Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see, absolute horror
I cannot live, I cannot die
Trapped in myself, body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech, taken my hearing
Taken my arms, taken my legs
Taken my soul, left me with life in hell
Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the fuck are you? Fuck you!
Better suck it up 'cause you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me
My queen
My eternal empress
My polychromatic goddess
Your power, your light, your prowess
You are beatific, and utterly flawless
I love you.
Have you ever seen a man battling a god?
Futile efforts are all that can be expended by the mortal for he stands weak and despicable, he will suffer blow after blow by the immortal adversary until either
1. His soul breaks
2. His Body breaks
So tell me, what choice do I have but to be engulfed by the wrath my goddess unleashes upon me? What choice am I faced with except to suffer in silence? I tried appeasing her with the subtle instruments of love but she’s adamant. Immovable. Rigid
I’ll have to learn to live with pain then. For this battle will surely last for eternity
- Me, Confessions waiting to be said
#poem
#my_book
You'll be the butterfly next to my grave
You'll watch my soul, untouched, go up in flames
You'll waste your days inside this pitiful cave
Next to my corpse playing one sided games
Crazy.
I branded myself crazy
Because it was an easy thing than living life the way I do with all this questions from y'all.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time, I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh, I cannot give any more
“Trusting you was like trusting a surgeon about to perform an open heart surgery with a chainsaw.”
And yet, she trusted me.
But then, I let her down.
- Me again, confessions waiting to be said