But a woman is a changeling, always shifting shape. Just when you think you have it figured out, Something new begins to take.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…ุงูุง ูุง ุงุญุชู ู ุงู ุงุชุตุฑู ุชุตุฑูุง ุจุนููู ูุง ุชุญุชู ูู ุนูุงุทูู
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…1 month, 3 days
I was telling myself you'd be back someday
3 months, 2 days
Scoured the internet to try and numb the pain
Wish it was easy to walk away like it was for you
159 days and I am not over you
Always did everything for you
But I was on the sidelines
I'm on the margins of your life
When you were my
Priority, one and only
So obviously it pains me
When you make heartbreak look easy
Oh I guess ur heart, it never broke for me
I have a million things to talk to you about. A million things we have to talk about. All I want in this world is you. I want to see you and talk. I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…Itโs like the people who believe theyโll be happy if they go and live somewhere else, but who learn it doesnโt work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you. If you see what I mean.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people youโve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Donโt hinder your growth.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…ูุณุฃู ุนูู ุงูุจุญุฑ ูุง ุญุจูุจู
ู ุตุฎูุฑ ุงูุฑูุดุฉ
ู ุงูู
ููู
ู ูุคูุณ ุนุตูุฑ
ุงุฏู
ููุงูุง
ูุณุฃู ุนูู ููุจู
ูุฑูุงุญ ุงูุจุญุฑ ุงููุญุดูุฉ
ุชุจูููู
ู ุงูุง ุงุชูู
ุณ ู
ุถุฌุนู ุงูุฎุงูู
ุงู ุงุณู
ุน ุงูุญุงูุง
ุงุญุจุจูุงูุง
There is a different between solitude and isolation. One is connected and one isn't. Solitude replenishes, isolation diminishes.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…ุชู
ููุช ูู ููุชู ุบุฑูุจูุง ุนููู
ุดููุฏูุง ุจูู ูุฏู
ุฑุตุงุตุฉ ูู ุณุงุนุฏูู
ููู
ุง ุฐุฑูุชู
ุฏู
ุนูุง ู
ู ู
ููุชูู
ุงู ูุฌูุชู ุดุนุฑุง ุดุฌูุง
ูู
ุง ุฑุฃูุชู ูู ุงูุฌุงุนู
ูู
ุง ุฑุฃูุชู ุชุฎุท ุถูุงุนู
ู ูุง ุงูููุช ุงูู ุงูุถุญูุฉ
ููู ููุช ุบุฑูุจุง
ูู
ุง ุนุฑูุช
ู ูู ููุช ุดููุฏุง
ูู
ุง ุญุฒูุช
ู ูู ููุช ุฑุตุงุตุฉ
ููุชู ุงููุช
ูููู ูู
ุชูู ุดูุฆูุง
ู ุงูุช ู ุนุงูุง ูุตุนุจ ุนููุฉ ุฑู ุดุฉ ุนูููุง ูู ุญุชู ุซุงููุฉ
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…ููุฏ ุนุดุช ู ุนู ุดุนูุฑ ุฃูู ู ุฑุฉ ู ู ูู ุดูุกุ ููุฐุง ูููู ูุฃุชุฐูุฑู ุฏุงุฆู ูุง.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…"I don't feel guilt at being unsociable, though I may sometimes regret it because my lonliness is painful. But when I move into the world, it feels like a moral fall, like seeking love in a whorehouse."
~Susan Sontag
The funny thing is when you start feeling happy alone,thatโs when everyone decides to be with you.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…Itโs about who you miss at 2 in the afternoon when youโre busy, not 2 in the morning when youโre lonely.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…ุนููุงูู ุฎุถุฑุงูุงูู ุชู
ุชููุงูู ู
ุง ุฃูุฎูู ู
ู ุงููููููููุฏ
ููุจู ู
ูุฌูุนู ุจุงูุญุจูู ูุฃุฎุฐูู ูุฐุงูุฑุฉู ยซุงูุนุดูุดูยป
ุตุจููุฉู ุจุถููุฑุชููููู
ูุนูุจุฉู ู
ูุฃู ุจุฃุทูุงูู ุงูุตุจุงุญู ุณุฑููุชููุง ู
ู ููุจูุง
ูุฒุฑุนูุชู ูู ุฏู
ููุง ุณุญุงุจุฉู.
ูู ุฑูุญููุง ุฏูุกู ุงูู
ูุงูููู
ุงูุชู ูุถูุฌุชู ุนุตุงููุฑู ุนูู ุฃุบุตุงูููุง
ุฎูุทู ุดูููู ุตู
ุชููุง
ูุงูุชู ุชูุดูุฑู ูู ุญูููู ุงููููู
ุชูููู
ููู ุญูููู ุงูุญุจูู ุจูู ุฎูุทู ุงูู
ุขุฐูู
ุฃููุญูู ูุฃุดู
ูู ุนุทูุฑู ุญูุงูููุง ููู
ูุณููู ูุฌุนู ุงููุชุงุจุฉู.
ู
ุง ุงูุดูุฏู ุฅูุง ุซุบุฑููุง ุงูู
ุบู
ูุณู ูู ุทุนู
ู ุงูุญูุงุฉู
ูููุจููุง ุจูุชู ุงูู
ุคุซุซู ุจุงูุชูุงุตููู ุงูู
ุซูุฑุฉู ูุงูุจุฎูุฑู
ูุตุฏูููุง ูุงุฑู ุงูุดุชุงุชู ูุนุฒูุฉู ุงูู
ููููู ูู ุนุชู
ุงุชู ุบุงุจุฉู.
ู
ุง ุงูุญุจูู ุฅูุง ุณุฑูููุง ุงูู
ุฏูููู ูู ุชูููุฏุชููู ุนุตููุชููู ุนูู ุณููุงูู
ุงูุตุจุญู ูููุฉู ุฃูููู ูู
ุดู ุนูู ุฃุญุฏุงูููุง
ููุฐูุจู ูู ุฏู
ููุง ุงููุขุจุฉู..
ููู ุฃู
ูู ููุจู
ุชููุฃู
ูู ูู ูุญุดุฉู ุงูุตุญุฑุงุกู
ูููู ูุจุงุฆูู ูู ุงููููู
ูููู ุญูุฏุงุฆูู ุงูู
ูุทูุนููู
ูุงูููุชู ุงูุชู ุงุฑูุชุญูููุชู ุนูู ุฌูุฑูุญู ุงูุฑูุจุงุจุฉู.
ูุฐู ุงูุชู ูุฏู ุฃุบุฑููุชู ู
ููุงุฆูู ุงูุจุฑุฏุงูู ุจูู ุฌูููููุง
ูุง ุจุงุจู ูู ุฅููุง ุงุจุชุณุงู
ุชูุง ุชุตุฏูู ุงูุฑูุญู ุนู ูุฌูู ุงูุบุฑูุจู
ุชููู
ู ุจูู ุถููุนูู ููุฑุฏูู ุจุงุจู
ุงูุญุจูู ูู ุฏู
ููุง ุณุญุงุจุฉู.
You need to spend time crawling alone through shadows to truly appreciate what it is to stand in the sun.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…I want excitement; and I don't care what form it takes or what I pay for it, so long as it makes my heart beat.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…ูู
ูุนุฉ ุนุจุงุณ ุนู
ุงุฑุฉ once said :
ูุง ฺู ฺฏุนุฏูู ุณูุฉ
ู ูุง ฺู ุญฺููู ููุงู
ุนููุชูู ููุณู
ุฉ
ู ูุฏูุชูู ู
ู ููุงู
Love is not made for me at all...
Because when I miss, I become harsh...
When I'm jealous, I go crazy..
When I'm afraid, I walk away...
And when I feel that my pride is in danger, I leave.
I wish i never witnessed your face ,
I wish i never had that thought of you beside me ,
I wish i never felt so happy just by being around you ,
I wish i never suffered because of you.
The worst feeling is when you feel like youโre bothering the only person you want to talk to.
ะงะธัะฐัั ะฟะพะปะฝะพัััั…