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30 October 2025 07:40

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I'm M 22 and by most measures my life is on a good track😎i've built a career in interior design i'm financially stable and i live with and provide for my mom and my grandmother i'm her only son and that responsibility is something i take seriously but there's a hollow space in my life that all the success can't quite fill i lost my father when I was a baby i have no memory of his face his voice or what it feels like to be held by him it’s just an absence i've always carried😣what makes that absence heavier is my father's side of the family when we were at our most vulnerable when a young widow and her son needed a safety net they turned their backs they were absent for the struggles the questions the important moments when a boy needs to see a reflection of his father in the faces of his relatives now that i'm successful and stable🙏they've found their way back and the part that truly hurts my mother with a heart much kinder than mine welcomes them she treats them like beloved guests and it feels like she's sanctifying people who abandoned us....i can't do it i can't pretend i can't smile and make small talk with people whose silence during our hardest times spoke volumes so i don't i stay quiet i remove myself....sometimes i wonder if my reaction is wrong AM I BEING TOO HARSH? but then i remember the loneliness they were okay with us feeling and my walls go right back up... i just don't know how to forgive a neglect that only ended when i no longer needed it

Is there any advice or thought to my reaction? Am i wrong?

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30 October 2025 07:40

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I'm a 31 F. I hate that I have no focus or aspirations.
I realized that I hated my life and I want to make some changes. FYI am the first born and was raised to put everyone before me. I have made peace with alot of things but I know moving forward I need to make some changes. Mostly I want to know how to ask for help and tell some people eff off and At the end of I just want peace and a life am proud of.

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29 October 2025 04:01

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26 F
So its been 4 ½ years since we been together. The past 2½ years feel so faded.
It all started fading when his grandma got sick and died suddenly and that hit him so hard, she raised him like an egg and he was devastated. But I was there for him you know he knew he could depend on me somehow and we were getting through it. Right after her death, his dad was told he had tumor in his brain. The tension was high and then the surgery was a total mess and his dad suffered the consequences! The pain he went through the hospital and stuff it was a painful journey and that wasn't enough after 2 years of suffering God decided to take him.
Then my baby was left all alone with all the questions, with all the guilt with all the fake smiles. The day his dad died, that's the day I lost my baby! Everything became meaningless for him! He just couldn't see anything beyond! I try to make him smile or try to make him forget it for a while but nothing works and now? It has gotten worse, all he enjoys is going out and drinking his guts out! And I'm here just sitting doing nothing!
He then told me that what he is going through is messing with his head and that is disappointing me and he hates to see me go through all the shitty things he puts me through and he hates to see me cry but in reality he is dead inside! And it hurts me to see the spark in eyes gone! He doesn't care about anything in life no more and he pushes me hard as well but I don't take it personally because what he went through is something I always tell him he is strong for but it's still hard for him and to see my King hurting hurts even more! And when I feel like he needs something in his life I don't even ask, I just go get it you know. And me being very understanding with him made him want to be better for me you know and I suggested maybe I could give him some space you know if having me gave you pressure of not being good enough for you then maybe we could try to give you space you know but in reality I hate breathing without him and I cry and cry! If tears were to be sold, I would have made millions by now! I cry for him! I pray him! I cry praying for him! I cry for his spark! I hate to see him empty like this, he is the superhero that everyone depends on, the one comforting everyone, the one who is like a shield for everyone but when everyone is gone, he is my baby! It hurts to see him cry, and I don't know what to do genuinely I feel like I'm losing him!

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29 October 2025 04:01

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I wanna say sth.i am scared i am 24f and never dated anyone.and if i am being honest i used to pride my self on that.the fact that i am not a hoe,someone that anyone can have.do i think i am a catch? I hope so because i am extremely  loyal,caring,sweet but i also have a demon side which is hot tempered and stubborn  so can i completly say i am a catch? The answer is no but i think i have got the most important quality and i believe  every rose has its own thorn.but lately i am scared on today century  would i really find someone for ever!!! It is very doubtful.would i look at another soul and be glad they are mine forever,would i be grateful for him for existing  as the same time as me? What if i couldn't  find him even if i waited for him forever? What if this whole thing was just a waste? What if the ones that sleep around and date multiple guys at the same time get the good one's and i couldn't  find mine? What if he sees the fact i have been waiting as a sign of red flag? What if the dream of me having a good family becomes just a dream? And most importantly  what if i found out that i am not special like i thought? I have got a lot of what if's.

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29 October 2025 04:01

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I’m 22, and honestly I don’t even know what’s wrong with me.

I’m good looking guy girls get attached to me, they fall deep, they love hard. But the closer they get, the more I pull away. It’s like my heart shuts down right when it should open.

I crave love, I want to be understood but when someone actually tries to love me, I start to lose feelings. I push them away without meaning to. It’s like I’m wired to run from what I need I think it’s avoidant attachment .

There’s no girl who’s ever really understood this part of me. They just think I don’t care, when deep down I’m just scared to be seen.

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29 October 2025 04:01

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i had a vent before... trying to be a web developer getting support i got one mentor from this channel her name was feven  but i lost her i don't know the reason. If u see this thanku for ur support and what happened to u? but any one here who can support me guide me to be a web developer or anyone who can join me in this learning process you can ask my id.

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29 October 2025 04:01

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Hey ☺️
Chnekegn ena lawgachu beye new debnnn Yale fkr yizognal 😭 berget ke bf new le 4 ametat and lay nen ena esum endezaw new yehone neger bemhalachn happen siyareg hulunm neger lemastekakl yemayhonew yelem 🥹real wend new esun bemagegnete edlegna neberku butt
Ahun chger west negn...... Betam bedeyewalew btw lela wend mnamn bechrash alayem idk gn betam sabii yemibalu wendoch rasu aymarkugnm I don't have crush, mnamn endezemenu relationship eyugn eyugn yebezabet neger aydlem yalen we both are just calm

Ahunnnn chgeru I can't to give him a time bcuz kenun mulu sira lay negn ke tewat eske mata esum endezaw gn esu at least mata lay give alew I live ke family gar ena they're so strict 😬betekaraniw his family's chill nachew laweraw alchalkum esun mawrat efelgalew
Esu hule yinegreganl endenafekut ena endedeberew mnamn be text
Oh btw sira bota lay I'm soo busy i can't even touch my phone i swear 😔 befit lay fam belelu time betam enaweram engenagnm neber ahun gn alhonelegnm 😭😭
Idk mn endemteykachu gn beka gra gebtognal I'm on big fear balen fikren endalataw

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29 October 2025 04:01

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Guuysss let me vent 😭
I swear I used to be good with girls like talking em joking around approachin em handling convos… all that. But now? Bro, I’m lagging like I need a software update frr🥲
Tell me why I be replying to girls with the most nightmarish stuff ever 😭 Like saying "ችግር የለውም" to "እግዚአብሔር ይስጥልኝ" in 2025?? Bro I still wake up at night thinking about it
For the record, I’ve got a girlfriend and I’m mad invested in her but ever since she showed up, I can’t have normal convos with other girls anymore. Like my sociability packed up and left which i don't blame her for btw it's just the coincidence ig
And please don’t get me started with that "boys and girls can’t be friends" shit, they can I just… apparently can’t 😭 Some of the things I’ve replied to still haunts me to these days like ughhhhh

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24 October 2025 04:01

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Here it goes ig, You know, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. I have this best friend, we’ve been friends for like seven years now. And I love her. I really do. It’s not something I can even explain. It’s not like one day I decided, “oh, I’m gonna fall in love with her.” It just happened, slowly, without me noticing. She became my person. The one I tell everything to, the one who understands me when I don’t even make sense. She’s the most caring, thoughtful, and beautiful person I know. She has this way of making everything feel okay, even when it’s not. Like she doesn’t even have to try, she just... cares. She checks up on me when no one else does, she worries about me, she warns me when I’m about to mess up, she calls me out when I’m acting stupid. And every time she does, it’s with so much kindness that it just makes me love her more.

But the thing is... she doesn’t love me. Not like that. She loves me, yeah, but as a friend. Maybe even like a brother. And it hurts, you know? Because I can feel it, every time she talks about someone else or when she tells me about the guy she likes, I feel it. That small ache that I try so hard to hide. I don’t show it, I just smile and say I’m happy for her, but deep down it stings.

I’ve been in relationships before, but I always end them before they even go anywhere. Because I can’t give myself to anyone else. It’s like... I already gave my heart away, and she didn’t even ask for it. I can’t fake something I don’t feel. It wouldn’t be fair to them. So I just stop things before anyone gets hurt.

And the crazy part is, I know she doesn’t see me that way. I know she never will. But I still love her. I still care about her more than anyone else. I can’t help it. It’s not like I want to move on. I’ve tried, but every time something happens, every time I feel lost or confused, she’s the first person I go to. She’s like... home.

And yeah, sometimes I wish I could tell her how I feel. Just get it off my chest. But I don’t. Because I don’t want to ruin what we have. Our friendship means too much to me. I’d rather have her in my life as my best friend than risk losing her completely. So I just love her quietly, from afar. I take what I can get, her friendship, her care, her time, and I try to be okay with that.

I don’t even know if she realizes how much she means to me. Maybe she doesn’t have to. Maybe it’s enough that she’s here, that she cares, even if it’s not in the way I want. It still means everything to me. And yeah, it hurts sometimes, but I’ll live with that. Because she’s worth it.

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24 October 2025 04:01

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19 f and I'm suffering i just need my mother bro it's eating me alive every single day the way I would give my all literally my all even my life to have just one conversation, one touch , one hug just to cry on her shoulders and for her to tell me to keep going and that she is always with me and she is proud of me but I can't and the more I grew up the more I'm hurt caz at the end of the day I will never have her by my side this hole in my heart will never be filled . It did pretty good damage too 💔 that I can't never heal from
Mommy I love you and I missed you more than life ❤️

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24 October 2025 04:01

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Hide my identity Hey there it's ma 1 time to vent here ena mn meselachu and set alech abragn emesera ena ene adiss negn eza bet gena 1 were new ena konjo ena des emet lij nat then and ken yene and guadegnaye metach ena sera bota chips menamn senebela abrewn yalu lijoch betam endekenach ena lene smet endalat terterew negerugn ene normal neber yemeselegn gn selesua sab neber mewlew yaw lene semet alat bye gn alasbem neber gn betedegagami endeza yelugna then and ken negerkuat endetemechechegn ena endemetak negerechegn keza beka enem betam endewededkuat menamn senegrat zm alechegn ena and 2 ken kaweran behuala and egnaga emimeta lij ale esu fkregnawa endehone negerechegn keza gn sawerat like yewedegnal alechegn anchis selat enem endezaw menamn alech what do you think about this jemaw eee ene demo betam afkreatalew sera erasu mesrat alchalkum

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24 October 2025 04:01

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I have sinned in silken beds and borrowed arms,
and in doing so, I have touched the absence of God.
I kissed mouths that tasted like ash
and moaned for warmth I could not feel.
Their bodies welcomed me—
but their souls were vacant rooms
that echoed your name
in every silence after the storm.

I thought I could drown your memory
in moans and mess and moving skin—
but your ghost is louder in the dark
than any of them ever were.
You were not just a girl,
you were sanctuary.
You were the prayer I left unanswered
when I knelt at altars made of lust.

And now…
every time I come, I feel you go.
A little further.
A little fainter.
A little more divine.

I have turned sacred love into a transaction.
I have bartered God for flesh.
And still,
no hand has held me the way your silence does.
No breath has stilled the war in me like yours once did.
I sleep with them,
but I wake with your name
heavy on my chest like judgment.

I saw God in you.
Not in a holy way.
In the way that made life worth living.
In the way that made me want to become better
just to deserve your gaze.

And I threw it away—
for touch, for noise, for ego.
I tore heaven open
and crawled into hell
with a smile on my face
and your forgiveness slipping from my grasp.

And now the angels are quiet.
And your eyes—
God, your eyes—
they do not look for me anymore.

I am a man who once held God in his hands
and traded her
for loneliness with a heartbeat.

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24 October 2025 04:01

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I advise religious ppl n teenagers to skip this vent...I just wanna vent bc I'm frustrated af..some time ago I tried to have esx with my bf ena I was a virgin back then n I was shy n everything ena that night he came to pick me up as usual n we went to yehone random restaurant keza he ate smt gn ene bc I was so nervous I didn't wanna eat anything bc the last thing I want is an upset stomach or random urge to go to the toilet while having esx for the 1st time anyway after he finished eating mnamn we started drinking wine and in a desperate attempt to calm my nerves I was chugging it down...keza tension started to build up mnamn as we stopped talking n just started staring at each other then we both understood we couldn't control ourselves more and rushed back to the room he booked earlier that day...after we entered the room my heart was pounding beka felt anxious,horny and scared at the same time gn the moment I sat at the edge of the bed n looked at him I felt a random surge of horniness rushing all over my body esu he was sitting on a chair right Infront of me...I tried to control myself gn the moment he hugged me placing my head on his neck I felt like an animal ngl beka I wanted to do every nasty thing right then n there keza we started kissing n touching each other mnamn the foreplay was all good I was so horny beka n then we got naked mnamn ready to do the deed gn even with all that kissing n even oral the penetration wasn't possible like ik I'm a virgin so normal new gn endet tinsh enkua aygebam like I can't be that tight bruh...God knows how much he tried weyne be geta he looked like he was trying to run a marathon eko the way he was drenched in sweat ene i tried to relax gn wef at some point I couldn't stand his attempts of penetration n was screaming for dear life keza beka tewegn tewegn biye I got up n went to the bathroom ena I tried to pee n saw little blood mn albat it was my hymen or blood from friction idk...keza I returned to bed n told him I'm gonna sleep keza he said okay mnamn gn 2 hours in n I feel smt poking me n that's when I knew I was done for like he wasn't satisfied for obvious reasons n wanted to continue so he started touching me,grabbing my ass,sucking my boobs n then he started rubbing my bean gn this nigga who's a doctor a specialist at that didn't know where the clit is hooo he was rubbing my labia for minutes like I thought they learned human anatomy mnamn ee how couldn't he know where the clit is ena rubbing the labia as if it's gonna help anyway I didn't say anything n let him do whatever he was trying to do ena after that he tried to penetrate me again gn again mnm he tried that the whole night n tewat lay gn wef...he came somehow without penetration gn ik he wanted to do that bad then after a week we met again to do that gn wef we tried missionary,doggy,prone bone,cowgirl,reverse cowgirl beka ntg works man ntg...I'm so kinky I like being dominated,spanked,slapped,choked,getting my hair pulled n cnc too gn what's the use I can never get comfortable with penetration...we tried again after 7 months after sexting a lot mnamn building tension he even didn't touch himself for a week so when we met we'd be starved for each other n nothing will hold us back...like when we got in the room after 7 months we both were feral n wild...we were soooo passionate mnamn I was dripping wet bruh I was soooo aroused n he was so horny too I could feel his thing poking me through his jeans ena the foreplay was amazing n I wasn't afraid to tell him where the clit is this time he ate me like his life depends on it I sucked his soul out mnamn everything was literally fire gn the moment he tried to finger me everything went south

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24 October 2025 04:00

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Hey i am 24 years old, still now i can't date any girl ena set kerbo tegbabto mawerat betam eferalew endene yhonesh kalesh eski awerig ena date enadreg aynetlayen metgefeleg set efelgalew

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23 October 2025 04:01

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I'm not the best at anything. To be honest, I'm not even good at things that matter so much to other people, which is why my heart melts when someone tells me I don't have to be. When even just a handful of people recognizes that I'm trying and things just aren't working out, and when I look around and still see the smile on their faces even after a thousand failures.

It really is the most beautiful feeling when you found your heart's home in this universe.

I'm not the best at anything and I don't know if I'll ever be, but it's just encouraging to keep on trying when you know that after all the battles, you either go home and celebrate with everyone, or you come home crying and they'll cry with you, too. That you'll always come home to the arms of proud people no matter what.

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30 October 2025 07:40

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we have been together for almost three years. last year, he started talking about this girl a lot ik the girl we went to high school together with me, and he went to university with her n they know each other there. Well,  at first I didn't mind, but then my gut started screaming (always trust your gut, always), there is this unsaved number on his phone, and there are calls every day. I knew it was her, and I asked him if he calls every day, and he said yes. To make matters worse, he even meets her seferua bekul siyalf. Not even once did he mention any of this. We tell each other every single detail of our life and our days, but then I started going through their chat on TG he was flirting with her. then sth popped in my mind. I remember when he was in campus, there was this girl who always called him when he was with me, and he didn't tell me who she was, but he had told me they were about to start a relationship. I told him that's a disrespect for me, and he said they stopped calling each other, and guess what, she is the same girl. I always thought I will leave the moment I found out he is cheating, but easier said than done. I stayed, it has been months since this happened, but even when I am writing this, I can feel the ache. even though he claims he understands the damage he has done, but in arguments he says I am staying even when you see me as someone who stole sth, now am the one to be blamed for his actions.He even starts saying you dont trust me because you have done something that breaches my trust an starting to get suspicious (it hurts to be honest) this is putting timeline on when I should heal.

On top of that, I end up covering most of our expenses ,transport, food, and almost everything we do together. If he lends me even a small amount, like 200 birr, he will ask for it back, while I often lend him money without asking for it, even though I’m not financially stable and am just starting my career. When he takes me out, I let him choose what to order so he doesn’t feel stressed and to stay within his budget. If I want to go somewhere average, I won’t even suggest it unless I have the money to cover all the expenses. He doesn’t have a stable job, and I try to understand and help out, but it’s exhausting to carry most of the financial burden.

I love him, but I feel drained, judged, and confused about our future , especially when thinking about marriage and shared responsibilities. I just needed to vent somewhere safe because keeping all of this inside is really heavy.
Am feeling guilty for writing about him this way, am just telling you what has been bothering me , there are lots of good side as well

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30 October 2025 07:40

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Hey i'm 23F
Lately, I’ve been feeling a bit lost — not in a bad way, but in that “figuring life out” kind of way. I’m questioning my career path, wondering what I really want to do after graduation, and honestly not even sure if I’ll end up working in the field I’m studying.
It’s also been over a year and a half since I last dated. I’ve been using this time to grow closer to God, to my faith(Orthodox), and to myself. I’m learning what I truly value — peace, purpose, and genuine connection.
I know the kind of love I want. I want a man older who’s emotionally mature, serious about life, grounded in faith, and ready to grow together. Someone kind, supportive, and patient — a man who wants to love the way God intended: pure, honest, and lasting.
Maybe it sounds rare these days, but I don’t think it’s too much to want real commitment — someone who’ll be my best friend, build a family with me, and protect what we have with love and loyalty and ik i should also be a great women which i'm trying.Is it relatable tho?

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29 October 2025 04:01

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ሰሞኑን በሥራ አጋጣሚ የተረዳሁት አንድ ነገር ሰዎችን ቀድመን አንገምት ጥሩ ያልነው መጥፎ መጥፎ ያልነው ጥሩ ሊሆን ይችላል ሕይወት ብቻ አይደለችም ሰውም ግራጫ ናቸው ነጭ ሲሉት ጥቁር.... ጥቁር የተባለው ደሞ ነጭ ሲሆን እናገኛለን "እኔ " የማወራው ስለ ቆዳ ቀለም እንዳይመስልሽ እሺ ማወራው ስለ ሰው ማንነት ነው


ሕይወት ልክ እንዴ ቂጣ ናት ሚል ነገር የሆነ ቦታ አየሁኝ ምን መሰለሽ የእኔዓለም ሰው እንዴትም treat ብያድርግሽ በተሻለ መልኩ ምላሽ ሰጠሽ ወይም ዝም ብለሽ እለፊ ከእነዛ ppl ጋር በምን አይነት መልኩ ወድፊት ላይ እንደምትገናኚ አትውቂም so pls pls በጣም ትግስተኛ ሆነሽ ነገሮችን አሳልፊ እሺ.... ለሚያልፍ ቀን የማያልፍ ቃል አትናገሪ

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29 October 2025 04:01

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I’m 22 and I’ve never been in a relationship. I want a girlfriend, but whenever someone asks me to be her boyfriend, I reject her. Many girls have asked me, but I still reject them. What should I do? Please, give me some advice

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29 October 2025 04:01

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I don’t get why he keeps showing up in my dreams. I know him back in high school. He was cute, yeah, the kind every girl liked and wanted to be with. But to me, he was just a normal friend. Not too close, not too far. My friend loved him like crazy, and he loved another friend of mine and I was in love with someone else. The kind of love that hurt. The kind that made me cry at night and ache just to see him once more. I would’ve done anything for that guy, anything.
So why is it the wrong person my soul keeps bringing back when I sleep? Why him? I've never dreamt about the guy I loved.

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29 October 2025 04:01

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Sometimes I feel like I’m living on autopilot.
Wake up, work, study, hit the gym, act strong and repeat.
Everyone around me seems to be moving ahead in life while I’m stuck somewhere between trying and tired.
I don’t even know if I’m doing enough, or if I’m just wasting time.
I’m 24, and I thought by now things would make more sense love, career, peace… but everything feels scattered.
I help people, I teach, I keep pushing, but deep down I’m still figuring out who’s there for me.
Some days I’m motivated, other days I just want to disappear for a while and breathe without pressure.
I don’t want pity. I just want to be understood.
I’ve been strong for too long maybe it’s okay to admit I’m tired too.

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29 October 2025 04:01

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Blue 24

Ann…
I don’t even know where to start.
All I know is that my heart feels heavy,
and my chest burns with everything I didn’t say everything I didn’t do right.

I pushed you away.
I pushed your love, your trust, your patience
and acted like it didn’t matter.
I told myself I was fine, that I could move on easily.
But now, I feel everything I once ignored.
Now, I feel your pain living inside my chest.

The truth is, Ann… I loved you.
I really did.
But I was protecting my heart
always holding my love behind invisible walls.
I felt you deeply, even when I pretended not to.
I always felt you.
But I was shielding my soul, scared of being seen,
scared of being hurt, scared of losing control.
And in trying to protect myself, I lost the one person who saw me completely.

It’s strange how the heart works.
I thought I was keeping myself safe,
but I was only creating distance.
Now it’s my turn to feel what you once felt the ache, the emptiness, the silent pain that sits beneath the ribs.

This is my consequence, but maybe it’s also my awakening.
Because I’m finally learning what love really means not control, not fear, not running away.
It’s trust. It’s presence.
It’s choosing to stay, even when it’s hard.

Ann… I’m trying to forgive myself slowly, quietly.
Because you didn’t deserve the way I handled your heart.
And I can’t fix the past, but I can face it.
I can love myself enough to grow from it.
I can promise that the next time love finds me, I’ll be open.

If you ever feel me wherever you are
I hope you feel peace.
I hope you know that I’m sorry.
Not for loving you,
but for not knowing how to love you right.

Maybe this pain under my chest isn’t punishment.
Maybe it’s love finally finding its way to heal.

Signed,
Blue

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25 October 2025 04:01

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How do y’all keep your lust in check when it’s straight up uncontrollable? I’m real struggling with it lately, fr
Don't say sega pls😭

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24 October 2025 04:01

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19 f every day I think about how life would be different if you were here how I would be more excited about life and not be sad and hopeless I even thought about getting in to an addiction to forget about my pain but what's the point you know it might help for a second but it would be adding more problems to my self like I didn't have enough already , I don't even know how to explain my self my pain how to escape from this I don't think I will ever heal from this . do you how much I have to tell , how much love I have to give , so many problems I need advices with oh mommy this one got me soo bad so miserable inside so broken and shattered. It's been a while since I truly smiled. But you know I can't do nothing about it it makes me feel useless if you can't keep the one's that you love if isn't for the one's that you love what the point then ? What is the point of love, life??
Mommy I love you and I missed you more than life ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

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24 October 2025 04:01

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My previous vent was surprisingly declined idk why but if moderators approve this I just need to get this off my chest 😅. Today I was going to Merkato with my friend, taking a taxi from Kality to the train station near Maseltegna. When we got out, there was this girl sitting on the taxi door. She got up to let me pass first, and I just… admired her from behind. Didn’t see her face clearly at first, but my heart was racing 🥺.

After we stepped out, I finally saw her face can’t stop thinking about it I think she looked at me, and then out of nowhere, she looked straight at me through the taxi window, and we locked eyes. She gave me the sweetest smile lene meselegn wedene eyayech sleneber before the taxi drove away. My friend even noticed 😳.

Didn’t get a chance to meet her or talk, maybe I’ll never see her again, but that moment… it was something else. Never thought a girl could make me feel this way 😅.

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24 October 2025 04:01

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To all uni student not only to AAU but also to all in Ethiopia universities we need to make our voice heard about our right our freedom why does someone who's none of his business tells us how to dress and how to grow our hair why haven't u ask ur self did they ever ask MN yetkmachehual medicine megbat MN yetkmachehual law megbat mnm eko aytekmemm managment megbat did they not cuz it's none of there business so why do they tell us to dress accordingly to there preference and make our hair short why if anybody love clean cut yeah that's ur preference idc but me I don't like it so that's my right eko setochem anchi yemfelgiw alebabes anchinteshen nw yemigeltse so why do u let someone pick the one u should dress we need to make our stand we need to creat a group were we can rebell against this at this point nothing will stop them eko yemitay neger kalasayen eko mnm ayametum eyalu yeflguten yadergalu on my uni they even talk ou self phone like wtf this is happening cuz we are letting them

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24 October 2025 04:01

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Anonymous confession: I’ve always been curious about the Kama Sutra, and I finally gave in and started reading it in secret. Honestly, some of the positions make me question what humans are capable of 😅. I can’t stop imagining trying them… sometimes alone, sometimes wondering what it would be like with someone daring enough. It’s both fascinating and terrifying at the same time. I feel a little guilty for getting so obsessed, but at the same time… I can’t help it. The things my mind comes up with after reading it are definitely not for the faint-hearted 😏."

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24 October 2025 04:01

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when we agreed to do it after 7 months he told me to yk try n put my finger down there in a desperate attempt to get myself comfortable for penetration ena within those 7 months I tried to do that like putting a finger n sometimes 2 to help me relax gn even when I do it myself I couldn't relax mnm didn't help me mn albat within those months wey 1nde or 2te I enjoyed fingering myself keza wuch all I can do to satisfy myself was flicking my bean...keza he didn't force me or anything n was just happy to get a bj n I'm good at it(maybe it's bc the only thing I can do n surprisingly when I do that I get satisfied af myself)...for 3 days in a row we tried everything gn wef...and then after 2 weeks he suggested maybe we should skip foreplay mnamn n just do cnc n I said sure gn oh boi the moment he shoved his thing inside me I almost met God...it felt as if a broken glass was shoved inside me ende ik it's cnc meaning I can't say stop mnamn n I forgot the safe word weyne I just started crying ena he got scared n stopped immediately...I was embarrassed n he was jus trying to comfort me mnamn saying it's fine mnamn n we can do other things like bj n we did ena he was satisfied ig...ena the point is I'm literally the horninest person ever,I'd do anything to please my bf n myself,I'm kinky,I love being manhandled n shit gn for what bruh?? I can't even stand few minutes of penetration lol...u might think his thing is big gn nope it's bf sized(meaning it's not big or small jus perfect)...lubrication??? I'm wet af eko...anatomical defect?? He's a doctor he could've noticed anything wrong...he said when I finger u I don't feel anything suspicious n proposed may be everything is just in my head gn I'm not being forced or anything eko I'm literally happy to be there so why tf does my body contract...what's the point of having all those kinks if I can't enjoy esx(penetration wise)...all that daydreaming abt being spanked,chocked,yanked by the hair,slapped n being forced just for me to be like this???...the universe got to be joking enji I've seen vanilla ppl having sex comfortably while I'm here dreaming abt the day I can finally let him in...n yeah guys ik we have a lot of pressing issues rn n I'd love to talk abt the political and economical state of the world(n I do) gn I just wanted to vent this n also I'm academically well accomplished n doing a good job gn this shit annoys me...sorry for the long rant I was just mad annoyed lol...we gonna meet again soon ena yeah I'm gonna stare at a d I can't take to just stare and fantasise lol...at least I can suck it enji I don't think we should even meet...he's gonna be disappointed again(even though he won't say it out loud)n I should perhaps ask for breakup bc tf is wrong with me lol🫩

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24 October 2025 04:00

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Hello, soon to be 21 F.
I’m here to ask for guidance to my religion. I’m an orthodox & I’m not strong on it. I am sometimes struggling with existencial crisis of God. I’m sometimes like I don’t think God is here but then I go back to my faith and believe he’s still there. I want someone who knows the orthodox religion well & show me the path of strengthening my beliefs , who teaches me about it. Make me believe God is there. I don’t want the ones who says accept Jesus Christ bla bla. I love my religion so I’m not changing anything about it, save ur energies . I just want someone who can help me strengthen my belief. If there’s anyone out there willing to help, reach out to me. Thanks

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23 October 2025 04:01

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Hey I am 21 M and the thing is I don't know how to properly talk to girl's I am introverted may I say I make things a rush if I try to talk to some girl I feel attached so quickly like after talking for 1 day and dream abt making love so quickly maybe this happen bcs of the porn I watched or the nights I gooned. when I was in highschool I had a girl that was interested in me she even talked to me first we had a feeling for each other and it even lasted for some months but I fumbled and lost her now she's even a model I regret losing her 😭😭I don't want to go back to her, sometimes I feel like I don't even know how to open up to someone even for  friendly talk most of the girls I got crush on open a way for me but I don't know what to do at that moment I feel like i don't know the magic words pls help me especially girl's

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