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Have You Again
I was lonely, upset and broken,
I had nothing to be done or spoken.
You changed my life to a better version,
And taught me to fly when I was fallen.
You were my friend and the best thing ever happened,
And now you've just gone and left me here crying.
I miss your hair, your smile,
but everything has taken.
When I hear your voice in my records I feel like my heart is melting,
I want you to come but there's no way I can have you again.
Losing you hurts like hell,
but with you I was in heaven.
I remember you in summer,
autumn and in all of the seasons.
You were my only defense,
my favourite weapon.
With you I was free,
now I am caught up in a prison.
I am sorry, I am sorry, I am exhausted,
but you were my only person.
I will pray to get you back,
but nothing is chosen.
I always wanted to be yours,
but your death take you away from my vision.
And now I am smelling the flowers that we planted in our garden,
Taking some to your grave singing to you this poem!
~ Aya Sakour
الرحمن (٢)
And maybe it rains in your mind,
so that the beautiful things can grow.
Just look,
how flowers are never born
in the dry earth or in dust, too.
Just look,
how the blessings of Ar-Rahman
blossom after hardships.
—aisyy ; 24May2021
@notasigadis🕊
SOMEDAY
When I was young, I had one project,
One mission and vision that had select,
The wrong to be put to correct,
Whole world as one to be connect,
Not yet but someday is what I expect,
I started my art with one goal,
Words of love and unity be spit by my soul,
Stay in people’s heart as Davido, Justin and sauti sol,
My love be their love in whole,
Not yet but someday I will be fully in that role,
Stepped into relationship at teenage with on aim,
Trust, love, care and comfort I claim,
Though it turned to be my worst game,
Breaking and burning my heart as flame,
It’s painful but someday I will reclaim,
I wake up every morning with one desire,
My future life be of great even when I retire,
All that I need by just a say I acquire,
Instead, day after day all grow high and higher,
Though I believe someday life will not be that hot as fire,
Time after time I wish people around me would see,
Even the blind to try to agree,
Project, goal, aim and desire are as important as degree,
All of them play as life key,
And someday, will bring an escort to your coffee or tea.
By Josepoet
©2021
#JOSPOETRY
Another year of try to find the happiness.
Hoping that it will give me strength.
Another year of fight among my personalities.
I wish that someday I will find myself.
Love from me to myself, ❤️
@sigadispuisi
Tapi,
jangan pernah cuba membuka
sekiranya kamu tidak sanggup
membaca sampai halaman terakhir.
Jangan cuba membacanya
jika kamu tidak bersemangat
untuk memahami isinya.
—MustaqimJiwa
@notasigadis🕊
YOU ARE STRONG
ENOUGH FOR WHATEVER
HAPPENS NEXT —
you are strong.
you are courageous.
you are a champion with a lionheart.
you are strong enough for whatever happens.
take a couple breaths.
breathe in, breathe out.
don't rush yourself out of this moment of stillness.
peace is available to you.
when you're ready, get on your way, allowing peace to be your anchor as you go about your day.
and remember : no matter what – your story ends with victory
HS ; 🌻
@sigadispuisi
YOU’RE MOVING
FORWARD.
take a moment to look around you —
notice where you are,
what you’re doing,
what your life looks like...
soak it all in.
because you’re moving forward —
and, you won’t be here again.
your hard work is taking you places,
it’s paving the way you for you to take new ground,
and enter into new territories.
HS ; ✨🌙
@sigadispuisi
Is it possible to be homesick for ー
someone you haven't met?
Or places that you haven't seen yet?
Is it insane to be afraid of the raging rain
even though it can numb your infernal pain?
Is it difficult not to destroy god's artwork
and accept every humans as the way they are made?
#latenight_gibberish
يا خالق
O creator of the heavens and earth, You are my protector in this world and in the Hereafter. Cause me to die in a Muslim and join me with the righteous.
@sigadispuisi
جنّة
I asked you once
if there is anything
on this dunya
that will accompany me
when I die
As soon as these
words left my lips,
you came closer
and suddenly put your
hands into mine
"This"
you only said
and didn't let go
of my fingers
for a very long time.
aisyy | 5May
@sigadispuisi
Teruntuk Ramadan.
Maafkan aku. Maaf andai aku terlalu sibuk dengan persiapan dunia sehingga aku lupa dengan persiapan ibadahku di bulan mulia.
Maafkan aku. Maaf kerana aku lebih mengejar potongan harga dari gandaan pahala sehingga aku lalai meskipun sedang berpuasa.
Maafkan aku. Maaf kerana aku cintakan masa lapangku diisi dengan bicara dusta dari bacaan ayat suci yang kalamnya sudah jelas pastinya terjaga.
Maaf. Maaf kerana aku telah mensia-siakanmu, Ramadan.
Moga kita tidak berakhir sesal. Masih berbaki 10 hari terakhir. Bagaimana pengakhiran kita bagi bulan ini? Kita yang tentukan. Berusahalah.
"Sesiapa yang beribadah pada Lailatul Qadar dengan penuh keimanan dan penuh pengharapan kepada keredaan Ilahi, nescaya dia akan diampuni segala dosanya yang lampau."
(Hadis riwayat Muslim)
—IrwanFariz
@sigadispuisi
الجبار
Sometimes Allah sees you getting hurt, by attaching your heart to someone who takes you away from Him.
And He loves you too much to see you to keep going through it, so He removes them from your life, not because He wants you to be sad, but because He wants to show you how much He loves you and what love actually is.
@sigadispuisi🌻
السميع
Do you hear Allah in
the splashing of raindrops,
the melody of dancing birds,
the sound of your heartbeat?
Do you listen to your Lord
through all His miracles,
through all His blessings
and wonders of this world?
Do you listen to Your Creator
through His holy Quran,
and His replies to your dua ?
Do you hear Allah
Who never forgets
to listen to you, too?
aisyy | 25April
@sigadispuisi
المتكبر
And it is no coincidence
that in prayer you feel
the closest to Allah.
When every weight just
drops off
from your shoulders,
dear,
that's when you see
that no pain on this world
could ever keep you
from submitting
to The Greatest of All.
aisyy | 23April
@sigadispuisi
الوهاب
And when you wake up
in the middle of the night
feeling all alone with your thoughts,
fall straigh into sujood,
for Allah arouse you
out of your sleep,
so you could be with Him,
in His companionship.
Perhaps you would notice
that you don't need anyone else
except Al-Wahhab
"The Giver of All"
aisyy | 20April
@sigadispuisi
Why do I cry?
Maybe I just feel restless today.
Although I've tried everything I could,
Nothing is mighty enough to swat the pain away.
Or maybe it's the daily grief I bear upon my head,
Like my personal dark cloud,
Of every mistake I've ever made.
It could be that single haunting memory,
Of when you looked into my eyes,
Before you turned away and left me.
Maybe it's this feeling I get everytime,
That I've long lost my chance,
Of what was devotedly mine.
You ask me why I cry,
But behind every drop of tear I shed,
There's a thousand reasons why.
-a thousands reasons-
Teruntuk kamu, terimakasih
Walau sekadar teman dipersimpangan
Kamu masih lagi sebahagian aku
Apakah destinasi kita sama atau berbeza ,
Percayalah Tuhan akan aturkan
yang terbaik buat kita berdua
Dan sekiranya bukan kamu yang aku temui diperhujungan jalan
Tidak mengapa, aku akan baik-baik saja
Usah bimbangkan aku
Aku akan tetap mengirim doa buat kamu
Sehingga Tuhan pulihkan segala rasa :)
—aisyy
#draft 18December2020
Life or Rain are alike,
just like a rain cycle
life cycle moves.
condensation process rhymes with birth,
evaporation process matches with death,
dropping and life path are one and the same,
falling in water bodies is our old age.
Life or Snow are alike,
just like a snowfall
life is quite.
falling of snow equates with problems,
sound of fall ties with pain.
speed of snow ball peer with thoughts,
white colour seems the peace of soul.
Life or Storm are alike,
just like a storm
life is horn.
blowing of wind tends to time,
dust meets with the memories of mind.
damage by it combines with heart,
and a rise from it unites by search.
—MuskanGarg
@sigadispuisi🕊
الخالق
And every flower
was once a small seed
which needed time
to grow and blossom.
So don't worry if you
have to start form small.
Remember that also you
were created out of dust
by Al-Khaliq, The Creator.
He just had to say
“Be, and it is.”
18Mei
@sigadispuisi
Let the music send you to a cradle of clouds, listen to every tone sun rays chant.
About how the water drops and pecks of dust go around, how they come back with stories of love and war, of souls that lived and ones that died before they were buried.
Write your name, your story or perhaps leave a piece of your mind on a rain drop,
So the sun can tell it through a rainbow.
#random
Learn to view pain and sadness as friends who come to your house for a visit,
A pair of troublesome duos that are here for a chat,
"You are welcomed here,
Talk to me for the whole day but you aren't here to stay."
So once they're done, they will leave.
#random #latenightthoughts
Yellow is the colour of my heart in the other realm when my mind is too happy.
Yellow is the surge of my dope which sways away into the breeze when I'm too sad to roll out.
Yellow is a name of the ghost I know who only visits me when I'm happy,
Reminding that I have a storm of unsatisfied
soul'waiting back at home.
Yellow is the colour of Chaos in my Brain
running black and white,
Yellow is a purposeful disaster in sunrise
that you wake up to fall out.
It's in the story that you tell to the kids,
Cause Caleb pours out sunshine through his babbles.
It's in your dream like petals of sunflower falling into the vain during winter,
It goes back to a place,
when my mind gets sad and my cuts bleed blue,
it falls back into the ocean where goddess cries and wells up the poor.
الوكيل
Ever since my rooh
learned the calmness
of trusting Him
I haven't found any
softer way
to hush the storm
inside me.
08May
@sigadispuisi
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Korang pakai bot quotes apa eh? pm @thegadisbot kejap boleh , bagitau. If ada lah, kalau takde issokay !
Aku pernah menjadi Fatimah,
yang mencintainya dalam diam.
Lalu aku memutuskan menjadi Khadijah,
yang menyatakan cintanya terlebih dahulu.
Sayangnya aku lupa,
dia bukanlah Muhammad
yang mampu menerima kekuranganku.
dan sekarang,
aku memutuskan untuk menjadi Zulaikha,
yang memilih untuk mengejar cinta Allah swt.
—aisyy🤍
@sigadispuisi
ذكرى
What took you away from your Allah,
Who planted a beating heart
into your empty ribcage
and inspired a livid soul
inside your body?
Who has made you to forget your Allah,
Who created you
when you were nothing
and turned you into everything?
aisyy | 30April
@sigadispuisi
M a a f
Aku tiada niat untuk berhenti
cuma detik ini
aksara ku hampir mati.
Mengerti saja.
Biarkan waktu merawat segala lelah
Yang datang entah kenapa,
Terima dengan hati terbuka ya.
@sigadispuisi🌻
الوكيل
ever since my rooh
learned the calmness
of trusting Him
i haven't found any
softer way
to hush the storm
inside me.
aisyy | 24April
@sigadispuisi
الهادي
I have nothing to offer except a lost heart
that is scattered all across the ocean
that aches in every sea and water,
that beats in every wave for Allah,
so if you too are diving deeper
and yearning more
and searching
come with me;
Come join me on my path
towards Him.
aisyy | 22April
@sigadispuisi🌧
الدموع
Do not tell me
that crying is a
sign of weakness.
If I can use water
to keep my body
free form dirt,
then I can also
shed tears to
remove the burden
from my souls.
aisyy | 20April
@sigadispuisi🌻