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ENFP 4w5 Known by Mahiru βThe broken are the more evolvedβ β Owner : @OdasakuNada Anonymous' bot : @Reflectionnnbot
And it feels terrible
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Oh well what a productive day I survived a migraine
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Phony (n.)
A person who pretends to be someone else or to have feelings or abilities that he or she does not really have : a person who is not sincere, something that is not real or genuine.
But I was visibly traumatized by the last dream where my baby died because I wanted to make sure I was sanitised and clean enough before feeding her
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I feel very positive today
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I go watch youtube and eat lunch now
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Eh wallah a lot to think about
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And that she had diaries and stuff
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I so wish they had a daughter
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I can't revisit the most important part of my past anyway
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Can one imagine how scary it'd be to wander there and encounter a man alone
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Could be my area and how nosy and creepy they are could be leaving the house in general
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I wish I was less nervous about leaving the house
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But definitely not with the people I usually go shopping with
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I should start kicking out deleted accounts now
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Trance (n.)
half-conscious state, seemingly between sleeping and waking or a state of mind in which consciousness is fragile and voluntary action is poor or missing; a state resembling deep sleep.
I'm a phoney, I'm a fake
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I really need to strictly remind myself that those are dreams and not reality
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I also dreamt that I have a babygirl luckily enough she didn't die in this dream
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Kind of forgot to share this pretty bag here
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I still wish I knew her favorite color though :p
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But at the same time maybe it's for the better
Perhaps I would've hated her if I knew more about her than the fact that she loved me
I also wish my father's grandma wasn't illiterate
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Unless the people who live there decide to leave and by how poor they seem to be I doubt they ever will
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And going with someone kind of ruins the vibe of revisiting your memories
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There's also where I used to play
A bit of an abandoned area with a huge tree and dead fields
Just thinking about leaving the house sparks a bit of panicking in me
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I keep imagining the outfits for this winter and I'm just so excited that I'm a little bit discouraged because it couldn't look as good as it does in my head
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What else have I been thinking of
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Also my channel finally came back to the humble number of below a thousand
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