الأخر
But dear,
you try to hold onto yourself
as if you are all you have.
Yes,
you and I,
we are just like waterdrops
in this for us strange earthly stream,
but we are not alone.
Our journey begins by Allah,
with Him
to Him.
Rescue is near,
for everyone's destination is
Al-Akhir, The Last.
—aisyy ; 19April
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المقيت
Perhaps the only way to heal again
is to become like a flower
that slowly opens her petals
after utter darkness
and allowes Him to nourish her
with His Light.
Maybe then you'll understand
that your thick skin is made to unfold
in front of The One
Who causes hearts to blossom.
—aisyy ; 17April
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عبء
I see how often your eyelids collapse
as if you're tired of the sight in front of you,
how your arms tightly hug your fragile body
as if your bones dare to fall apart
or how you can barely walk
as if you are afraid of every step you make.
I see in the way you look
that you aren't able to carry
the burden of this dunya.
So put it down, my dear;
worldly things like these won't enter
the hereafter with you anyway.
aisyy | 15April
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المعيد
Beautiful is my Allah.
Who causes every parcel
of my earth to laugh
after the whole sky
has been crying.
aisyy | 12April
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(POETRY)
P:- putting words
O:- on paper to
E:- express in parts
T:- thoughts from me
R:- right to
Y:- your soul.
تكرار
Here you are
again
by Allah's mercy,
still
firmly fixed in the earth
and you thought
you could
never
overgrow the storms
that once shook you.
aisyy ; 09April
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حين يكون الله في قلبك
When Allah is in
your heart,
يصبح الألم قوة
Pain becomes
strength,
والحزن حلاوة
Sadness becomes
sweet,
والغضب حنيفاً
Anger becomes
soft,
والكراهية حباً
And hate becomes
love.
aisyy ; 07April
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الواحد
Suddenly my life was not
a dull white canvas anymore.
Bright colors are
flowing in my veins now
and a picture of an idyll
was painted in my soul.
If someone asked me
Who held the brush
to this magnificent artwork,
I'd answer
Al-Wahid, The Only God.
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الولي
He placed your heart
in your fragile ribcage
and said ,
“Take care of it
for you have borrowed it
and to Me it will return.”
But my dear,
don't be scared ;
It won't crumble
nor He will ever leave
if you keep Him there, too.
After all He is Al-Wali,
Your Protecting Friend.
aisyy ; 03April
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حقد
Listen my dear
your anger and sadness
won't affect your enemies
at all.
While you are tearing
yourself up
they go on with their lives
as if nothing happened.
So why should you fill your heart
with their malice
when there is enough space
for love?
Please my dear
do not let their action
become stronger than your
inner peace.
aisyy ; 1April
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Manusia
Katanya ingin,
Namun sikapnya
Terlalu dingin.
Katanya bisa,
Tetapi sikapnya
Langsung tidak peduli.
Siapa yang banyak mau,
Tetapi lupa cara berusaha ?
Huh , manusia .
Terlupa diri hanya hamba.
Terlalu angkuh ,
Bagaikan sang raja .
Sehingga lupa,
Siapa yang patut
Diletakkan di dada.
aisyy , 30March
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Teruntuk kamu
Aku tahu rasanya
Lelah dalam menahan rasa
Namun ku mengerti
Dekat kita tidak membawa makna
Malah hanya melekakan kita
Tidak mengapa
Kita jumpa saja nanti
Di sepertiga malam hari
Aku mengerti
Kita sama-sama berjuang
Untuk hati kita masing-masing
Mengerti saja ,
Kalau Tuhan merestui
Tidak ada yang tidak mungkin
Jaga diri ya
#draft
28 March | 1313
aisyy in her own story
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SUJUDNYA
Terbangun ia dari peraduannya
Derai air kesucian
membasuh wajah dan tubuhnya
Untuk kantuk yang menggantung
segera ia lelehkan
Demi kecintaannya kepara Rabbnya
Sebening embun cahaya
menyilaukan keningnya
Bersujud di keheningan malam
Kala sang surya pulas dengan tidurnya
Kokok ayam tak mampu menerawang
Hingga sang fajar menyingsingkan sinarnya
Dan matahari dengan gagahnya
bertengger di angkasa
Ia tetap setia pada sujudnya
Kerinduan kepada Junjungannya
Menggetarkan seluruh sukma
Diam tak bergeming
Hanya getaran hati yang dirasa
Kantuk dan lelah tak mampu
merajai batin dan jiwanya
Butiran-butiran tasbih
mengagungkan nama-Nya
Kata pertama yang diucap
sebelum suara lain mendahului
Pijakkan langkah pertamanya dalam rumah suci
Wujud kecintaan kepada Sang Pemilik Semesta
26March
aisyy in her midnight
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M͟e͟l͟a͟n͟c͟h͟o͟l͟y͟.
The sky look bright after the rain,
yet I still look towards;
rainwater running down the windows.
There's a smile that would never fade away deep in my heart,
the vivid memories I can recall make me warm,
even if I can only see you all day on a glass screen,
I just want to meet you,
yet I can't make any voice.
And I don't know,
how can I be fine being like this,
caught up with these memories,
just by sitting here alone,
in a pensive mood.
-iqaシ
الأول
If you ever feel unloved,
you probably don't know
about Allah.
Go,
search for Him
and you will drink
from the true spring of love.
Thirst won't plague you any longer,
for you have meet The Origin of everything good:
Al-Awwal, The First.
aisyy | 18April
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SUNSET
She sees the sunset
With hope in her eyes.
She sees the sunset
Awaiting the sunrise.
Dreams lost in the horizon,
Faith drowning in the tides.
Her mind in the unknown,
Heart anchored to the isle.
Sailing on the tears,
The fears by her side.
The night would be dreary
But it would be alright.
She sees the sunset
Awaiting the sunrise.
She sees the sunset
With a smile in her eyes.
; aisyy 16April
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But what you do expect
from this cruel dunya
whole shadow folllows you
even when you are standing
in the sun?
Surely,
but external bliss.
aisyy | 14April
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“ She lifted her head
from the prayer mat,
tears flooding from her eyes
at last.
A realisation hit her heart,
she has no one but Allah ”
aisyy | 12April
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Today
you shall allow yourself to climb
a little bit higher
on the walls of your dream.
Today they shall never forget
how petals grow in unity with thorns,
how earth and sky can connect.
I pray to Allah that
when you look down at your roots,
the tears to water them were worth it
and that when you raise your head
to the lamps hanging above,
the gates of heaven are singing:
“ Here is to the patient,
here is to the rose of Islam ”
aisyy | 10April
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الرحمن
Learn
that every blossom upon this earth
can be replaced,
but never
the earth itself.
Learn
that Allah does not need us
in His garden,
but we need Him
to grow.
aisyy ; 08April
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الهادي
I feel as if
wherever I hear
the sound of sea
or the pumping of blood
within my veins
Allah says quietly:
Come ,
flow to me
aisyy , jam 0531
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الرافع
Flee to Allah
and fly to your freedom,
my dear.
Fly, and don't land
on this restless dunya,
for He did not give you wings
to get them tied up here,
but to reach Jannah — 🌻
aisyy ; 04April
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المهيمن
When the roots of the ground
dare to pull on your feet
and the clouds seem
to form and endless tunnel,
When the thunder
screams the anthem of pain
and your flesh dares
to leaves your bones,
Run as fast as you could
my strong soul,
run to your Lord
and don't turn around.
For what is temporary
will melt into the thin air
you inhale every day
through His will .
aisyy ; 02April
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القدوس
days like these
when its raining rivers
outside
and every leaf
now washed out of dust
is reflecting
the skies light
i pull my heart out
of my chest
and pray
“ here ya Rabb,
purify me,
the very same way.”
aisyy ; 31March
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Jalan Masih Panjang
Jalan masih panjang.
Menyudahi atau melanjutkan?
Berhenti atau tetap berjalan?
Diam di tempat atau terus bergerak?
Pilihanmu , penentu.
Sudah , begitu saja.
Sekali lagi sayang,
Jalan masih panjang.
Usah terburu, biar tenang.
aisyy | 29March
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Waktu Itu Adalah Kamu
Waktu itu adalah kamu,
menari bersama jarum panjang pendek,
melintas lapan pagi,
kembali lima petang,
berasa setia pada detak siang,
berasa rindu pada sepi malam,
aku tetap di situ,
pejam mata, kaki berat, mulut melekat,
bintang pun kabur bersama waktu,
kamu pun kabur bersama kenangan.
aisyy ; 23March
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PALE DREAMS
A book is like a dream,
That you hold in your hands.
It lets you feel the chilly winds
And taste the scorching sands.
Getting lost in the pages,
Is like a really sweet rhyme.
You are so much into it,
You forget about the time.
The joy is being forgotten
In the memories of the mind.
Just as you see those moments
Again and again in rewind.
From magical fairy classics
With the never ending dream.
To the hair raising horror
That makes us scream.
We savour those snapshots,
With such a great pleasure.
Never can be forgotten,
They are such a treasure.
Kerana Sebuah Hakikat
Terkadang hanya kerana nikmat
Hati manusia buta.
Buta akan Tuhan yang memerhati,
Setiap langkah gerak dan geri,
Waima suasana gelap menyorok sembunyi.
Hakikat solusi di dunia ini,
Jawapan untuk semua resah dihati,
Hanyalah kembali pada Ilahi.
Kembali sujud sedar pada diri,
Tuhan itu sentiasa memerhati.
aisyy | 17 March 2021
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