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27 Aug 2024 03:07

The unwanted Daughter

My father is Moroccan and comes to Europe where he met my Mother . My Mother felt in love and the both starting a Relationship. The result of it was my mothers pregnancy after 2 years . When my mother told my father, that she was pregnant , he didn’t was happy but also not shocked. After a while , my mother found out that he was unfaithful.. she was in 6 month of her pregnancy, when the „ truth „ comes out . My Father was married to a German Woman , she had a Child and she also was pregnant ( she was in 3 month att) my mother was leaving him, after he told her , that he has no problem with more than one woman . They don’t saw each other again for the next 12 years …. I grew up , with my half siblings and they father . My mother tried that I feel accepted , but her husband never accepted me .

So after 12 years , my mother met my father in a bakery .. They both talks about me , my mother ask him if he want to see me , he said yes and he took our address and phone number .

When my mother told me , that he will come to see me , I was ready! Ready to see wherein come from , why I feel so different to all around me , who my other half is , I felt missing a big part of me and I thought , I will find it when he comes , I fought he will explain to me , why he didn’t come to see me and I was ready to forgive him for leaving me alone .

Well….. he came ( surprise 😂)
He was calm and he hugged me like a friend and ask me how I feel . That’s all of conversation that we have ( I was 12 at this time ) he was talking with my mother about non sense , like people do ,they want to avoid a theme . I was sitting there and was waiting for him to talk to me , to tell me who he is , who he was and all of information u can imagine…..
but nothing happens. I was to shy to start a conversation, I just was looking at him and smiled when he smiled and don’t miss the part when he looked at me . But nothing , he stayed a half hour and ask at the end , if I want to see him again, I told him „ yes of course „ like fangirl ..

He leaved and my mother told me , she will tell me when he is calling or something . He didn’t call , he didn’t come to my house again … he disappeared again.

6 years after, my 18th birthday was coming . I was happy because I turned „ adult „ … I don’t know why but my mother was calling me to come home , something important. When I arrived at home , my father was standing in the livingroom….. congrats me to my birthday and gave me a gift ( a videocamera) I was shocked , I couldn’t say anything. A few family members was there so the conversation was not deep and about all sorts of stuff . My father didn’t talk to me again. Nothing about what happened, why he didn’t called me , just nothing . He drunk his coffee and made smalltalk ( he was very friendly and good talker ) ……
I was starting getting mad and I wanted to go out , so I told to all people that I’m leaving and my father turned to me and said he will come with me , I was thinking , he made a good move , so we can talk alone about all. I thought it was the perfekt moment , just me and him , outside walking . But he walks to his car , I was walking next to him , he ask me if I like his gift , I told him that I love to make videos and he made the perfekt gift…. Than he ask me if I want to see him again … I remembered on the last time he ask me this , I answered him this time „ if you want „ … he was saying good bye and drive away ……. I didn’t saw him again .

2 years later , my mother invited the new neighbors and told me to bring the coffee . I made coffee and all cookies and cake and bring it out . Then I saw a girl , like same age like me , and her friend and mother . The mother and the girl was my new neighbor and the other girl just a friend of them. So my mother started taking and somehow , my mother turned the conversation to Morocco. The neighbors friend starts talkin that she came from Morocco ( she was my age 20 ) so they both talks about Morocco, till the moment my mother was asking her about her family situation, her names …… her