I am afraid of humans. @saddestlifebot
crying alone is the therapy when the world hurt you
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…why i can't be enough for everyone
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…the saddest thing is when you are feeling low, you look around and realize that there is no one's shoulder for you
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i watch myself go from one of the happiest person ever, to someone who thinks about giving up every day
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…look at me comforting others with the words i wish to hear, silly me
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…sometimes it's hard for me to communicate how i feel because i don't always understand why i feel the way i feel. i need someone patient enough to understand my silence. sometimes i don't really wanna vent. i just want someone to be there for me so i don't feel alone.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…never revenge, let them realize
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i was prepared, but it still hurt
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i'm hurting too, but i remain silent
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i've been treated as a second option by a lot of people i was treated as a priority
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i endured myself at my lowest
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…trust? sorry, i don't trust anyone anymore because i give all my trust to all people and they broke my trust.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…hope you never forget to appreciate yourself. i know surviving each day feels heavy sometimes, but i hope you never lose that drive in yourself. always remind yourself of the reason why you started and why you keep going. you've cried so much and worked so hard to get where you are right now.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…some goodbyes are good for your mental health
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…now, we love sleeping because it's the only way we can escape the reality
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…it's hard to explain, so i kept quiet
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…always be ready to survive alone, some people suddenly change, today you're important to them, tomorrow you're nothing to them and that's real
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i'll never be enough to someone, not even for myself
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…the urge to disappear myself every time someone hurts my feeling
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…do you ever cry about one thing and then started crying about your whole life
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i wish i could tell someone everything
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i'm not sad or angry anymore. i'm tired. I'm tired of putting in more effort than receive. i'm tired of holding on for nothing.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…everytime i get too happy, something bad happens
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…crying doesn't change anything
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…i thought i was getting better. i honestly did, but now i'm crying on the bed trying to figure out what the wrong with me and what i did to deserve everything that's happened to me
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…stop giving energy to people that make you feel like shit
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…people change so fast. yesterday they care, today you are nothing to them.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…stop being available to unavailable people
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…learn to be alone, because not everyone will stay
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…how we hate sleeping and our parents force us to sleep
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