SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 03:47

But it’s making me anxious again 😑

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 03:30

windong implies the existence of losedong

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:30

cruises and windong roads!

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:16

But, I’m going to go for a cruise on 1 on the coast today. I have some winding roads to eat up lol.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:15

Dang, now I kinda want to go to the Eagle lol.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:17

ideally, built with speedrunning in mind as well because the alternate endings sorta lend themselves to learning more optimal ways to progress through the game that ultimately change the experience of it from an action game to that feeling of rhythm game

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:13

parrying is a core mechanic, and as you progress through the game it becomes a bit more of a bullet hell and forces you to have a higher level of precision without fundamentally increasing the complexity of the already deep combat mechanics

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:04

I know some of y'all do dev stuff

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:03

Once I lost 80 pounds, started doing my own style (with the help of a good furry friend), it’s interesting noticing how differently you get treated lol.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:02

It’s silly how much people will hire/keep you on just based on looks/how you communicate.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:01

Learn how to do options trading. It’s like gambling but classier

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:01

Yup I'm just doing that now. And asking lots of questions

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:01

I’m gonna find a partner for sure, so I try not letting the dating market get on me. In the meantime I’m holding onto my career like there’s no tomorrow. Cuz as long as I have a career and I keep up in the dating market

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:00

But enough about your male modeling career 🤪

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:00

I'm not applying anymore only taking calls when they reach out to me. Much better results.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 03:47

Ugh hoping my chest feels normal again tomorrow. Missed my chance to hit urgent care. It seems closely related to my anxiety. Still hoping it’s actually like my stomach or some muscle in my pec.

I was able to do an hour on an exercise bike earlier so I think that means it’s probably not my heart lol.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:30

winding*
no I'm not going to edit that, windong sounds funny

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:21

doin all the tourist trappy things

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:16

there's a meet up there tonight. now actually. 5-9.
gotta hot up at least 1 or 2 gay bars while im out here

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 02:00

which of you fuzzy butts will I see at Eagle tonight?
no I totally didn't just have a mojito flight as a pregame

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:15

so like instead of getting good at the old "r1 to victory" you actually have to learn how to engage with all the aspects of the gameplay and can't just one trick it

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:09

it's called Rain Dance. inspired by games like bloodborne (souls in general tbh), hyper light drifter, hollow knight, nine sols, etc, it masquerades as an action game but is secretly a rhythm game with secret endings and interactions that reveal more of the lore through skill and mechanical understanding (like no-hitting bosses). controls intentionally a lil weird but all in service of the peak flowstate where everything feels natural, even if it's still hard.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:03

fuck it, who wants to help me figure out how to make my game idea a reality 👀

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:02

Yeah meritocracy is a lie lol

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:01

Soft skills, market yourself.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:01

It’s the best way to increase your income. Value is arbitrary. Gotta learn how to play the capitalism game.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:01

I would rather them throw away my resume only to see me on the job later and try to poach me so I can turn around like "yeah but you didn't want me when you needed me"

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:00

I honestly just let them come to me and keep fishing till a good number comes in I like.

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 01:00

Applying just goes to /dev/null

SF Bay Furs

06 August 2026 00:59

ain't that life tho? once you're "hot" they call come out the woodwork like they always knew it even if they were the ones who rejected you 100x