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20f when I was staying at my aunties house I also used to help her with paper work in some institutions eyhedku that’s when I met this guy handling the work in the office randomly we start chatting his very helpful charming,humor we clicked immediately.. his 27 I went there the next day endegna the work alekem nber also looking forward to talk to him his so husband material looking, everything feels easy and later that day He got my number to send me the pdf, and he started calling randomly bezaw making excuses and we talked hours and he started calling daily then three times a day, He complimented how mature,respectful and humble I was, it was my first time male appreciating those things in me but not my appearance and I liked it.. within a couple of weeks, we started having deep convos past relationships, life plans mnamn Then it got serious. He started talking about wanting a real relationship that he sees me as potential girlfriend and wanting something real future mnamn And as much as I appreciated how green flag he seemed, it started to feel suffocating.I’m a med student (3rd y) life kinda stressful andande and suddenly someone was calling me multiple times a day, asking if I’d eaten, saying he needed me in his life. Idk if this is a normal sign when a guy work for what he wants or get to manipulative mode very fast ..idk maybe Ik a lot of toxic r/n?And that’s when I started questioning myself like, this is the type of guy I used to think I wanted. Older, intentional, and really into me. Idk why I’m running away now? Even when he wants to meet up i cancel everytime its not that I don’t want too it’s like idk how to face any of first date scenario with 8y age gap andande older men mechersha plot yalchew ymslegal Like i like him eko..I mean him living with his parents and financially unstable mehonu (he told me his not very happy about those two situations) That’s fine for now, but if I do all this work to stabilize myself and dedicated, will he still be catching up years later?anytime soon real stuff alaseben (esu kemiyaweraw ansar) I’m just kinda young enadergalen blo limyasebachew fantasy( travel mnamn) even all worked out beln enseb ena imma getting married after 3y dating?sth idk I’ll be 23still not done uni young he will be 30’s lay its not like we keep dating forever bcha timing almeta alege ena I chose to save my self from heart break alkem(such an over-thinker weirdo Ik)… plusss sometimes he gave me the ick, like cracking jokes that weren’t funny ALWAYS and me fake laughing to be polite Yhone kene when he calls I was at the market place and he jokes about to buy him underwear (I was lowkey disgusted ngl🧍🏽♀️).endegna yhone mata eyaweran he was telling me his neighbors marriage is in danger bc the husband banana is too huge it’s hurting the wife and causing fistula and his dad was trying to consult the situation (like idk how we even got to that conversation🧍🏽♀️)overall I started pulling away slowly, avoiding deeper steps. I was planning to have mature conversation it’s not like rejection I didn’t want to ghost him but I wasn’t prepared for the chat and I was busy first semester Eventually, I stopped replying for a few days and stopped answering phones or making it very short, and after 4days of this routine he texted me a “goodbye thank you for everything” text I called him zegabgege and I texted he didn’t respond then I moved on btw this story duration 3weeks nw ena realistic mhonum enja bcha this “what if “ “what could’ve been “ thoughts start hunting me outta nowhere it been 5month… update (I just heard he left this country 2month ago )what’s y’all genuine thoughts 😭??
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Hi 21M here
jumping straight to the point i'm so fucking tired😫of myself for not being able to figure out why i have a personality of some kind in some cases and switch to the exact opposite person in other cases.
Seems complicated right huh,... sometimes i found my self talking to the limits just yapping for hours non stop with my friends and in other times i be null a stone can't even figure out contents to start or keep up a conversation other than greetings. and my friends be like "tf is wrong with him, wasn't he taking control of the stage last night now he is stuttering" and when i start talk again the next day they be like "woooo he's back"
fr i don't like this shit and it's obvious i can't control it i rather be extrovert or introvert for the rest of my life than switching sides over and over again.
please🙏 help your brother and thanks for reading , i know i was yapping for now, the introvert me is gone to let my ass vent😂
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F 26
First time venting, I don't even know where to start or how to start this but growing up I have had many memorable friendships in school and even in uni I've had to meet different people. The only freinds that managed to stay in my life are the ones from high-school bc of many personal inconveniences that we help eachother get thru... to be honest non of my friends where there for me at my darkest hours and I even learnt how to stay strong alone and deal with things. But lately I feel really lonely, no body to have that genuine conversations with. I try to tell myself that im stronger than that but at the end of the day we all need friends. Think!? Idk im just so confused about it. Is it right for me to feel that way??
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I think i need help..my mental health is getting bad again
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IDK really where to start but after I got a lot of vents here i think I can get something helpful bemelw metw elachwalew...........now weda gedalew it's started when I'm in 11th G and there's a gl and I got fonka from her and just start talking on phone and Iove her very badly but but I can't talk to her beserat yaw tensh yeljenat ngrm sla ale and nothing happened between us and then I got Unv..........tensh eyteraraken metan bzum medwawel tewn and I hear that there's some diaspora guy engaged her but ke gze bhala she tells me there's no such things and she rejected...................kza ene geb bzu setochn tewaweku mnamn dayochen lemakeber mewtat jemerku but its not working for me bzu gze mokeralew🥹 bka esuwan nw emasebw and after my graduation i got some of family case it's kind of complicated and every thing is changed and all i have to do is work and survive and I started a job and also continue doing my Master's and she is now becomes kind of famous model our level is to far but still talking about unkan aderese/she thing😌........now my question Is it normal gen I still don't have any girlfriends and sometimes i feel lonely just tell me how to deal with this
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Hey zare was the worst of them all the thing is am gambling addict ena beka i try to stop i couldn't yk beka i can't stop degmo zare be 1 goal bcha nw yewedekebign i can't tell u the feeling ena beka the worst day of my life the thing is ke sew tebedre nw yemedebkut zare zare bibela hiwete tekeyro destegna ehonalew bye nbr yemedebkut gn altesakam ahune nege wedet nw mihedew wedet's nw midebekew zare i try to kill my self be charger gemed gin degmo enate asazenechin mn larig bene mknyat ehe hulu skay mnew balfeter alku zare yeteweledkubet ken regemku koy hiwot mndnew alku zare korche nbr erase latefa gin degmo alchalkum cuz i am fery betam fery mn larig betam chenekegn hiwot astelagn ere euyyyyyy bcha i am thinking to go to sdet beka min larig ezi bale eda hune menor alchlm ena anyone who has a connection or emitakut delala kale pls agenanun bcuz i can't live like this am gonna take the risk even if it's 50/50
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Hey there am 30 M
Msc and i want to share something with you guys
my last relation ship was 4 years ago
It was good but she doesn't want it to go further and እየወደድኳት ተለየዃት
ነገ ማግባት መውለድ እፈልጋለው እሷ ግን ለማግባት እቅድ አልነበራትም
Ena seleswa lawera aydelem
Eskezare 3 girls date saderg agatamiwoch neber keneza setoch gar yemiastewaken
1.University eyalew
2.Keza sefer sewl(1 amet sera ateche sefer film bet kefiche esera neber)
keza sera kegebaw behuwala yehew mnm agatami set lij yemetewawkebet agegnche alakim
Berget tinsh ayn afar negn
Metew kanagerugn awerachewalew heje gn set lij anagere alakim weym be amaregna ጀንጅኜ ወይም ጠብሼ alakim
Konjo setoch yemagegnet edil alegn gn defero manager alchilim
Lifem yetewesene new
Kesira betekerstyan (ኦርቶዶክስ ነኝ)
Kebetekerstyan ebet
Ke bet wede sira
Ehud ehud erasu bet new yemwelew
Degmo yemigermew
ጓደኛ ራሱ የለኝም
ትንሽ ብቸኝነቱም እየደበረኝ ነው
እስኪ ምከሩኝ (motivate adirgugn)
ስደቡኝ
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Hey I'm 17 m, I have gf and she loves me so deeply, and also I do, but not as much as she loves me, we've been through different situation together, but after some days I started being obsessed with my career, esuan Ignore mareg jemerkugn, and I told her that just I'm focusing on my self growth, she tells me that endemitredagn,ena LA samentat yahel erasu mawurat akomen, here is the thing, I started talking another gril bahona agatami taganagnten, ena we've got closer to each other, sharing our secret, talking about our dream with each other,since I started talking with this new gril, its been almost 3 month ,in this 3 month i Ignored my gf and started new life.and this new gril thinks to have a future with me, even having Children together, and last week I sent text to my first gril and she was thinking that I'm Building my business and so that she gave me space to focus on that business, she still waiting for me, she really loves me, and I can't understand my feelings.
Pls I need advice what should I do,whom shall I choose
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Hey am 17 so my thing is I have a boyfriend which I really love and I can tell yo he loves me too like 💯 sure but he is abusive asf like I can’t wear anything that makes me look good like he doesn’t even want me to put lipgloss(he thinks everything i do is to attract boys or will attract them)and if he sees anyone having eye on me he would start fight everywhere he goes and after he comes to me saying anchi neshi endiyash mtargiw mnmn he abuses me physically too and apologize to me after and say uk what I go through Esu new endzi miyargeni mnmn he would be on his knees apologizing and I keep saying it’s okay to him after bc i feel like this comes from the love he have for me and stuff but my love too deep for me to leave him sometimes I js ignore him to see if he change but he promises that and stays the same and he is draining me but leaving him drains me more like even if I don’t speak to him for ke day I’ll go crazy but still I can’t keep up with his bullshit when I tell him I want breakup he said he would rather kill both of us even he comes to my house mind you I have strict ass parents ney wechi new miligi he fears nothing and I don’t know what to doo he is also 2 years older than me he is also drained asf by alot of thing ik he is in pain too but I can’t keep letting him treat me like and I feel like I have to be with him bc he goes through a lot of shit he have a lot of trauma and stuff so I feel like I should be with him bc ik I am all he have and same goes for me too like I try to understand him and stuff but he keeps hurting me what should I doo help your sister outtt asap please
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Hey guys
Surprise!!, I just turned 30 but anyway as a certified unc I want to share some relationship advices for folks that are planning on long term commitment. I am going to tell you some red flags you should always avoid both for boys and girls.
1, this is the one advice that I am going to use intense profanity coz it is that much irritating: if you are a guy, for fucks sake know the difference between what a good guy and a simp is. Some of you motherfuckers be like "girls only want bad boys, good guys finish last" while the truth is most of you niggas that say this are just simps and not genuinely good guys. There is no such thing as being a good guy, there is just being a decent human being. If you treat yourself and others respectfully, embrace your masculinity, prioritize things that should come first and never lower your standards for the sake of likableness then 95% of the problems in life will be easier to solve for you. This also includes relationships, women are very observant in how you carry yourselves. If you have a sloppy personality and all you are revolves around her then wtf did you expect her to feel. She is looking for a partner not a slave, get over yourselves.
2, this might be the most controversial yet; someone's past does matter. I don't mean y'all should be disrespectful about it but y'all should stay as far away from former fuckboys and completely run through girls. The person you are looking for is a life long partner, you aren't obligated to be the one to forgive them for their past mistakes. Pretty much everyone who has gone through that phase knows that they will eventually pay for their deeds. This world is full of fuck around and find outs. For anything you do there will always be consequences and you shouldn't be expected to take the leap of faith in forgiving them no matter what.
3, if you have friends of the opposite gender and they tell you to cut them off then that is one major jealousy behaviour right there. Even if you cut these friends off, they are never going to trust you while you two are in a relationship.
4, I don't know if there are many girls who believe in this anymore but if a girl says "oh! We are so made for each other, I am a Gemini and..." Run away immediately. I don't know if it is still a thing anymore but back when I was in highschool and uni, this was a huge deal. If any girl or guy mentions astrology then you can be sure that they are crazy.
5, if they are the type of people who have a celebrity crush then things are even worse. Not just crush but anyone who is overtly obsessed with celebrities is just too much drama.
Anyway, the list will go on if I keep yapping and I might end up excluding everyone as a potential mate for fornication at this rate so just avoid these people that I mentioned.
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I started dating someone at first it was for his money he's rich and 12 years older than me we dated for about 8 month and I started having feelings for him now I don't want any of his money but his time I want to spend time with him hear his voice and see his face but there's something else he is married and have three children I don't want to ruin their life by keeping him and my feelings I tried not texting or calling him for two weeks but I couldn't live my life as a normal person I missed him what should I do?
Well I know that I should just back off but........ it's hard I don't know I feel like I've known him for years and his mine forever
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I think im in love with my boss
This is embarrassing and i have no one to talk to about this, he’s also the first man I’ve ever wanted to be with so here i am
We’re just 4 years apart and im in my early 20’s
I’ve been working for him for over 9 months and honestly he’s the kindest man I’ve ever met in my life.
He never raised his voice or belittled me even when i made HUGE mistakes that cost us a lot of money he still solved them and never made me feel bad or blamed me for once. He’s so kind to others too and really compassionate and really generous i got huge raises starting the first few months and it hasn’t even been a year. Just a really manly man in general.
When im sick and ask for days off he checks on me every few hours and the next day he even offers to take me to the hospital or send me someone.
Im a translator and my first language isn’t Amharic his as well so we usually speak in another language and he’s always being super sweet using really nice words that honestly started confusing me
Basically words like honey, my eyes and all that. If im up too late he would ask if anything is bothering me and to tell him and not to lie. I’ve always tried to keep the same energy with him just without using the words but maybe drop a heart reaction.
Now recently he has started to become really distant, i did ask if he was okay which he confirmed he is, he usually would tell me if anything is wrong but no.
He barely replies to my texts at all and they’re literally work related. Even when i was sick he didn’t check on me once which is so weird because this never happened before.
I felt like it was going too well with him for a long time and that maybe there is a bit of hope for us but it seems like it’s going downhill now, im a very shy person so i won’t have the confidence to confront him but all i can do is pray and hope i really want the old him back. Because he’s not just a little crush, he’s my comfort person.
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I've read some if these vents and most of em are like relationships and sexual insecurities which got me thinking this gen is hypersexualized. And to all those venters i want to say stay safe out there don't let the lust take control its the sin that took down civilizations like 'sedom & gemora' and at 'the time of noah' and hope you find the help you're looking for, its tempting but don't go down with out a fight, thank you for reading
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Wsup everyone ...
Am M18 n am here to vent ...
I thought that am unlucky abt everything idk why but i felt like that bka every thing hon miyaregew kasebkut oppose behone way new
Gra miyagaba situation wst new yalehut am 12th less than 1 month new yekeregn le entrance rasu am nat readin still now...
Rship status fucked up yhone nw like when am interested on smone they decided to live mnamn ...
Friendship lay also like am egostic gin ke friends ga yann personality altekemewm endezam hono gin they took me as a selfish
Idk gin they are not necessary elalew gin yhone time lay lonelyness ysemagnal ...bka maweraw sew efelgalew
Wt shall i do esti ...i want to change my self bka
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"I have a crush on someone who's a junior at my university, in the same department. I'm a graduate student with only two months left until graduation, so what advice do you have for me?"
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Alright Fam, I never thought I’d be that guy posting here, but here we are .
I’m 21M, and up until recently I’ve never been in a relationship. But I started talking to this girl online a little while back, and things just clicked. We’re into the same stuff, we vibe, she checks all my boxes, and apparently, I check all of hers too (her words, not mine don't come after me). Now we’ve decided to meet up IRL for the first time, and honestly? I’m lowkey freaking out. I don’t wanna screw this up, especially since this is basically my first real date ever.
My brain is spiraling with stuff like what if I run out of things to say and the convo dies mid-sentence? What if it’s super awkward and we’re just sipping drinks in silence? Where the hell do I even take her that’s chill but not boring? And how much cash should I even bring? (Money’s not the issue, just wanna be ready.)
Any advice or tips, horror stories? I’ll take it all drop the wisdom, please.
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Hey everyone 22M here
You know how after a breakup they say focus on yourself Well I did. got a decent job.but here’s the plot twist
Now I don’t know how to stop focusing on myself.
I don’t miss my ex… but I miss having someone.
Miss the inside jokes the dumb texts the way coffee tastes better when you’re splitting a cup.
Some days I’m cool being solo. Other days I swear I’ve forgotten how to even flirt. Dating apps feel like a job interview and I’m not even sure what I’m applying for anymore.
So yeah To anyone else in this weird inbetween how’d you restart your dating engine?
Where do you meet people when you’re not a go out every weekend guy?
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Yo wassup fam, I need to vent real quick and get some solid advice.
Lately, sht been mad heavy on my chest. My anxiety hittin’ different—like, I be chillin’ in my room and if somebody walks in, my heart start racin’, breath goin’ wild, like I’m tryna escape my own skin. I go outside, and it’s like I don’t exist—head down, feelin’ like a ghost on the pavement.
Now here’s where it gets real dark—my own moms been talkin’ crazy about me to her friends. Spreadin’ fake sht, disrespectin’ me like I’m some bum or clown she embarrassed of. Like how you give birth to me, then treat me like I’m the enemy?
These last two weeks been the worst—she out here tellin’ people I’m worthless, dirty, lazy, even ugly… all that mess. People on the street laughin’ at me like I’m a damn joke. And food? That’s a maybe. She be like, “Why the hell I gotta feed you?”—like I ain’t even her kid. But honestly, that kinda disrespect been normal in my life. Folks just treat me like I’m nothing, like it’s expected. No wonder I’m like this.
I’m 23, been makin’ moves online for the past couple years, no college, just straight grind. I kept to myself, no drama, just tryna build. But now I’m tired. Mentally, emotionally, soul-deep tired.
So I’m askin’ y’all straight up:
Where’s a good place someone like me can go start over with a small budget?
How do I rebuild confidence when your own blood tryna tear you down?
How do I stop lettin’ all this hate get in my head and find my peace again?
Drop me anything—advice, stories, places to move, motivation… I’m open. I just need somethin’ real right now.
Much love from a real one tryna survive and finally breathe.
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Hey everyone betam tasefelgugalchu wed 5y yemitega relationship nberg ena ahun lay interest ateshalw lesu ena ngerewolew still gen ande lay endenon betam yafelgal yelmengal. Gen ahun lay ande ande ngeroch mesemat jemerku like "ande lay eyaln legodegochu ena le ehetochu sex lenaderg endenber, awelaken ene bepante becha hoge endenber ena sperm enderchbeg keza sex lenaderg senl bargezes beya endalkesku"ngerachew yehan gen cherash altefeterm kiss becha nw adergen yemnawekw neketog enkon ayawekm degmo endi belo yaweram sanleyay ye4 years anniversary mata lay nw yalchew yaltetekemkoche betam bezu yemiyasetela kaltochn tetekmol lelam ngerm awerto ande lay eyaln huletachenm bemnwodedebet seat😭 ahun lay yemer be eje esun megdel becha nw yemfelgew ena yeha nger endaltefeter proof madergm efelegalw ik ene yetesemagen semet endesemaw maderg endemalchel gen yemer zem beye letewe alchelm mn laderg
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WHY am I like this❔ I get soo turned on when men cry or get sad..
am I a sadist or sth ?
I mean ik there's sth wrong w me i don't want to flex on making men cry or don't wanna label myself a cold hearted baddie..but am at this point where i couldn't control it...pls desperate guys asking for ID dmo ezaw balachubet ene lalekslsh telalachu eko yhene atafrum
I just wanna know is that normal..gettin pleasure by makin men suffer or cry or being mean or hatin on things they rly enjoy and sayin no to things "just" cos they want it??😐
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pls admins i need a quick approval i'm in the middle of dilemma
okay there is a girl i met in uni first of all we had some sort of eye contact so i followed her ig and she followed me back so we started talking we've had a great convo so i started developing a feeling for her ena in person engenagn byat tegenagen keza aweran it was great keza beka text medewawel mnamn jemeren keza one day while we were walking in a rain she gently held my hands i was shocked i mean j didnt expect that beka keza shegnehuatna temelseku keza beka sle lookኤ complimet sle bahriye mnamn im starting to think that she might have a feeling for me too on another day we met in person and we had a lot convo and out of the blue she asked me question "have u ever met a person who makes u ask worth of ur self" i responded gently and after asking about who that person is she told me that he's her bf 😭😭 by hesitating so im here in the middle of dilemma lemn yan hulu sign asayechign weys im constructing by my self endezas kehone lemn bf endalat negerechign plss i need brief explanation especially from girls endi aynet neger agatmoachu miyak wendochm drop it after knowing this shiii endedrow mehon alchalkum kesua ga
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Alright Fam, I never thought I’d be that guy posting here, but here we are .
I’m 21M, and up until recently I’ve never been in a relationship. But I started talking to this girl online a little while back, and things just clicked. We’re into the same stuff, we vibe, she checks all my boxes, and apparently, I check all of hers too (her words, not mine don't come after me). Now we’ve decided to meet up IRL for the first time, and honestly? I’m lowkey freaking out. I don’t wanna screw this up, especially since this is basically my first real date ever.
My brain is spiraling with stuff like what if I run out of things to say and the convo dies mid-sentence? What if it’s super awkward and we’re just sipping drinks in silence? Where the hell do I even take her that’s chill but not boring? And how much cash should I even bring? (Money’s not the issue, just wanna be ready.)
Any advice or tips, horror stories? I’ll take it all drop the wisdom, please.
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Hi i am 21 years old and yemwedat lj alegn almost wede 9 amet mulu ewedatalew esua gn birr new mtwedew lene gd yelatm birr kekefelat hulu tgademalech afekrshalew slatm emetalew eko emelesalew bcha new mtlegn embim eshim atlegnm why? mns bareg yshalegnal mn tmekrugnalachu? By the way she was my classmate since grade 1. 🥺
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I'm 19f and really need help from someone the same experience as me
So the thing is from a young age I was exposed to sexualized things and I think that's the reason it started my addiction to p0rn. It's not of bad or i thought before i realized i can't stop myself at some point but still I tried to fight the urges. I stop for days or months but start again ruining everything, but what most is troubling me is that I'm starting to notice that I might me bi, and that fucking disgust me to the heart bc I'm Christian and I do NOT want to go against my beliefs or the Lord's word. Even thinking like that, my faith isn't smth to even be proud of.
I tried my best to stop watching anything that involves homo sexuality but time from time I catch myself at the same place and it really is the most tyring and draining thing and I can't ask anyone near me for help or advice bc I fear I'll disgust ppl as much as it disgust me.
And to add to my addictions rather than watch p0rn videos this days or smth, it developed to WORDS, yep W.O.R.D.S. Videos doesn't affect me atp, now all I enjoy is reading it happen to happen to others, imagining it's me. After a while my kinks and preference started to change to the worst, and I can let you have the imagination to the most disgusting, weird things or ways that makes u turned on having a depraved mindset like me.
Now as time passes I started to be accustomed to the disgust. after i relapse and just let it happen again and again and again, but as some point I crash out so much bc of how dull I became to the feeling that's why I knew I needed serious help from ANYone
SOOOOOOO PLEEEEEEEASE give me some advice or smth before I lose my mind
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i went to date a with 26th year old chief engineer and after months it turns to relationship almost befiker 6wer hononal.
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Its my 2nd vent......ena endayehut kehone bzu gize setoch ezi channel lay "I have lost my V for him and he is ignoring me" silu anbibialew ena look girls a man will do anything like anything to get ur trust and he will tell u things u wanna hear coz we girls naturally yemnsemawn ngr enwedalen( am I wrong) ya wend askeyami rasu hono konjo konjo kalatin sinegren mnamn ngr yehone wstachin des ylewal ik and uk also thats natural lezam nw yhn ngr most of the time wendoch against us mitekemut lezam nw yenegereshn hulu atmegni ehte atmenu afekrshalew kale yafekrshal aydelem eko.....as soon as he gets ur V and make sx with u he will just disappear nw miyaregew ignore be mareg yjemral keza ytefal endemayaksh yhonal so manew yetegodaw anchi nesh, mnalbat ene agatmogn limeslachu ychlal gn aydelem 1 r/n ship wst neberku he was a good guy and sx teykognim ayakm slesu ngr awrtom ayakm even kiss argen rasu anakm( thats a real man) we just hug and laugh talk share our daily lives mnamn bka keza bale megbabat break up aregin.....yhen yemlew setochye btm notice aregalew negerochin leza nw ena dekama atunu.....dmo "yemtwejign kehone sx enarg" milut ngr ale....bka endemaywedsh bezi mawek tchyalesh, for someone to prove he/she is in love doesnt need to sleep with u( u fucking....🤬🤬) so "gedel gba" beyiw lmn aykerm endefelege btafekriw chgr ylwm lela yeteshale fetari ysetshal rasishn kbrshin sletebeksh so asbubet zare wendun lemasdeset blesh u r gonna ruin ur future life so kbrshin tebki................dmo wendoch enantes mndnew chgrachu koy hayyy ymr endee for a minute of satisfaction ye setn lj hiwet ruin mtaregut aydebrachum ymr btm ydebral eshi.....esti "commitment" mibal ngr ale eko yematchlu kehone atgbubet life is not all about sx ende mndnew eshisha hayy tnsh enkuan aykebdachum be wshet "afekrshalew" yemtlewan kal stnageru ere btm kebad nw...so enantem kbrachu zk nw milew just ye setua bcha aydelem okkkkk......Thats a free advice from me
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Hi guys endet nachu am 22 Ena ye gebi temari negn set negn .let me share you my friend’s story. the thing is eske yehone gize dres my friend straight neber metmeslegn even eskahun selezi topic ketenesa she acts like straight endehonech Ena Endezi ayent neger des endemaylat gn i found out girlfriend endalechat yehone Ken photo Enday setagn “my love gebash? good night Yene konjo “ yemil text anebebku.it was not normal 2 set guadegnamoch endemisasafut aynet . Keza Ken buhala miyaregut neger normal alneberem andande erasu abeba tesetatalech btw the other girl is tomboy betam. even she gave her bra bracelet.keza and Ken selkuan setagn toilet hedech kefche message’achewn sanebew “i miss you, i miss kissing you Miste “ mil text ayew kezan ken buhala lesbian endehonech aweku.ene endemak atakem esua ena she acts like Endezi aynet neger endemaymechat . Guys ene Tsebel wesejat mnamn endatelugn esu teftogn adelem. Gn endet arge laskumat please amakrugn thank you
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I can't believe I'm doing this typa shi yet here we are, like everyone I have issues, real issues that I still to this day believe that action should take priority over complaining about except this one, a prideful son of a bitch I was now my ego left as bread crumbs after the fact that I feel lonely and this feeling has not managed to escape me for years now and the cruel joke being that I have problems making friends or either lack them rn but over the years I've changed so much that I've just been putting on a mask as a constant.. Especially in my romantic endeavors.. I'm moderately good looking and tall and in good shape, I should be greatful for that I know but every woman I've dated are physically attractive but I always feel like they see my potential from my superficial features but never me.. I'm a fuckin hippie yo.. I'm agnostic, I don't care what most people care about.. Religion, social pressure to act a certain way, dressing like a twink, non chalantness like some kinda anime character or power or some kinda clout on social media.. I like to be in my own mood.. Have my own music taste or movie taste.. Way of thinking and believing things and it just feels like I'm forced to fw things I don't fw to be cool with people or get me a fine woman of my own.. It's always either giving away my individuality or play the game.. Act either all religious and conservative n shit or act non chalant.. Fw with sza, Brent whatever his fuckin name is.. My nigga where are the cultured people who have some individualism n shit.. Some variety pleaseeee.. It's etiher my fav series is friends and euphoria and I like having streaks on snapchat or I go to church everyday all day or just insert some mental illness and I'm not ready to date rn.. I'm soo fuckin bored acting like I give a fuck and Ik part of is my fault where I've been too white washed.. But still bro where you att.. The cool niggas whore ambitious and original... The gyals with substance and originality to them who freaky n crazy n shit.. There woman be on missionary and lie dead n shi.. Really y'all nigga want boring ass submissive bitch??.. I want me some spice some craziness.. I don't care if u cook or not yo just make me feel like you a real living person for God SAKE!!.. I'm tweaking but here we are bro
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Am I the only one with no friends, boy friend orany social life degmo eko I work remotely from home, library even cafes. So my chances of meeting new people is very low. Is it normal or should I be worried? I am 26 female just grinding on my goals.
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Hi there, 27M, I don't know why but, all my life I lived without any love relationship, never kissed never had sex, never had someone love me my whole life, I used to date in highschool but nothing serious, I thought it was an age issue, but I'm 27 now and still nothing, anytime I try it always gets weird, girls just don't take me seriously. I think I'm unapproachable, not funny, no money and not good look'n... I think me being too serious and My love for deep and philosophical conversations is a red flag too.... Any how, ena... bcahyen lmot nw malet nw, somebody say something
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