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The thing is i have been in long relation about 6 years ke 12 grade jemren we went the same university and we used to have agood time at campus most students know us as acouple if we have free time we spend it together we met every day but she was taking information science ene degmo engineering ena with the previous carriculum she only spent 3 years in campus but mine was 5 years so she graduated first and moved out first but after that it wasn't easy for us we started fighting. She trust people easly and when some one approach her she don't see their bad intention specially when men try getting close to her pretending to be a friend, but with other intentions she don't see the danger i saw that and told her but she usually end up in bad situations (not too bad) and came to me and she used to tell me every thing but one day luck was not by her side she was raped by some guy close to her sister at her sisters home then he disappeared we can't find him. at that time she wasn't good mentally i was by her side and through time we get back to normal. Afetr i gratuated from campus i started to see her old character she didn't take her lesson because of her work type she met different peoples. for the second time she started falling for their trap but the good thing she used to tell me everything so i saved her many times and one day i want to give her agood lesson so i told her i don't like these behavior so we need to take abreak i know she love me and she was not happy we fighted for 2 month and she started drinking every day one day she cheated on me and i found out and it was not athing i can forgive so we break up and i moved on but she didn't. I blocked her number but she keep calling with different numbers she begged me and said she is willing to do any thing to get back but i just can't accept it so i said no. After that, I heard that she started falling deeper, with different men approaching her and using her. She still hasn’t completely left me either, she always asks me to talk to her only. She said she feel some relief when she talk to me. I’m not someone who forgets favor She was there for me during my weak times. Even if she has done bad things, I have a sister I don’t want her to be hurt. but I want to start a new life without talking to her anymore. I also don’t want her to have hope for something that won’t happen just because I talk to her. at the same time, seeing her trying to talk to me every day not giving up and suffer and watching her life fall apart hurts me deeply inside but I don’t want the new person who comes into my life to be troubled by this situation.
So what is your advice.

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Let me get this straight . I'm horny most of the time , but betam set amartalew , even if it's just for sex . Bzu gize setoch hint setewgn enkuan kaltemechugn ghost adergachewalew . And I masturbate a lot when my horny side clicks, which I regret very. I'm uni student but Ena lemiyawkegn sew betam ቁጥብ negn . I'm just a mixture of different behaviors. I'm freaky and polite , introvert and extrovert at the same time. It depends on the person I'm with . I'm planning to get fwb , I don't know is it's the right decision or not . But I think it's good to get who matches my energy, vibe and to have fun with . It's not just about having sex , cause sex is meaningless if the vibe and attraction isn't there .

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25M here and this is a PSA for women for both experienced and inexperienced women(but especially for inexperienced women), if you are planning on doing initimate things with someone please get your hygiene to the max, and ik there are gonna be many women on here who are gonna see this as an attack(it definitely isnt), i love women and that's one of the reasons I'm writing this. It is a definite turn off for us during intimacy when everytime we breathe we smell something ungodly down there, And i believe that's bad for both parties. This has been a problem for me for the longest time and ik many other men agree too. Especially men like me who love the women body, who get infatuated by it and worship it. If she is clean down there i love going down on a woman and loving every inch of her body. But if she smells down there i swear i be having the most existential experience ever, i be sitting there thinking what am i doing with my life💀.so please for your own and ur mans sake check down there before meeting up

Anyways this isnt to start a gender war, and before you say "men are dirtier, why not talk about them". I have two answers for this
First We dont have the same parts, our part is an external organ and yours is an open organ so ya not even close
Second reason is idc about the men, it doesnt affect me one bit🤷🏽‍♂, i keep my own hygiene and that's what matter to me. So if you are a women with bad experience with men please let us know what we can correct

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Am i the only one facing an ungodly amount of problems i never thought i would face in my last year of uni

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Hy guys i am 24 F
I dont have friends for the moment and i am looking for someone i can talk to hang out with do some fun stuff and explore new things in life together so if u are looking for a friend aswell let me know the comments.
Thanks 🙏

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I need someone to clarify the truth for me. It's like when you're in that situation you're not gonna see what's happening.. you will get confused and might build a wrong perception of that situation.
Here is the thing. I'm in a relationship. College couple, power couple, Rich yearning man with a Beautiful smart gurl. IT IS A POWER COUPLE IG. ( you need to know the truth that's it didn't mean to brag uk) anyways the thing is he's not handsome. He provides everything for me like everything. He loves me and do stuff Balabla . I'm kinda his first. For me he is not. I kinda tried arranged marriage shi( 10 yrs gap between us 💀). It didn't work out. I got hurt and I found my bf. He helped me through alot. But he is so childish or sth idk let's say the one who always wanna get what he wanted. Doesn't read his surrounding, he sometimes get affectionate when I'm with my friends. He loves me so fckn much. But he is catholic also his dad and his mom is ortho just like me.
I tried many times to get out of this but he always keeps me. He knows how to treat me. He even told me that he will change his religion but his mom is ortho uk.
Now ik I'm sensitive when it comes to him. But I don't think I'm in love uk. It's not like " omg I wanna see my baby or I miss my baby.... " I don't actually like I'm in love.

I never wanted to have a partner same age as me. I feel like they are immature. I believe in age gaps. I want handsome and mature guy. That's all.

It's been 1 and 3 months since we got together. Those all time I tried to leave without hurting him but I couldn't. What shall I do?

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Honestly it’s been on my mind lately… why is it so hard to find someone who communicates openly in a relationship? I am the type who likes honesty what you feel, what you want, what’s bothering you. But a lot of the time, people hold back, stay timid, or expect you to guess I just wish communication was easier and more open it’s frustrating when you want that connection but can’t find it girls I want your input why is that

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Hey y'll, 23 F
Endet nachu...a C2 medicine student here, and I'm here to vent about something.
Beyesusmm beka btm eyaschenekeng new gra gebtongal lesnt ngr mtebek lj ahun be 2 mnamn lmerek new meseleng...my grade ke amet wede amet eyashqolekole new mn largew

My first year grade was fine I almost had a 4.0. gn keza buhala ye medicine atenanu gragebang I perform well and understand things but a week before exams I get confused about how to study
Bcha ene I don't know how I'm going to improve this bichal minor c2 and internship endemnm serche I have to bring my grade up to an average. So those of u in the field please tell me the secret I'm really lost here. My dad and my sisters would especially kill me if they heard this.
Le USMLE lesnt ngr eyetebekung ezi yene grade wede tach...bergt on c1 yewedeku ljochm nef nachew gn lemalef mesrat alfelgm kezi buhala I don't wanna be like this. Please tell me anything important you have to say.
Le abate and for my mom beye btm bzu scholarshipochn new yetewukut lezi tmrt ena result kelelew it's going to be a lifetime regret lene I'm really confused about how to improve endet lashashl

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I think I'm falling in love with my ex😩

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Hey, can I ask something serious? Do you ever get random thoughts that feel really weird or intrusive, and you don’t know why your brain even thought them? esti someone tell me how I can fix it.

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Honestly, I’m really confused and I don’t know if I’m wrong for how I feel. My husband travels for work sometimes, and when he goes, he stays at his parents’ house because his workplace is in his hometown. But he wants me to stay alone in our new home when he’s away.

The truth is, the house still feels new and I get really lonely. I didn’t even get proper time with my parents after university because we got married so soon, and I genuinely miss them.🥺 If he’s going to be gone for days, I don’t understand why it’s a big problem for me to stay with my parents for 2 or 3 days too.

I’m not going out, I’m not doing anything wrong. I just want to be with my family while he’s gone and feel some comfort. But he insists that everywhere we go, we should go together, and that I shouldn’t go to my parents’ house alone. He keeps reminding me that he only stays at his parents because work forces him, not because he chooses to.

I feel like he doesn’t really see how lonely I get or how much comfort my parents give me. I’m not choosing them over him. I love our home, and I love him so much ❤️. I just need some emotional support when he’s away.

I wish he could understand my feelings instead of making it seem like I’m doing something wrong 😔.

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I feel like I’m stuck in a weird place where I’m technically alive, but not really living. I used to have goals, real ones, things that made life feel like it was going somewhere. Now it feels like I just say I have dreams because I’m supposed to, not because I actually feel them. Deep down there’s this numbness I can’t explain. I’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix.

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Hey guys im a dude who is currently confused i struggle with anxiety real bad its cooking me alive i tried therapy and after a while on went on meds and know im taking sertaline its been 7 or 8 months since and fuck idk what wrong with me but i just cant get over it is there a way to get control of it i suffer from symptoms like sweating and heat palpitations
People dont know but i live a fake life trying to hide it its taken my life away.
Anyone who has same experience help me.

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Iam girl and 23 years old i graduatetd i have ajob in the main point i have r/ship within month he said i love you but his action is not express his love
His not call.text everthing we are not communicating
Lemendenaw beye seteyekew hule sera yebezabegna naw milawe ena ene ahun lay le esu yalegna semete eyetefa naw gen enanate men tasebalachuh yemeren sera eyebezabet naw weyes sebebe eyaderedere nw?

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ትላንት ያደርኩት ለወራት በማህበራዊ ሚዲያ የተዋወኳት ልጅ ቤት ነበር ። ከትላንት በፊት ለ 2 ቢበዛ ለ 3 ቀናት ተገናኝተን ተቃቅፈን ተሳስመን ለስሜት እንደተሸነፍን ተማምነን ፋይል ዘግተን ለወራት ተራርቀን ነበር ። ነገር ግን ከ 3 ቀናት በፊት ቴክስት አረገች “ከከተማ እንዉጣ ብቻዬን ከምሄድ” አለች ፤ የወንድ ልጅ ፈተና እዚጋ ዳግም ጀመረ ስሜቴ ማንም ተዉ ባይ አጣ ፤ በሰዉ ሀገር ብቸኝነት ያንገላታት ልቤ መፈለግን የቀመሰች ያህል ተንቀለቀለች ጊዜያዊ ማምለጫም አገኘች። እኔ እንቢ ብልም ልቤ ስሜቴን ሸዉዳ መንገድ አስጀመረችኝ ፤ ምንም አልተፈጠረም እቅፍ አርጋ አንገቴን ከመሳም ጆሮዎቼን በከንፈሮቿ እርጥበት በምላሷ እርዝመት በማባለግ በቀር ። የሚገርመኝ ነገር ግን ሰዉነቷ ሁሉን ነገር እየፈለገ በመሀል ጣል እምታረጋቸው ጥያቄዎች ከስሜት አውጥተው ፍርድ ቤት ይገትሩኛል ።

ዳኛ ፡ "ተከሳሽ ፍርዱን ይቃወማሉ?"

መለስኩ እኔ ፡ አዎ የተከበሩ ከሳሽ እራሳቸው ናቸው መከሰስ እሚገባቸው እንዴት ሰው ከሞቀ አንገት ፣ ከጋለ እስትንፋስ እና ከረጃጅም ጥፍሮች ቡጥጫ ባንዴ ፍርድ ቤት ይቀርባል? ይሄ ራሱ ራሱን የቻለ ወንጀል ነው።

ዳኛው ዞሩ ፡ "ከሳሽእስ ክስዎት ላይ የሚጨምሩት ነገር አለዎት?" ብለው ሳይጨርሱ "አዎ አዎ ብላ ዘው አለች" ዘው ማለት ልማድዋ አይደል ሰውን ማቋረጥ ።

ዳኛው እዚጋ ሳይገባቸው አልቀረም ባንዴ ፊታቸው ተቀየረ ማን ጥፋተኛ እንደሆነ ለመወሰን መዝገቡን እንደገና መረመሩ። ገፅ 11 4 መስመር 18 : አነበቡ ከከሳሽ ለተከሳሽ የቀረበ ጥያቄ “እኔ እና አንተ ግን ምንድን ነን ? “
ደረቴን ነፍቼ ሀጥያተኞች አዋ ሀጥያተኞች በፍቅር ሳይሆን በዉበት ተማርከን በለሱን የቀጠፍን በማለት መለስኩ ። ከራሴ ጋ ግን እንዲ እያልኩ ነበር “ቆይ ይቺ ሴት 30 አላለፋት ምን እሚሉት የማንነት ጥያቄ ነዉ ? አርፋ አትባልግም? ባልጐ ማባለግ በልቶ ማስበላት የተፈጥሮ ባህሪዋ አይደል ? እያልኩ “ ሌላ መዝገብ ከራሴ ከፈትኩ።

ቀጠሉ ዳኛዉ ፡ ገፅ 6 መስመር 18 “እኔ ወይስ ሰዉነቴ የማረከህ? “

በየትኛዉ ማንነቴ መመለስ እንዳለብኝ ድንግዝግዙ ጠፋኝ ስሜቴ ገላዋ ጣፍቶታል ፣ ልቤ ከብቸኝነት እስር ቤት የሚያስፈታ ጊዜያዊ ዋስ ያገኘች መስሏት እሷም ተይዛለች ። ነፍሴ ግን ባዶነትን ታስተጋባለች ፣ የእግዜርን ህግ መጣስን ሳይሆን እሱን መዉደድ አለመቻሏ ይበልጥ ያማታል ። ፈሪ ከቅጣት ፍራቻ ለህግ ይገዛል እግዜርን የወደደዉ ግን ፍቅር ራሱ ህጉ ይሆናል ፤ ስለዚህ እኔ ፈሪ ነኝ ፍቅር ህግጋቴ እስኪሆን መልስ መስጠት ያቃተኝ ……..

ለማንኛዉም ወደትላንት ልመልሳችሁ እና የተፈጠረዉን ልንገራቹ …..

“ቤት እኮ ብቻዬን ነኝ……” ቴክት አረገች


ይቀጥላል………….

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Guys university ከገባሁ ጀምሮ ህይወት በጣም ከብዶኛል።
ጥሩ ውጤት አምጥቼ AAU ከገባሁ ሶስት አመት ሆኖኛል ግን በቃ የምፈልገውን ትምህርት ካለማግኘት ጀምሮ ነገሮች እየተበላሹብኝ ነው።
እንዲህ አይነት ነገር ሌሎች ሰዎችም ላይ happen የሚያደርጉ ናቸው ብዬ ረስቼ ሌላ ነገር ለማሳካት እና ነገሮችን ለማካካስ ስሞክር እሱም አይሳካም  ከዛ እሱንም ትቼው ሌላ ነገር ስሞክር እሱም አይሳካም ።
በቃ maze ውስጥ መውጫ ለማግኘት እንደሚሮጥ ሰው ግን ሁሉም የተዘጋበት አይነት ሆኛለሁ ።
የሆነ አካል spirituality attack እያረገኝ እንደሆነ ነው የሚሰማኝ።
በየቀኑ በሚባል ደረጃ failure ያጋጥመኛል
ነገሮች የመሳካት 99% chance ካላቸው ባለችው አንድ percent fail አደርጋለሁ ።
እናቴ ቀን ከሌት ነው የምትፀልይልኝ ግን በቃ i kept failing again and again.
አሁን ነገሮች just መጥፎ አጋጣሚ ወይም ፈተና ብቻ አልመስል እያሉኝ ነው።
ተስፋ መቁረጥ አልፈልግም ግን የሆነ እርዳታ ያስፈልገኛል ።
መንፈሳዊ እርዳታ or something.
ንስሐ አባት መያዝ እፈልጋለሁ ። እንደነገርኳችሁ i am student እና በምን አይነት መንገድ ልይዝ እንደምችል አማክሩኝ።
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እና አንድ story ልጨምር....
highschool እያለሁ ከሆነች ጥሩ ልጅ ጋር situationship ውስጥ ነበርኩኝ። አንድ bench ላይ እንቀመጥ ነበር፣  chat እናረግ ነበር ምናምን...
ብቻ ጥሩ classmate ነበርን።
but my mind was extremely stressed, maybe that's because it was my first time.
Finally at the end of the year i ended up the situation without saying a word.
And i know she had questions on that, but i couldn't explain .
Now it's been more than 4 years . But i used to see her in my dream almost everyday.
ከዛ ከቅርብ ጊዜ ወዲህ ነገሮች እየተበላሹብኝ ሲመጡ ከ አንድ ሶስት ወር በፊት mother በቄስ ላፀልይልህ ብላኝ እቤት መተው ከፀለዩልኝ በኋላ በህልምህ የምትታይህ ሴት አለች ወይ ብለው ጠየቁኝ ። i was so confused and as the conversation was with my parents i said No....
As i know she was the most decent and humble person i ever know... ግን ለምን እንደዛ ብለው እንደጠየቁኝ እንዲሁም አለመናገሬ ችግር ይፍጠር አይፍጠር ምንም አላውቅም ....
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He’s good-looking, but not in a perfect way. There’s something like life reached him early and left him a little numb. He’s a med-school student, yet he fails academically not because he can’t understand, but because he never learned how to study. Now he’s stuck in years he should have passed, and it looks like carelessness. I don’t think he doesn’t care. I think he fell behind and learned to pretend he didn’t mind.
Some days he dresses beautifully clean, intentional. Other days, he barely cares. We see each other often in the college. He’s surrounded by people, laughter, noise, yet I notice how often he ends up alone, sitting quietly somewhere, an introverted extrovert.
He listens in a way that makes others feel seen, yet he seems uninterested in staying close to anyone. He talks easily with others, but never with me. Sometimes he greets me warmly, sometimes he walks past as if I don’t exist. That inconsistency hurts more than rejection ever could.
He’s not the type to approach easily. I see how long he stays quiet, how often he disappears into his thoughts. Maybe failing broke something inside him. Maybe he’s afraid too.
So how do you reach someone who looks at you but doesn't talk to you?

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My mom wants to divorce my father.

So, my mom married my father because she needed a financial help. She was alone and my dad had his own business. But my dad loves her.

Growing up, we lived a good life. We eat whatever we want, go wherever we want. My parents were extravagant. But in the last 10 years we lost everything.

My father ended up bankrupt and all of his businesses were closed. Then we start to struggle. He is hard working person and again started to make money but unfortunately someone set him up and he got arrested for something he didn't do. Then he spent all of his saving paying for lawyers and bribing officials to free him. Again we lost everything.

My parents had a lot of hopes that their kids will one day graduate and start to make a lot of money. That also failed. My mom started to gave up.

I have an older brother who is not mentally okay. His not እብድ mnamn but he's still not okay. Now she want to send him to institutions like መቄዶንያ and divorce my father. She's making some money and she don't want to share it with us.

Mind you she's in her 50's and want to live my father because he's no longer "rich". She even tried to sneak behind everyone and marry another man who is rich.

She randomly leave the house and call us to say "i will not come today, I'll sleep at my friends house" or she disappears for a long time.

I don't care about her. I actually believe we'll all find peace if she leaves us but I'm worried about my families future. My father is a very good man. Everyone feels bad for him. He will not hesitate to give his life for us but my mom...

I blame Christ for choosing the best mom in the world for himself but he gave me this miserable women for me.

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Hey guys I'm actually here because I need some tips of study, I'm 5th year pharmacy college student n you know almost exit is nearest so give me tips to study and pass the exam n the other thing is do you think that I'll really know the drugs, medicine......well and work on pharmacy as everyone I'm really frightened

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I am 28 male and I have never beeen in a relationship ...help me out😭

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Dear Y
I hope today brings u peace, love, and every good thing u’ve ever wished for. U are honestly the best person I have ever met in my life ✨ the humble, the smartest, the most confident, I truly appreciate u, more than u know.
I want u to have everything u dreamed of… the calm life u wanted, the love u hoped for, the peace u always talked about. And I hope u find the woman u always imagined by ur side💓 the person u wished I could be, but I wasn’t. I want u to have that. U deserve it.
I’m sorry for every little thing I did wrong I’m sorry for the moments I disappointed u. I still love u, and I always will in my own quiet way. I will never forget u. I remember ur birthday every single year, and I celebrate it in my heart, because this day is special to me. It’s the day u came into this world ✨♥️
U’re 24 today. I just want u to be happy, to stay safe, and to always be protected. U don’t deserve anything bad. U're a good man.. and I pray life brings only good people and good things ur way💗💗I can’t treat this day like an ordinary day. I can’t ignore it.
This is the best day, because u were born on it.
I also want u to know something… I've never seen u like other boys or other men. U have always been special to me. Truly unique. Not because u’re smarter than others, not because u’re more confident, not because of how u look. U are amazing just because u are yene Y💝 and because I love u so much. I love u more than anyone else.
And… I miss u. I miss u so fucking much. I think about u every single day. I’m scared that u’re not in my life anymore. I feel lonely without u. I never expected life to turn out this way, that one day we would separate, that we would become strangers.. I never saw it coming.
I’m trying to move on, I’m trying to accept everything, but I still can’t go a day without remembering u… without thinking of our moments, our love, our plans, our hope. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find someone like u again 😌a soulmate like u? Hmm I’m still confused about that.
And I don’t want u to think I’m okay without u.
I’m not.
U should know that.

Happy Birthday 🎂
I truly wish u the best in everything ewedhalew💕💕

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20f here so I have a severe paranoia which gives me a very hard time. I used to not go out of my house and even refuse to go to school I basically think that everyone is plotting smth against me I feel like they are trying to do smth to me kill me or...... my parents were obviously worried abt me and so they took me to a hospital and I was administered clozapine.
I think am doing better now am not seeing knifes around me or weird people around me.and because of all this process I have dropped out of uni and stopped socialising. Am now trying to build some friendships cause I have forgotten what those things feels like. But still how do I?

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Hey I'm f18 I'm so lost. Can someone here help me find jesus

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What am I doing wrong, every day I see dudes around me get girls like its ntg while their intention is to cheat the second they get the chance, I try to be outgoing I try to be warm and welcoming then I end up getting ghosted in a few days, I tell myself the day I find someone I can finally call my person ill make sure they know they are my whole world, but then I end up getting called a simp and ghosted.

I've tried everything I could but for some reason it fails everytime, every girl I dm treats me like am the enemy some say the most rude shit, ik its prolly cuz of the way guys treated them before but that shit still hurts... all I was doing was trying to give myself a shot at being loved, to find someone I can call my person.

ik its not my looks cuz I at least look average... ik its not because I'm picky cuz the only thing i was looking for was a girl that made me feel seen, maybe it's because I'm lowkey a stoner.....but then again most of my attempts fail even before they learn this fact.

Maybe am not made for dating, kinda accepted it cuz it's the hope that always kills u.

Ena becha I just woke up one day and realized I'm abt to graduate from uni in a year and I've spent almost all of these years waiting for a girl that might go the distance with me... a girl whom might not even exist at this point, ena bechaaaaa am sitting here wondering where it all went wrong felt like I needed to let it out.

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I been feeling lonely lately I live in Kfle Hager nd I don’t vibe w the people here fr I just want cool friends nd new perspective… pleaseeeee be my friend😭😫

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I feel like lm drowning, mn meselachu kezi befit BF neberegn le4 amet on and off neber yekoyenew ena ahun lay teleyaytenal but the thing is kesu ga betam depend hogn norialehu ena anhun snleyay betam depressed eyehonku metahu beza lay demo i don't have any friends ena betam bchegnet ysemagnal kerase ga mehon alchalkum betam bzu mokerku beteleye kefetariye ga yalegn neger lematenaker gn ahunm wedehuala migotetetgn neger ale, gebe tnkara ena gobez set mehon new (Especially religious bemehon)bebezu neger rasen mechal new gn alchalkum,
Mn baderg endemtenekr alawkm, pls help!

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I have been rethinking my opinion on solitude being with yourself. Yes, it made me see myself. It allowed me to see what I want and who I am, what my values are, growth on my studies , the boundaries....the list is endless and the journey is continuous, but I came across one quote;" A part of you is undiscovered until you meet a particular person. "




I have been reading vents on wanting a true connection. The shallowness of the world , the timing. The loneliness echos.  would you call it a solitude if you are in distress and you don't know who to call or talk despite having many people? being vulnerable to those close to you feels dreading because you have seen the glimpse? the mask slips when you are alone. People keep saying face yourself. I would like to ask which. Which one would you face if there are so many and you don't know who you are anymore?





You don't get to tell people how to treat you. How to listen , how to be there. It feels....betrayal to your inner self. You hold everyone together but when it is you, despite your motive to the reciprocation , you are "dismissed" either intentionally or  not. I don't know how many of you try to feel the voidness with productivity, spiritually ( in trial stage but still), meeting with friends , reading books , watching videos , and so much more but it still doesn't go away.





Having depth is a curse in disguise. No, You can't refute this one. It is like the heart tugs at you and the brain distracts. Trying to quieten it, but it keeps getting louder in the quiet nights. The books I read for distraction challenging my own avoidance. It is exhausting; I would like to tell the world that you are succeeding at convincing me numbness is better than feeling too much. No amount of advice will make me change my mind until I get a  generous compensation from the same world. By giving me someone with depth like an end of an ocean, where drowning feels like swimming , and last breath.

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I’m so fucking tired man
በየቀኑ ከእንቅልፌ ስነቃ ገና አይኔን ሳልገልጥ ማስመሰል ጭምብል ማጥለቅ ሰለቸኝ
በሌለን ነገር ስመጻደቅ ነው የምውለው መኪና ጉዞ እንደ ጉድ የሚፈስ ገንዘብ እንዳለን አድርጌ የሆነ ትልቅ ሰው እንደሆንኩ አድርጌ አወራለሁ ሰዎችም ያምኑኛል
በተለይ ሴቶች መስማት የሚፈልጉትን ነው የምነግራቸው መሆን የሚፈልጉትን አይነት ሰው እሆንላቸዋለሁ
funny guy deep guy rich guy tough guy doesn’t matter
I twist myself into whatever shape fits their fantasy they fall for it they trust me they let me in
and every time I feel it like I’m robbing them blind while they’re smiling at me

ግን ነገሩ ውስጤን እየበላው ነው ጠንካራ አይደለሁም ደካማ ነኝ ምንም የማልረባ ነኝ
people have gotten hurt because of me real hurt and I just keep going like it doesn’t matter my family most of all
ድሮ ሰላም ነበርን ሀብታም ባንሆንም መካከለኛ ኑሮ የተረጋጋ ህይወት
አሁን ግን ሁሉም ነገር ፈራርሷል ምክንያቱ ደግሞ እኔ ነኝ ሁሉም ነገር በእኔ ምክንያት ነው
ስራ የለኝም ከሰራሁ አመታት አልፎኛል
ለአምስት አመታት ከገዛ ቤተሰቦቼ ከወላጆቼና ከወንድም እህቶቼ ስሰርቅ ኖርኩ
little bits here and there so they wouldn’t notice and they haven’t that’s the worst part
they still look at me like I’m their pride their golden boy who made it the man of the family high earner respectable

እውነተኛው ማንነቴ ግን ባዶ ነው ከምንም በታች
ሰው ረግጦት እንደማይሰቀቅበት የሚያስጠላ ትል ማለት ነኝ
ራሴን በመስታወት ማየት እጠላለሁ ድምሴን መስማት ያስጠላኛል ይሄን አይነት ነገር በመሆኔ እራሴን ጠላሁት

እግዚአብሔርን ይሄ የመጨረሻ ነው በቃኝ
ስራ ፈልጌ ያገኘሁትን ስራ ሰርቼ ከዚህ አካባቢ ጥፍት እላለሁ
በጣም ሩቅ ቦታ ጭልጥ ያለ ስፍራ በረሃ ተራራ ለኔ ለውጥ የለውም
ብቻ ስሜን የሚያውቅ ሰው የሌለበት ቦታ
የማንንም ፊት ድጋሚ ማየት አልፈልግም ጓደኞቼን ሴቶቹን ቤተሰቦቼን ማንም

ዝም ብዬ ብጠፋ የሚሻል ይመስለኛል
ሞተ ብዬ መልእክት እልካለሁ የመኪና አደጋ ወይም ሌላ ብቻ ለወሬ የሚመች ነገር
ለዛ ለወደዱት ማንነቴ ይልቅሱለት ለዛ በጭራሽ ኖሮ ለማያውቀው ማንነቴ ቀብረውት ህይወታቸውን ይቀጥሉ
at least that way they get to keep something good to remember
I don’t deserve to be forgiven I just want them to stop hurting because of me

what would you do if the person you loved was a lie
if your pride your golden boy was just smoke and stolen money
disappear quiet let the desert take me so they keep the good story
or rip the mask off scream the truth and watch their eyes die when they see how worthless i really am
coming clean would break them worse than my death
they’d hate themselves for ever believing in me
so tell me do i owe them truth and kill what’s left of their hearts or do i owe them peace and just vanish
i don’t know which one is mercy anymore
i swear i don’t know

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(Tw:sa)Hey im 13f and I've been sa'd since I was 6 years old. And now that im 13 i can see how it changed me. First of all im hypersexual and I dont know what to do about it. And the thing is I started pr0$t!tut!0n and now im not so sure how to get out. Btw i chose to do pr0s
$t!tut!0n because people are gonna t0uch me so I better just start getting money off of it. But now I think I wanna stop but im not so sure how. Can someone please help me? Im so lost I dont know what to do.

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ትላንት ያደርኩት ለወራት በማህበራዊ ሚዲያ የተዋወኳት ልጅ ቤት ነበር ። ከትላንት በፊት ለ 2 ቢበዛ ለ 3 ቀናት ተገናኝተን ተቃቅፈን ተሳስመን ለስሜት እንደተሸነፍን ተማምነን ፋይል ዘግተን ለወራት ተራርቀን ነበር ። ነገር ግን ከ 3 ቀናት በፊት ቴክስት አረገች “ከከተማ እንዉጣ ብቻዬን ከምሄድ” አለች ፤ የወንድ ልጅ ፈተና እዚጋ ዳግም ጀመረ ስሜቴ ማንም ተዉ ባይ አጣ ፤ በሰዉ ሀገር ብቸኝነት ያንገላታት ነፍሴ መፈለግን የቀመሰች ያህል ተንቀለቀለች ጊዜያዊ ማምለጫም አገኘች። እኔ እንቢ ብልም ነፍሴ ስሜቴን ሸዉዳ መንገድ አስጀመረችኝ ፤ ምንም አልተፈጠረም እቅፍ አርጋ አንገቴን ከመሳም ጆሮዎቼን በከንፈሮቿ እርጥበት በምላሷ እርዝመት በማባለግ በቀር ። የሚገርመኝ ነገር ግን ሰዉነቷ ሁሉን ነገር እየፈለገ በመሀል ጣል እምታረጋቸው ጥያቄዎች ከስሜት አውጥተው ፍርድ ቤት ይገትሩኛል ።

ዳኛ ፡ "ተከሳሽ ፍርዱን ይቃወማሉ?"

መለስኩ እኔ ፡ አዎ የተከበሩ ከሳሽ እራሳቸው ናቸው መከሰስ እሚገባቸው እንዴት ሰው ከሞቀ አንገት ፣ ከጋለ እስትንፋስ እና ከረጃጅም ጥፍሮች ቡጥጫ ባንዴ ፍርድ ቤት ይቀርባል? ይሄ ራሱ ራሱን የቻለ ወንጀል ነው።

ዳኛው ዞሩ ፡ "ከሳሽእስ ክስዎት ላይ የሚጨምሩት ነገር አለዎት?" ብለው ሳይጨርሱ "አዎ አዎ ብላ ዘው አለች" ዘው ማለት ልማድዋ አይደል ሰውን ማቋረጥ ።

ዳኛው እዚጋ ሳይገባቸው አልቀረም ባንዴ ፊታቸው ተቀየረ ማን ጥፋተኛ እንደሆነ ለመወሰን መዝገቡን እንደገና መረመሩ። ገፅ 11 4 መስመር 18 : አነበቡ ከከሳሽ ለተከሳሽ የቀረበ ጥያቄ “እኔ እና አንተ ግን ምንድን ነን ? “
ደረቴን ነፍቼ ሀጥያተኞች አዋ ሀጥያተኞች በፍቅር ሳይሆን በዉበት ተማርከን በለሱን የቀጠፍን በማለት መለስኩ ። ከራሴ ጋ ግን እንዲ እያልኩ ነበር “ቆይ ይቺ ሴት 30 አላለፋት ምን እሚሉት የማንነት ጥያቄ ነዉ ? አርፋ አትባልግም? ባልጐ ማባለግ በልቶ ማስበላት የተፈጥሮ ባህሪዋ አይደል ? እያልኩ “ ሌላ መዝገብ ከራሴ ከፈትኩ።

ቀጠሉ ዳኛዉ ፡ ገፅ 6 መስመር 18 “እኔ ወይስ ሰዉነቴ የማረከህ? “

በየትኛዉ ማንነቴ መመለስ እንዳለብኝ ድንግዝግዙ ጠፋኝ ስሜቴ ገላዋ ጣፍቶታል ፣ ልቤ ከብቸኝነት እስር ቤት የሚያስፈታ ጊዜያዊ ዋስ ያገኘች መስሏት እሷም ተይዛለች ። ነፍሴ ግን ባዶነትን ታስተጋባለች ፣ የእግዜርን ህግ መጣስን ሳይሆን እሱን መዉደድ አለመቻሏ ይበልጥ ያማታል ። ፈሪ ከቅጣት ፍራቻ ለህግ ይገዛል እግዜርን የወደደዉ ግን ፍቅር ራሱ ህጉ ይሆናል ፤ ስለዚህ እኔ ፈሪ ነኝ ፍቅር ህግጋቴ እስኪሆን መልስ መስጠት ያቃተኝ ……..

ለማንኛዉም ወደትላንት ልመልሳችሁ እና የተፈጠረዉን ልንገራቹ …..

“ቤት እኮ ብቻዬን ነኝ……” ቴክት አረገች


ይቀጥላል………….

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