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Some days I no longer feel human.
I am a ghost stuck in a haunted house,
Screaming and moaning.
Stranded in a different reality.
Cursed to spend my days whispering
About my old fears to the dead air.
Now I have become something worse.
A sound that doesn’t exist.
A touch you can’t feel.
Slowly strangling the air,
With hands that can hold nothing.
The whispering intensifying-
Echoing against the blank walls.
—unsaid thoughts
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NOSTALGICH
Kerana dia lelaki,
dapur adalah kiblat
kerinduan pada nona
yang menyidai pelikat
dan surat cinta
zaman remaja mereka
di halaman
yang masih belum tersapu
daun-daun dan waktu
tangan harum kekasih
oleh sabun yang
mencuci usia
dari kemeja
- tangan itu akan
ditanya tentang cinta
dan ketaatan
yang tersembunyi.
( Daripada Buku : Moment )
@sigadispuisi🌻
WHERE IS THE QUIETEST PLACE ?
The quietest place
isn't a neglected house at the end of the road,
The quietest place
isn't the fearless lighthouse in the middle of ocean,
The quietest place
Is inside me,
whose heart has been broken so many times,
too may times.
While the loudest place is my mind,
which always keep me sane.
@sigadispuisi 🌻
To make money;
learn to sell, build and invest.
To stay healthy;
learn to fast, train and sleep.
To become smart;
learn to read, write and teach.
To be peaceful;
learn to be present, silent and aware.
For good relationship;
learn to listen, trust and communicate.
@sigadispuisi🌻
Walau sejuta kali pun kita jatuh.
Ianya tetap memberi sejuta makna untuk kita menjadi lebih baik dan matang.
Hidup bukan soal berapa kali kita berjaya.
Tetapi berapa kali kita bangkit untuk terus berjaya.
—Naufal Isa
I tried to find Him on the Christian cross,
but He was not there;
I went to the temple of the Hindu
and to the old pagodas,
but I could not find a trace of Him anywhere...
I searced on the mountains and in the valleys
but neither in the heights
nor in the depthswas 1 able to find Him.
I went to the Ka'bah in Mecca;
but He was not there either...
I questioned the scholars
and philosophers
but He was beyond their understanding.
Then I looked into my heart
and it was there
where He dwelled that I saw Him,
He was nowhere else to be found.
—Rumi
@sigadispuisi🌻
Never forget that Allah is
The Turner of hearts.
He can heal your life in a moment.
Never forget that Allah is The Replier to all those who call. He can forgive you in an instant.
Never forget that Allah is The Close.
He can end the distance in a second.
—Encik Kopiah
@sigadispuisi🌻
Dari Hati untuk Hati
Cinta datang tanpa permisi,
Terpikat pesona mega terpayung galaksi.
Romansa pun tercipta,
Menuai rasa tanpa kata.
Dua kalbu berseteru,
Aku dan kau di ruang rindu.
Dari hati, ini tulus.
Untuk hati, pasti serius.
—afh
@sigadispuisi🌻
Kepada jiwa yang sedang resah,
Bertenanglah.
Semuanya akan jatuh pada tempat yang tepat.
Percayalah pada bicara Tuhan.
Si pemegang waktu,
Yang akan melagukan dendang-Nya;
Benar-benar pada tempo norma yang tepat.
Bertenang,
Percayalah pada normalisasi Tuhan.
Rencana yang DIA punya; selalu tepat.
Syair dipertengahan malam.
Di antara langit biru gelap; dengan jiwa kecil yang punya pesona persis kejora.
Semoga tenang selalu, sayang.
—Dhealoveth
@sigadispuisi
ARE POETS BROKEN?
Yes, poets are broken,
They are true reflection of the society,
And all that it stands against,
Not that the society actually does stand against,
Because we are not only broken but also unfinished.
Yes, poets are sadists,
They are what everyone is trying to overlook,
In their quest for love and perfection,
With happiness that knows no end,
But still we are all sad inside.
Yes, poets are liars,
Just like the rulers,
And everyone under their umbrella,
Feigning nobility where there is none,
But poets don’t,
Because they portray reality in words.
#draft
@sigadispuisi🌻
𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒎𝒆,
i wish i could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way.. but if there’s one thing i would do it is to help you break free.
break free from the pressure to fit in.
break free from comparing yourself to everyone.
break free from hating all that you aren’t.
break free from believing that you aren’t special or strong enough.
please know that you are amazing, a rare and beautiful masterpiece that one day you will recognize and appreciate. i wish i could hold your hands as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but i know how strong and capable you are.
never stop fighting for us. it may feel impossible now, but i promise it will be worth it.
— 𝐦𝐞
@sigadispuisi
Hidden feelings
our tears make oceans,
covering our visions,
and letting us go estray.
our sorrows make worries,
not feeling well to say sorry,
and just moving with the flow.
our guardians so caring,
sharing our feelings,
yet want us to be apart.
our life has come to an end,
so put us in a coffin,
and why dont you burry us alive?
@sigadispuisi🌻
There 's one reason why i'm more—
Choose silence and keep wondering
Instead of stepping in to find the answer.
Love you, make my body give birth to many questions,
And maybe i 'II keep choosing to keep wondering,
Because i'm scared,
Not your answer.
— 05June
@sigadispuisi
Terima kasih Tuhan atas setiap nikmat yang kau berikan.
Terima kasih juga Tuhan atas setiap peluang yang diberikan🥲
Benar sahabat,
Tuhan terlalu baik dengan kita.
Kebaikan Tuhan tak mampu dihitung.
Cuma terpulang atas diri kita bagaimana untuk mensyukuri dan menghargai setiap persatu yang diberi.
Kadangkala rasa malu dengan Tuhan.
Sedangkan berapa banyak salah dan dosa kita terhadapNya.
Tetapi masih lagi berii dan beri.
Baik kan Allah ni?
Sebab itu,
Kadangkala setiap kebaikan yang hadir bukan sebab kita baik tauu.
Tapi cuma struggle kita untuk jadi baik itu yang membuatkan kita push diri kita untuk buat yang paling terbaik untuk Tuhan.
Sebab itulah teruskan berbuat baik even susah macam mana pun.
Struggle macam mana pun .
Cuma jangan pula kita putus asa sehingga tinggalkan Tuhan.
Allah pandang setiap usaha kita.
Allah faham setiap isi hati kita.
Allah tak akan sia siakan setiap usaha dan pengorbanan setiap hambaNya.
Yang mensia siakan itu hanya kita .
Percaya dan yakin.
Tuhan pasti akan jaga, andai kita juga terus jaga cintaNya.
Tuhan pasti akan pelihara,andai kita juga terus peliharaNya.
Sungguh,kebaikan itu akan hadir juga.
Cuma cepat atau lambat sahaja.
Teruslah yakin dan percaya dengan kuasa Tuhan.
Dan teruslah berusaha sehingga kita bertemu dengan Tuhan.
Semua orang berhak bahagia.
Kebahagiaan itu ada di depan mata.
Tinggal kita sahaja untuk terus menghargaiNya.
Hargai sebelum ianya berlalu pergi✨
Naufal Isa ; 2June
@sigadispuisi
I can tell that things aren't right,
and that you're really not fine.
I know you're hurting,
you're unhappily breaking.
But I need you to stay strong and pull through,
because things get better and life goes on.
These moments of sadness are only here to show us,
how wonderful the good moments in life are.
#latenight_gibberish
#reminder
#draft
REDHA
Bukan hamba harta,
bukan hamba takhta,
hatta bukan hamba wanita,
Maka mengapa perlu gundah gulana,
mengapa perlu berduka sentiasa
andai kau sedar kau hamba Yang Maha Kuasa?
Hati yang dulunya dipagar rasa benci,
yang dulunya digari rasa tak puas hati,
kini hati itu bebas terbang kerna percaya akan takdir Ilahi.
Definisi redha,
bila kau tak tanya Allah, “ kenapa”.
Bukan definisi redha,
bila kau masih tak puas hati dengan kerja Dia.
Tahu,
kadang manusia lupa,
skrip hidup yang ditulisNya itu adalah terbaik untuk kita.
Nak redha,
kadang makan masa.
Tetapi jangan sehingga tak redha,
sampai ianya memakan diri.
credit : NajmiFetih
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WHY ME?
You know me so well, more than just my name,
You've known me long enough to know how weak I can be at times,
That though I chose to be always happy sometimes anger overwhelms me,
That I am so unpredictable, sometimes I am too talkative, other times I just become dumb,
But you still chose me.
Among all men in the world today,
Those that are more wealthy than I am,
The ones that are educated and intelligent,
Men of admirable psyche and great looks,
You still chose me.
Is it because your love doesn't care,
It doesn't care who I am or where I am from,
It sees beyond what physical eyes can see,
It knows no conditions nor has limits,
It is a love like no other.
I guess this is also the way you chose your ancient prophets,
Stammerers became preachers,
Slaves became kings,
House girls became queens,
Cowards and herdsmen became soldiers,
Because you love us both in our brokenness and in our weaknesses.
—Jocheka Smiles
Imperfect poet
@sigadispuisi🌻
RUMAH
Kau ialah suatu kegemaran
yang aku relakan datang dan pergi;
berulang kali.
Kerna aku terkandung sebuah relung
yang telah kau biaya dengan candumu;
serentang waktu.
Sementara kau gentayangan;
disuap suka dari tangan-tangan dunia.
Dan sesudah itu, pulang keluhkan perit
oleh tuba yang kau tak sangka-sangka;
bermanja.
—Aueclyxx
@sigadispuisi🌻
By Your Grace
My soul is secured by your light,
when I'm in your guidance, how can i error?
Beautiful is everything you made for the sight,
At last I'm in ease thought the world is full of terror.
My heart is satisfied when you help me rise,
your mercy overcomes your anger, so is your grace,
but how can i control my hungry eyes,
that's continuously asking to see your face.
—Unknown
@sigadispuisi🌻
Kisah hidup kita tak akan berhenti sampai sini.
Perjalanan masih panjang.
Biarkan kisah yang lama itu berlalu pergi.
Teruslah menghargai setiap yang ada hari ini.
Kerana respon kita hari ini yang akan menentukan siapa kita pada hari esok.
Tak usah bersedih.
Tuhan tak pandang hasil yang kita ada.
Tetapi Dia cuma pandang setiap usaha dan payah kita untuk mencapai redhaNya.
Teruslah bersangka baik.
Tuhan tak akan beri dengan sengajanya.
Bahkan tak akan beri di luar kemampuan kita.
Tapi Dia akan beri sesuai di setiap posisi hambanya.
Apa apa pun yang diterima.
Bersyukurlah dengan seadanya.
Mana mungkin orang yang sentiasa menerima dengan hati yang terbuka ini akan di sia siakan Tuhan.
Pasti Tuhan akan berikan jalan keluar yang tak disangka malah kebahagiaan dan ketenangan yang akan hadir dalam hidupnya✨
—Naufal Isa
I Was Never Broken
If I told you,
I loved you,
What would you say?
Do you feel it too?
Because if you don't
It's okay,
I'm tired of wasting my time
And giving my heart
To ones who won't ever feel it.
May 31, 2021
12:18 am
@sigadispuisi
LOVE
The love that never was,
That never is,
That never will be ...
The love that never was,
That never is ,
That can be someday...
The love that never was,
That is now, that can still be in the future...
The love that pierces the heart,
That causes one to lose appetite,
That messes up the mood when it's remembered...
I'd fight for that love with every
Ounce of my strength,
Swim the deepest oceans to guard it,
Climb the most rugged cliffs to
Preserve it. I'd count the stars for eternity if I were to do so to prove that love.
But that love is an illusion ...
It doesn't exist...
For the heart wants what it wants,
But is deprived from what it needs.
Then what it wants even eludes it.
So I lie in bed sick to the bone,
Soaking this page with prose and poetry.
My heart skips beats,
All is not well.
Sighing, I close my eyes in agony.
Silence ...
—Nana Kwame
@sigadispuisi🌻
It was one night with clear, starry sky. I walked with a friend to grab dinner, and he hailed at me as I stopped to look at the stars. I asked him then,
"Don't you like looking at the stars?"
He replied, "What good does it do? They don't make your problems go away."
I kept quiet for a moment then, stealing glance at the glitters on the sky. Then I said to him, "No, they don't. But they make you feel a bit better about it."
#draft #random
@sigadispuisi🌻
Persepsi Sang Langit
Rasanya malang sekali langit
Ketika hidup diantara terangnya rembulan
Kerana cahayanya tidak kunjung buatnya tampak biru
Sebiru dan seterang kala bangunnya matahari
Tapi langit tidak melulu sedih
Akan gelap rupa malam
Yang hanya menyorot sekadar cahaya
Dan tak kunjung menerangi indahnya alam di bumi
Memang,
Terang membuatkan segalanya terlihat indah
Samudera pun turut membiru
Pantulan hujan menciptakan puspawarna nan cantik
Tapi apa kata langit kepada bulan?
“ Terima kasih sang rembulan
Akan segala kerendah batinmu
Kerana manusia tidak akan tahu
Eloknya bintang-bintang saat tubuhku gelap
Apabila engkau biarkan cahayanya
Seterang matahari di kala siang. ”
—18June2021
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It wasn't the sort of love they wrote novels about, the kind that glows, but it's the quite kind..
The kind too soft for love songs, but is reserved for endless poems.
Hidden behind smiles and loving glances and symphonies; the kind that played long after curtains were drawns, long after his feets had left the stage.
But still,
she loves him.
14June ; Monday
@nsigadispuisi
Daisy
Daisy is a little baby,
talking like a mature lady,
dressed up like an Egyptian lady,
chanting all day Beethoven's melody.
Daisy is so so pretty,
fall in love with her teddy,
radiantly eating Italian Spaghetti,
although Daisy is so so naughty.
—Sayyid Ali
@sigadispuisi
You are going to
be okay —
on the days you question,
"how did i get here?"
take a moment to center yourself.
catch your breath,
and slow down your mind.
you are going to be okay.
this journey called life is full of twist and turns,
it's hardly ever a straight line.
while you never envisioned yourself in this place,
know that being here is not wasted time.
there's something here for you to gain, while it may not look like it, while it may not feel like — remember : the Goodness of Life always gives, never takes away.
—HijrahSoul
@notasigadis🕊
To My Future Daughter
Dear daughter of mine,
I wish that you are fine.
My future brightness,
My sun in the sky.
You can't imagine how much I love you
I will kill someone and I will die for you.
I can see your eyes that glow in the dark,
and your beautiful face that has a bright spark.
I can see you here always in my dreams,
While you are in the sky with all the angels,
As beautiful and as magnificent as imagine you to be.
I can also see your heart shining
bright from afar.
I for once am sure that you'll be the new version of me,
That I denied of myself but which was the best of me.
I know and I am sure that you'll be amazing.
So,
I will always love you and you'll always be mine forever and ever.
And one more thing my dear, please don't think that I am crazy
just because I wrote you this
While I was seventeen.
Joy.Z
Aug.30,2020
Semakin Berat
Semakin Dekat
Yang terketik kemudian terketuk.
Dibiarkan agar menjadi berbaur tanpa pijar.
Letihmu adalah untuk melatihmu.
Bukan menjadi yang membinasakanmu.
Kolam kepahitan itu sangat kelam.
Berat sekali rasanya untuk membersihkan.
Ada kabar yang kamu malah kabur.
Padahal itu adalah cara untuk suci.
Kamu bersorak hingga serak.
Menidakkan kenyataan yang menjemput.
Kamu ternyata selalu lupa akan satu hal,
bahwa iman akan membuatmu aman.
—1June
@sigadispuisi🌻
TRUST
YOURSELF
more than anything, the worlds needs you to show up, strong and courageous, to lead them into something new.
they may not know it,
they may not see it,
they may not understand it.
but, deep within you,
you see it and you recognize it,
because, you're a visionary,
you don't just see this present moment,
but you see what could be,
and, that's a gift.
you see the pain, but you also see the healing.
you see the problem, but you also see the solution.
you see the lack, but you also see the provision.
you see the gap, but you also see the bridge.
and, you know that you've been called to lead.
you know you've been called lead people to a better tomorrow.
so, lean into that.
trust yourself.
🥰✨
—HijrahSoul
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