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I was in a relationship where I gave everything I had. I was loyal, I cared deeply, I showed up fully. I wasn’t playing games, I was serious abt it. And somehow, even with all that, it still drained me.

If I’m being honest… he wasn’t even what I truly wanted. Not my type at all. I like tall men, good-looking, someone who carries himself well, someone who’s actually smarter than me or at least challenges me mentally. I value intelligence a lot because I know what I bring. I’m academically smart, I think deeply, I have goals, I’m not just anyone. I’m the kind of person someone should be proud to have. And I ignored that standard for way too long.

I stayed and tried to make it work anyway. I thought effort could fill in the gaps. It didn’t.

I’m not even bitter abt it. I learned, I left, and I kept moving. That part of me is solid.

But now I’m stuck in this weird in-between space.

One side of me wants to fully focus on myself. Build my life, level up, be independent, disciplined, that version of me that doesn’t need anyone. And I know I’m capable of that. I’ve always been that girl. But at the same time… it feels a little boring. Like life is missing some color.

Another side of me just wants to enjoy life. Go out, go on dates, be around energy, feel wanted, have fun without overthinking everything. But I don’t want anything toxic or empty. I don’t want to end up in something meaningless that drains me again.

And then there’s the part of me that wants to just wait. Be patient. Protect myself and only give my energy to the right person. Someone who actually meets me where I am, not someone I have to shrink or adjust for.

The confusing part is… I feel all of this at once.

Because right now, if I’m being real, I want to be spoiled. I want a man who takes care of me, who gives, who makes me feel soft and wanted without me stressing abt anything. I want that lovey-dovey energy, attention, consistency… but not in a toxic or confusing way. I don’t want some fwb situation or something half real. I want it to feel natural, easy, and genuine.

And I don’t even know if what I’m looking for fits into one path or if I’m asking for too much.

So now I’m just here trying to figure out which version of myself to follow… the one that builds, the one that enjoys, or the one that waits.

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I wore the jacket you borrowed from me to work today, it still smells like you. Somehow I keep missing you more everyday

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Hey guys, I’m not a bad person honestly but I have a type i prefer taller guys
I met this guy and we talked online for about 5 months Personality wise he’s perfect He’s caring, sweet, and mature We really got along well when he asked me to be his girlfriend I said yes that was so fast for me but I don’t think I fully thought it through at the time
I expected him to be at least a little taller than me maybe like 3 cm so when we met in person for the first time he was shorter than I expected I suddenly felt turned off I know physical attraction sometimes matters and even though his face is nice his body type didn’t attract me
So when I got home I told him I didn’t want to continue and I broke his heart now I feel really bad
What do you guys think?

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Hey I’m a 21 female I feel like I’m not where I want to be in life Ik many people feel this way but for me it’s a big problem
I see potential in myself but I have low self esteem I want to grow financially, spiritually, and academically I want to become well spoken, educated, knowledgeable person and I’ve tried, but I can’t change this cuz alwekm keyet endmjmer and I'm lazy for that and i hardly attend my classes meknyatum it’s very hard for me and i lost interest
Sometimes I find myself crying while studying because I don’t understand things mnm aygbagnm tolo eresalu
This thing affects my relationships I usually attract nerdy, smart people but I feel like I don’t deserve them I feel like I’m not at their level and I don’t have interesting things to talk about this keeps happening again and again and i want to change this but idk how!!!

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I’ve had a lot of “best friends” since I was little… but somehow it always ends the same.
we get close, then it breaks and honestly, those friendship breakups hurt more than anything else.even with guy friends, it’s not always real... sometimes it turns into something conditional or just feels off.I think I just want something genuine for once.a real best friend even if it’s online, I don’t mind. no weird energy, no games.yeah, it might sound random to say this out loud, but if you feel the same… maybe we can just talk and see where it goes.

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Uv temari nbrku 2nd yr lay iyalew i got 3 f then in second semester be academicall warning temarku then ahunim i got 1 course f meselgn so 3rd year 1,sem, altemrkum i think dissmisal new aydel?? Gin temlshe memar chilalew new wayis ebkachu badenb asrdugn ??

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I need people opinion from medical doctors or pharmacist who are in the professional world.
I will be soon graduating with pharmacy degree and the problem arises what path will I take after graduation. Studying medicine was my dream even after I grew up but due to multiple reasons even though I tried my best I couldn't get into medshool so I went to pharmschool. Now I heard there is an opportunity for me to join medshool after completing my pharmacy degree and I am eager to try that. Mind you I am 25 F and It will take me another 5 years to finish med school. But through the next 5 years I want to work using my degree, get stable , build my career , start a relationship and and get married and travel(possibly )but I don't think most of my desires are possible if I go to med school now. I feel like I am at the greatest dilemma of my life because based on the information I have , either I have to let go one or the other. So the question I have for pharmacists is should I just start working with my degree and establish my career and let go of medicine ? Will this profession satisfy me in the future? And for the doctors, should I spend another precious 5 years of my life to become a doctor and become both things ? Is it worth all the sacrifices I am willing to make to become a doctor? And also I would like to hear anyone experience related to this like people who were in the same confusion as I am and how you deal with it and how does the outcome looks like? I would greatly appreciate all your advices and opinions in advance. Thank you.

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Idk which part of my unhealed trauma is causing this. I start pushing them (men) away the moment time starts to pass, I say to myself ' ohh maybe I'm just bored' but nahh idts. Yk it's like a cycle meet, talk for a while, they show interest, I feel suffocated. then boom it will end just like that. Sometimes I think I should stay single for the rest of my life and half of me asks to love and be loved, to know how it feels like to be with someone with out feeling the urge to push them away or disappear all of a sudden even if it is just for once and maybe who knows once might be what it takes to end this.

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hey sewoch
am never been in relation ship am 21 .F . university student...and every one around me have something going in their life .....at least crush or some one to flirt with.even goes on date often
..........me .i didnt let any of this thing happen to me ..like i need the real love to find me .soi i dont want to waste my self and feeling ..on just temporary situationships ...so i avoid every man's conversion......and some time i question my self may be if am being very strict on my self..........in then what happen before few months some one approach me and ..i tried to be open ...i just wanted to see what will happpen ,,,,we manage to become good friends .we talk every day .and now idk am gettting confused ...i dont believe on idea of boys and girls being best freind ...............do u think guys ? .so ...am quesitioning where our friendship is heading ..like ..am not comfortable on staying on anonymous relations............actually i dint want to get in realtion too .........my idea is i dont want to invest my sef too much if things we are building ,our communication ,friendship someday didnt lead to some thing series like miarriage ,,,,,,,,,,,.................and lately am tried being in question every day ...so i ghosted him kemeret teneseche😁 hooooooooo.....yane nw mn yahl attached hogne endeber rasu yawekut... i think about him all the day ...and like sudden urge to talk text him back yefetatenegnal...so should i try to resist these feeeling or talk him again ...and be normal as before...................some advice pls.......actually we have been talking for almost 6 months .........and stilll he talks like sis or idk .what his intention.........actually idk what i want him to do tooo

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Any friends I can get here? I'm a guy, early 20's, learning, working and live alone in an apartment.

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bare with me and share your experiences!
earning a high salary, yet I find myself deeply unhappy. My workdays are defined by constant complaining and a heavy sense of dread that begins the moment I wake up. I feel trapped by guilt, fearing that leaving would be ungrateful to those who struggle for such an opportunity. However, the fear of the unknown and the risk of unemployment keep me anchored to a role that is causing me significant daily stress.
POV I work at a bank

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Today I've decided to move on without breaking up that means I won't care if what ur wearing is revealing, I won't care who u follow on social,I won't care if ur posts are inappropriate, I won't care if u keep talking to the guy that constantly hits on u,I won't care if u go out with ur friends knowing other men will come, I won't care if u repost other men or lust over them in front of me,I won't care if u post thirst traps and say it's not for attention starting from now on I will stop trying to turn u into someone I can marry and have a serious life with cuz I know one day we'll breakup and we'll be strangers so I should prepare myself for my future serious rnship just focus on myself and stuff go on and keep listening to ur friends let's see who has ur best interest in mind so if ur that man who thinks if ur in a rnship most of this stuff is a no no for smone who is dating to marry stop trying to change her there are plenty of women out there and trust me one day she'll move on and have a happy life with her type so should u

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Ok so this for all christian who believe in Christ especially all my ጴንጤ niggas and girls. Well I’ve been praying about my next year, and I’ve realized I need to come before God with a different kind of honesty one that doesn’t hide my struggles or pretend I’m okay. I’ve been overwhelmed by sin በእየሱስ ስም😑. I’ve sinned, repented, promised myself I’d change, and then failed again🤧. I’ve tried to fight what I know is wrong, but I keep discovering how weak I am , how easily I can lose ground spiritually. And I won’t call it anything else: it’s been immature, it’s been messy, and it’s been hard. But here’s what I know : my failure hasn’t canceled God’s calling on my life🤷‍♂. It’s calling me back. It’s pushing me toward repentance, toward the Word, toward real surrender.

This world is losing its balance. People are losing their purpose. The noise around us is constant temptation, distraction, and everything that pulls our hearts away from worship. Sin doesn’t only break rules; it distorts our identity( እቺን ያዙልኝ✍). It tells us to value what God never told us to value ....

pleasure over holiness,
comfort over obedience, momentary satisfaction over eternal truth.

.....And the more we drift without God, the harder it becomes to see clearly. We don’t just fall , we start losing spiritual sensitivity. We forget why we were created. We forget what love truly looks like. We forget that life is meant to be lived under God’s Word.

So this year, I’m choosing to return.😤

I want to seek God seriously, not casually, not only when I feel desperate. I want to start reading the Bible from complete scratch, Genesis to Revelation, like I’m beginning again. I don’t want surface-level Christianity🙄. I want depth. I want understanding. I want the Scriptures to become more than something I hear.I want them to shape my thoughts, my conscience, my decisions, and my life. And I want to go deeper than “just reading.” I want a commentary Bible journey where I can understand the meaning of the passages, the theological truth behind them, the cultural context so I don’t misunderstand, and answer real philosophical and spiritual questions grounded, thoughtful, and faith-building.

I also want to write hand notes brief and consistent so God’s Word becomes something I carry in my mind and heart, not something I simply scroll past.I’m starting with humility because I know I can’t fix myself through willpower alone. I need grace. I need the Holy Spirit to rebuild me from the inside out. I need repentance that is real, and discipline that is sustained.

So if anyone is serious about seeking God, growing in Scripture, and becoming steady in faith Genesis to Revelation then I’m inviting you to walk with me. Let’s learn. Let’s repent. Let’s stay accountable. Let’s grow together.I’m starting over with God. 
And I want to be God’s army. not because I’m fearless, but because I’m surrendered.

So all my Christian people reach me out and let's build a real faith 😇😊

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It is incredibly draining to be 27, feel like you’ve done the “work,” and still find yourself staring at a blank screen or sitting through another mediocre first date.
At 27, you’re in this weird limbo. You’re young enough that people tell you "you have so much time," but old enough to see your social circle thinning out as friends settle into serious long-term roles. It feels like everyone else got a manual on how to find "their person" while you’re out here just trying to figure out if a two-sentence bio is enough to prove you’re a functioning human being.
The dating app cycle is its own special kind of hell. It’s a part-time job that doesn't pay. You put in the effort, ask the thoughtful questions, and try to be the "good guy" who’s emotionally available—only to be met with ghosting, one-word answers, or the realization that the "spark" just isn't there for the hundredth time. It’s exhausting to keep introducing the same version of yourself to new people, hoping this time it sticks.
it’s valid to want to throw the whole phone out the window sometimes.
Are you feeling more burnt out by the apps themselves, or is it more about the lack of connection when you actually do meet people?

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No matter how old your parents are, remember, it's there first time living too. It's their first time being that age. Remember that

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Is it normal to not be in a relationship by 18? I'm turning 19 in two months, yet I have never been in a relationship once. I don't know if it's the fear of getting rejected; I tend to take the friendship route. Every time I start talking to someone, I talk to them like they're my friends. What should I do?

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Enemlew gn.setoch lemndenew tamagn wend abreyachu lehun blo siteyek yemeteteraterut neger gn lenante mnm keber yelelew wend gar setehonu nebsachun lemestet hula yematederaderut koy and wend endemiyagebash kenegeresh endemiyafekresh kenegeresh tamagnenetun ke were alfo be tegbar kasayesh lemndenew sele sex siyanesa esun ende balege yemetekotrut lesemetu becha yefelegachu yemetasmeselut koy new weyes ende lelawochu achberberen alga lay mewsed aleben koy lemn endezi endenehon taregunalacu setoch melesulegn eshi mawek efelegalew

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I'm 29M Lately I’ve been thinking about something and I just want to say it out loud.

I’m a calm, respectful guy, easy to get along with. But when it comes to women, I’m not that close or open. Maybe it’s because I’m more introverted, I don’t know. It’s not like I’m boring or don’t have personality, it just doesn’t come naturally to me. Sometimes I wonder if that’s normal or if it’s just me.

Another thing is, I have strong sexual feelings like any man, and honestly I wish I could meet someone who understands that and feels the same way. Not in a bad way, just in a real, mutual, honest way. At the same time, I’m trying to understand how to control myself better and stay balanced.

And one more thing I don’t fully understand — why is it that when men talk about sexual topics, many women get uncomfortable or even dislike it? Is it the way it’s said? The timing? Or is it just something people see as inappropriate?

I’m not complaining, just thinking and trying to understand myself and others better. If anyone relates or has a different perspective, I’d honestly like to hear it

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girls is it suppose to hurt like hell i did it for the first time and i bled like hell like every thing was covered in blood i wanted to get over with it and after 30 min we tried it again and i still bled and i could see his d when he did me on my stomach i dont knw any thing i just got married and we havent done it since am scared to do it he said it is okay when ever you are ready

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I gave this guy my phone number ik him from before but he doesn't i have seen him before from afar ena semonun we had a chat not that long and he took my phone number it has been like 4 days he still hasn't called is he playing hard to get or has he forgotten me orr am not enough orrr he just isn't into meeee even if he calls what do i do, do i play hard to get??? Or should i just not care am so confused😭😭🙏🏼

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Am M 26 I hv gf and she's 27 we're together almost 1 year I loved her so much I respect her and I cared for her, I don't want anything to happen to her, I gave her everything and she's virgin, she wants to marry by teklil I respect that even when she came to my house sometimes she stays like for weeks they know me her fam so I didn't even wants to touch her cos I don't want to shatter her dreams. The things she's acting weird lately after she found out that am 🇨🇦 citizen and I hide it the whole time that upset her i apologized so many times and when i told her i hide it cos i don't want to go back and wants live her. she's doing that I don't wants her to do like she's talking to her ex behind my back and she didn't wants me to meet her, talk to me, she's not picking her phone I don't know guys what to do am tired her shit.

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Hiwot astelachgn. Hiwot balege honechbgn. I hate myself. I did this to myself. I thought I was righteous. I am not. I f'd up my life. Me! I'm responsible. Wow! Bcha bzu new negeru. Idk!

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Mariyamen nafekegne it's hard to have mindful conversation with others. I don't wanna get back with you but i miss the moment we had together. Wtf do we have to fight. Wtf do we have to stop talking. You were the only one i share meaningful conversation with and here I'm being too serious for my age and people think I'm weird. I doubt i will ever find someone like you🥺
Can you just come back again, i promise i won't fall in love this time.

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Hey you guys endet alachu ye college temari negn ahun mn efelgalehu meselachu I have to be gobez temari wededkum telahum especially set slehonku ena beka wste gn not normal beka even fetena noro rasu alferam dro edenegt nbr betam ahun mnm aymeslegnm betam genius balhonm gn gobez neberku ahun lay beka betam dekmognal tmhrt yemibal ngr gn gdetaye slehone 1 lememar yemiyanekakagn ngr hulet dmo my god how you guys can understand accounting course especially the second one ewnet endet nw koy eshi yemigebachu ere help me out final 0 endalameta ewnet ene tesakekugn erdugn ewnet sayrefdbgn

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Okay M19 HERE...1 tyake lewendm le setm alegn ene bzu abro adeg set guadegnoch alugn backup mnamn aydelum real ende eht emayachew nachew we're almost family ena ene be relationship lay endet new problem lhon emchlew? Yerase life alegn emnaweraw be 2 or 3 month once new mnamn ena Andu flregna negn bay akumu blo segtual ye 13 amet friendship 🤦🏽‍♂️ why? Chgru mndnew?

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HI👨 Been a while since i vemted and I feel like I’m living in a world of temporary people.​I’m at that age where everyone says we should be having fun,but my version of fun isn't a revolving door of empty physical encounters. I find myself caught in this exhausting cycle: I have this intense drive for intimacy a physical obsession that I sometimes feel I can’t control yet the moment I give in to it, I realize I’m right back where I started. Alone.
​It’s a paradox. I’m craving deep connection, but I keep meeting people who treat sex like a handshake. I’m looking for someone who wants to build a life, talk about the future, and plant roots, but all I find are people who only want the right now.
​They want the heat, but they don't want the heart.
​I’m trying to learn how to break the cycle. I’m trying to figure out how to stop letting my physical impulses run my relationships before they even have a chance to turn into something real. I want to be normal.I want to be able to look at someone and see a partner for the next ten years, not just a distraction for the next ten minutes.
​It’s hard to stay serious about life when it feels like the rest of the world is just playing games. But I’m realizing that if I want a future, I have to stop settling for people who are only looking for an exit.

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I’ve asked a lot of things here, but you know what fascinates me? Almost everyone is talking about betrayal, exes, love—everything that revolves around relationships. What have we become? Why are we all so focused on love, even though we are still teenagers?

Our generation feels lost. What happened to talking about doing something meaningful for our country? About creativity, spirituality, and big goals? We are so blessed to be Ethiopians, yet we act like we’ve forgotten that. We need to fix our perspective.

Our generation is also becoming overly sexualized. We were raised to see virginity as something valuable, something meaningful within marriage. Now it feels like that sense of value is fading. It makes me wonder why we feel like we are facing so many problems—maybe we need to reflect more deeply.

Where are the people who seek out our ancestors’ hidden knowledge? Instead, many are focused only on physical desires, like nothing else matters.

Who is learning Ge’ez today? Almost no one, because we say we’re too lazy—yet we are eager to learn Spanish or Mandarin.

Who reads old Ethiopian books about medicine? No one, because we dismiss them as “not scientific.”

Who reads the Bible or the Quran nowadays? Very few, because we say we are too busy.

Who visits and explores different parts of Ethiopia? Few people, because many would rather travel abroad.

Who studies how many books our ancestors wrote? Hardly anyone, because we are too busy scrolling on TikTok.

Who truly helps others in the name of religion? Very few, because instead of compassion, we sometimes judge those who are different from us.

Many of us think we are smart and know everything, yet we may be emptier than a vacuum.

I miss the old “Mama Ethiopia.” I hope to see a more pure and grounded Ethiopia again. May God help us.

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Being single Man  with a high libido feels like being a "high-performance" machine stuck in a permanent school zone. You’ve got all this drive, all this intensity, and all this desire to connect, but you’re just... idling. It’s exhausting to constantly have to manage your own energy, to be the one always dialing yourself down so you don’t come off as "too much" or "only after one thing."
The worst part is the misunderstanding. If you vent about it, people think you’re just "horny" or "obsessed." They don’t get that for you, it’s a vital sign. It’s how you feel alive, how you express affection, and how you want to experience the world. When you’re single, that channel is just blocked. You end up redirecting it into the gym, into work, into hobbies, but at the end of the day, you’re still staring at the ceiling at 2 AM with enough leftover energy to power a small city.

It’s frustrating to have a heart and a body that’s ready to go 100 mph when the rest of the world seems stuck at a crawl. You’re just waiting for someone who won't ask you to slow down, but will instead ask you to keep up.
Does this feel like it captures that specific frustration of the "mismatch," or is there a different part of the experience you’re feeling most right now?

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Hey you all.
I’m 27. I was married for about a year and a half. We had a baby girl, but we lost her at 8 months due to a heart condition.
Not long after that, my wife asked for a divorce. No clear reason. I tried to understand, tried to stay positive, believed we could talk it out and fix things—but she had already checked out. She wanted it badly, and eventually, we divorced.
What came after is hard to explain. I felt betrayed. Everything I gave, everything I sacrificed—it suddenly meant nothing. When I asked her why, I got no real answer. Just distance, coldness, and disrespect.
Later, I heard she moved on with someone she thinks is better than me. Good for her.
I won’t lie—this broke me. I spent a year depressed, trying to make sense of it all.
Now here I am, listening to ሺ ቢባል, thinking about her… almost reaching out like nothing ever happened.
What a joke i am..

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I need to vent
Part 2:
I wish I knew how to stop loving you. I know you're waiting till I come back and apologize, like the last time but that was different, it was the time I realized that I was begging someone that didn't want to be with me. And you knew it bothered me that I had to apologize for something you did, you said "what's so bad about you making the first move?". The thing that was so bad about it is because I wanted you to fight for me, I was hoping you would so I could see that I wasn't being a fool thinking that you loved me coz it was me who broke her morals all along to make you stay and you didn't bother to apologize, even worse, you get mad when I bring it up because you know you did a bad thing.
And I remember the day your ex texted you while you were walking me back home, I saw the look on your face, I knew what it meant, you knew she'll be begging to get you back and you enjoyed it. That's the moment I knew there was no going back if I ever left. And I knew you expect me to come back and I'm venting here instead of trying. Hoping you'd see it but knowing that if you do see it you'll only be satisfied and glad that I didn't move on. But I'd rather let it out here for strangers to read than let it eat me alive. Unlike you, I'm not playing games I'm just choosing myself while still loving you. I just hope you remember the promises you made, I can only wish that you miss me and see me in everyone you're with and couldn't stop comparing them to me, I know it's stupid and I know you are with someone you think is better. But a girl can still wish couldn't she.
And dear stranger if you reached here after reading all that, thank you and try not to judge, we all know how hard it is to try to get out of your first love don't we?

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