, how caring you are, how loving you are, it just isn't enough for some people."
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It has been hard for me lately...
and I don't even know if I deserve to be here.
I'm tired ....
I'm exhausted.....
...and it's hard to keep up with life.
It's hard faking everything.
It's hard trying to say that it's fine when it's really not...😔😔💔💔
I hope you find a kind-hearted person who hates hurting your heart. Someone who will speak kind words to you and will always respect you no matter what the situation is. Someone gentle, warm and kind. I hope you find someone who knows exactly how to treat you right.
Someone who makes you his priority, not an option. Someone who has his eyes only on you, not on other women. Someone who refuses to entertain any woman that isn't you. Someone who will love you genuinely and will care for you like he's afraid to lose you.
I hope you find someone who can love you selflessly because not every one can love that way. Not every one is willing to sacrifice everything he has just to see you happy and not every one is willing to love you with everything he has. I hope you find a love that allows you to be happy and to be at peace because you deserve it after how many times of settling for less than what you deserve.
I hope you find someone who will see the magic that is YOU. Someone who will see the beauty of your heart, not the face. And most importantly, I hope you find someone who will never give up on you and will never treat you poorly. Because in this world where cheating seems like a daily trend, real connection is hard to find.
