you talk of the pain like it’s all alright
@mellowsongs
Perfect don't mean that it's working
So what can I do?
@mellowsongs
Pretty face with pretty bad dreams
No one knows I cry in my sleep
Waking up, feeling like shit
It's a normal thing to feel like this
I don't care, I'm feeling down
I wanna stay home, never go outside
Summer depression comes every year
I just want to disappear
@mellowsongs
I need a man who's patient and kind
Gets out of the car and holds the door
I wanna slow dance in the living room like
We're 18 at senior prom and grow
Old with someone who makes me feel young
@mellowsongs
If loving her is heartache for me
And if holding her means that I have to bleed
Then I am the martyr and love is to blame
She is the healing and I am the pain
@mellowsongs
There goes my heart beating
'Cause you are the reason
@mellowsongs
Matilda, you talk of the pain like it's all alright
But I know that you feel like a piece of you's dead insidе
@mellowsongs
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true
@mellowsongs
How long will it be cute
All this crying in my room
Whеn you can't blame it on my youth
And roll your eyes with affеction?
And my cheeks are growing tired
From turning red and faking smiles
Are we only biding time 'til I lose your attention?
And someone else lights up the room?
People love an ingénue
@mellowsongs
Summer's meant for lovin' and leavin'
I was such a fool for believin' that you
Could change all the ways you've been livin'
But you just couldn't stop
@mellowsongs
Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
@mellowsongs
@mellowsongs
You find yourself at my door
Just like all those times before
You wear your best apology
But I was there to watch you leave
And all the times I let you in
Just for you to go again
Disappear when you come back
Everything is better
They say all’s well that ends well, but I’m in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
@mellowsongs
I'm always gonna be right here
Always gonna cheer you up
I'm always gonna have your back
You're never gonna be alone
And I'm always gonna lift you up
No I'm never gonna let you down
No matter what you do
I'm forever proud of you
I love you forever now
@mellowsongs
