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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

And it feels terrible

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Oh well what a productive day I survived a migraine

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Phony (n.)
A person who pretends to be someone else or to have feelings or abilities that he or she does not really have : a person who is not sincere, something that is not real or genuine.

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

But I was visibly traumatized by the last dream where my baby died because I wanted to make sure I was sanitised and clean enough before feeding her

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I feel very positive today

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I go watch youtube and eat lunch now

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Eh wallah a lot to think about

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

And that she had diaries and stuff

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I so wish they had a daughter

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I can't revisit the most important part of my past anyway

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Can one imagine how scary it'd be to wander there and encounter a man alone

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Could be my area and how nosy and creepy they are could be leaving the house in general

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I wish I was less nervous about leaving the house

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

But definitely not with the people I usually go shopping with

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I should start kicking out deleted accounts now

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Trance (n.)
half-conscious state, seemingly between sleeping and waking or a state of mind in which consciousness is fragile and voluntary action is poor or missing; a state resembling deep sleep.

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I'm a phoney, I'm a fake

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I really need to strictly remind myself that those are dreams and not reality

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I also dreamt that I have a babygirl luckily enough she didn't die in this dream

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Kind of forgot to share this pretty bag here

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I still wish I knew her favorite color though :p

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

But at the same time maybe it's for the better
Perhaps I would've hated her if I knew more about her than the fact that she loved me

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I also wish my father's grandma wasn't illiterate

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Unless the people who live there decide to leave and by how poor they seem to be I doubt they ever will

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

And going with someone kind of ruins the vibe of revisiting your memories

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

There's also where I used to play
A bit of an abandoned area with a huge tree and dead fields

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Just thinking about leaving the house sparks a bit of panicking in me

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

I keep imagining the outfits for this winter and I'm just so excited that I'm a little bit discouraged because it couldn't look as good as it does in my head

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

What else have I been thinking of

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π‘Ήπ’†π’‡π’π’†π’„π’•π’Šπ’π’

Also my channel finally came back to the humble number of below a thousand

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