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"Just close your eyes and dream about me"
I don't need to close my eyes for that
If you need money or any financial help. Feel free to text me. We will beg together.π₯±π
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
Dear diary,
Today again no one transferred a hundred million dollars to me, I no longer have the strength to endure this disgrace
Halfway promises
Don't enter my life,
If you won't forever stay,
If you'll busy yourself,
Around the midday.
When you're absent for me,
Yet crave my loyal view,
When it's not truly "forever,"
But, Just glimpses of the hue.
Very important health tip :
Don't eat pizza, burger, chocolate, ice cream.
Without me!
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do you have those days too when you are doing everything but still it isn't enough, when u are moving but not reaching anywhere. when nothing is okay but in front of everyone you have to pretend it's okay because you don't want your thoughts to turn your heart into something ugly
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
I lied and said I was busy.
I was busy;
but not in a way most people understand.
I was busy taking deeper breaths.
I was busy silencing irrational thoughts.
I was busy calming a racing heart.
I was busy telling myself I am okay.
Sometimes, this is my busy β
and I will not apologize for it.
When i got enough confidence, the stage was gone.
When i was sure of losing, i won.
When I needed people the most, they left me.
When i learnt to dry my tears, i found a shoulder to cry on.
When i mastered the skill of hating, someone started loving me.
While waiting for the light for hours when i fell asleep, the sun came out.
Thats life! You don't know what comes to your table. You just gotta accept and move on.
She loves to hear me tell stories. In my stories, I always subtly hint that I love her very much.
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
βHad I known how deep my love was
I would have prayed my whole life
to be us in the endβ
Love you till the oceans run dry.
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
You read because I write
in hopes that someday you might
love me as i do,
Smile as i do on your sight,
And think about me
as I do about you every night.
Maybe one day,
The moon will have its own light,
The stars will twinkle with the sun during day
And not only at night.
Maybe one day,
I'll try to cry a little less,
And even if i do at times,
They'll try to show their kindness.
But wait,
These are impossible things they say
Neither the moon will shine on its own
Nor the stars will be visible during day.
And so the world will remain cruel
With every drop of my tear,
And I'll continue crying
Hung onto this fear.
I kept looking at you
In the room of crowd.
Among all the noise,
Only you were so clear and loud.
Everyone deserves love
Except me.I deserve money. π₯±π
"it's a different kind of pain when your heart
cries but your eyes don't."
In solitude, as I embrace your memories, I realise that it has been awhile since I have died.
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
Life is teaching me a lot latelyππ½
Its scares me how temporary everything is.
I hate how observant i am, literally break my own heart.
Don't you dare call me handsome
Until you see every flaw
Beneath that layer of perfects
And you'll judge it just like others.
Don't you dare tell me i'm kind
Until I shut you up
And tell you that
You'll get tired of me just like others.
Don't you dare tell me you love me
Until you witness each and every stretch mark
Engraved all over my body
And again you'll give up on me.
But If you stay anyways
After my darkness
Imperfections and bitterness
Maybe I'll trust you then.
I wanna talk about every story book
and want to paint skies with you
so that you can finish my stories
and make skies colourful instead of blue.
I want to see you smile at my presence
and you wear my favourite colour's dress.
or to sing your dearest song
for you to be impressed.
I want to wander with you,
until we reach the edge of the world
I want to see you forever
until my vision gets blurred.
I want you to read my poems,
and to imprint them in your mind.
so that in case you forget my love,
these writings will remind.
I want us to be together
but this wish will never be fulfilled.
because you don't want any of it,
and I can't tell u anything but stand still.
If you want to block someone, block their ability to trigger you.
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
After you, everything comes to an end.
I drew the black curtain at my window.
I shall abandon it all. No more do
I desire love, nor do I seek serenity.
I loved you, of course. How can I deny?
I left you suddenly, unnatural and cruel.
Even so, remember, remember well:
I saved you from myself, for I love you.
You're the song.
running through my mind.
And I'm the tune
that you declined.
lyrics of your words
And playlist of your voice,
which I hear everyday,
not once but twice.
You're the note
which I have framed,
Even my Guitar strings
Keep chanting your name.
And how my piano
intends to play your melody,
to my heart aches
You are the remedy.
Though I am unheard,
you're stillΒ my favourite song
Maybe I never had a vocal.
But you'll be my favorite tune lifelong.
And God said love your enemy and I obeyed him and loved myself.
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
Listen to the silence inside the illusion of the world, and you will remember the lesson you forgot.
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
Oh this weather
Oh this day
Seems so beautiful
Drizzling clouds
Wet meadows
Chirping birds
And a Lonely road
Just you and I
Holding hands
Walking side to side
Looking into each other's eyes
Admiring all the pretty things around me including you
Perhaps you more
Looking at you the way
Someone would look at diamonds
So many thoughts are crossing my mind
But when I look at you
Everything fades away
What peace I find in your presence love
I run out of words
Yes, this day is lovely
However, your presence is more!
Your voice calms me downπ
Π§ΠΈΡΠ°ΡΡ ΠΏΠΎΠ»Π½ΠΎΡΡΡΡ…
What if all my writings
finds the person it's dedicated to,
I wrote about him,
What if he knew?
What if every time i wrote
he replies?
What if he knew
I always talked about His eyes.
What if he knew
That I'm his unknown lover,
What if he could see
the love that I shower.
He is the topic
my pen can't resist.
I am a poet
Only because he exists.
Neither you nor me
Either us or we.