Abditory🖤

06 Apr 2023 21:57

My brother on the notebook he got for his 20 something birthday wrote on the front page "ኡፍ!ማደግ ይጨንቃል".....I am always reminded of it.

Abditory🖤

06 Apr 2023 07:35

Literally the main thought in my brain for a long time.

Abditory🖤

02 Apr 2023 23:15

Respect your words and honor what you said. Stop polishing words....true vulnerability is much more appealing.

Abditory🖤

31 Mar 2023 22:40

Bits of peaceful before you sleep🖤

Abditory🖤

29 Mar 2023 21:51

Cannot emphasize this enough.

Abditory🖤

28 Mar 2023 15:54

Fills my soul🖤....the question is just🤌🏽🤌🏽🤌🏽

Abditory🖤

18 Mar 2023 20:21

09|07|15


“የትኛውንም አይነት ችግር ላለመጋፈጥ፥ የማልሆነው ነገር የለም። ጉልበት ባለኝ ጊዜ፥ እሮጣለሁ። በደከምኩ ጊዜ፥ ጥፍሬ ውስጥ እደበቃለሁ። ነገር ግን ደስ ብሎኝ አያውቅም። የሆነ ማነስ እንደተሰማኝ ነው። ቢሆንም አንዳንድ ቀን፥ እንደዛሬው ባለ ቀን፥ ድፍ..ር ብዬ! አንድ ሁለት ችግሮቼን ሳቃልል የሚሰማኝ ድል አድራጊነት፥ ወደር የለውም። ለመሸለል ይቃጣኛል። የማላውቀውን ዜማ፥ በፉጨት አተራምሰዋለሁ።” አላት።

“ዛሬ ምን አደረክ?” አለችው።

“ኦ... ዛሬ ልብስ አጠብኩ። አልጋዬን አነጠፍኩ!”

Abditory🖤

16 Mar 2023 23:19

So much of the beauty we forget to notice obsessing in the chaos of the world...

Abditory🖤

15 Mar 2023 09:03

Growing up in a defective household makes you bear a weight your entire life. It bends you in a way that each relationship you make is a witness of what happened. Each friend and lover is forced to exist in your trauma-tinged way of living.

It is a struggle to not know whether to go easy on your poor self or become angry that you just cannot be like others.

Do you also feel this loneliness? Is it hard? Do you also feel as if you don't belong-----anywhere?
Are you the black sheep of the family-"that friend"-the "I don't wanna talk about him/her" lover----Are you paying a debt your parents and their parents accmulated? What does it feel like to be you?
-Yeab T

Abditory🖤

13 Jan 2021 18:34

I know I am not making sense this days sorry

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 22:09

I forgave myself for breaking my own heart💔

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 22:04

The pain still eats me up.

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 20:40

@depressdua_gete

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 19:17

Do you ever feel the storm coming and know in your heart that what is to come is worse than anything that happened before and feel your heart break as if you have already felt it?

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 18:47

Will anyone ever love the mess that we are?

Abditory🖤

06 Apr 2023 20:27

Everywhere I go I wanted to be somewhere else. Every thing I got my hands on made me crave something more.

Abditory🖤

03 Apr 2023 00:24

Aren't you scared? Aren't you worried that we are missing out on a lot? Barely present on the human beauty that goes on around us?

Abditory🖤

02 Apr 2023 23:14

Its not about doing much....whatever amount of things you do....do it with a clean heart and pure intentions.

Abditory🖤

30 Mar 2023 16:31

Where to buy one of these?

Abditory🖤

29 Mar 2023 21:51

በእውነት! Listen to your gut feelings.

All the negative thoughts ከነምናምኑ ሳይሆን you’ll know which one is sound or not if you sit through it well.

It’s there for a reason.

Abditory🖤

19 Mar 2023 15:50

ለጆሮ የሚጣፍጡ ቃሎች spoken by the mouth of bitter hearts. And somehow as a society we are attracted to those polished words than the truth. Empty friendship and empty relationships....everyone just trying to get by. It sure does become exhausting to become part of!

Abditory🖤

18 Mar 2023 00:11

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYHKw3Sa/

Abditory🖤

16 Mar 2023 06:55

ልባችሁ እንዴት ነው?

Ask yourself this question till you recognize that bit discomfort in you and address it. Be a little gentle with your heart today!

Abditory🖤

13 Jan 2021 18:35

I am still tiptoeing. I have made peace with taking it step by step no matter how little. When I break I let love heal me. When it gets too much I hide in it so that it could protect me from the darkness. It took a leap of faith. People say to me you will never find really happiness unless you find love in yourself. I say that's bullshit. Cause to live for the ones you love sometimes is the only reason there is for you to exist and that it will somehow be enough. And that will give you happiness. I will write about this some other time but I wanna say now is takes those little efforts to heal and that is what will heal us🖤🖤🖤

Abditory🖤

13 Jan 2021 17:33

Someone i just quite literally met: soo tell me about yourself
My dramatic ass: im someone who persistently pushes people away then have the audacity to have my heart broken when they go ahead and leave.

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 22:04

Whatever I do I can't get my breath to my heart.

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 21:35

Do you realize what it means to have a song that resembles you, when you touch all the memories that are inside you, when you know that it is difficult to continue next to you, to run away from it and replace it with another because you are afraid of it, to collapse suddenly, to go with it to places you were before you saw it in years. Your age that departed from you, to have an old feeling, a sense of life that you left one side of on the other shore that you did not want to reach with whatever desire you had, to see it as a quiet ocean without swimming in it, and you were trying to wave to it from the other area only in your dreams. You were clinging to something very small when you got old, but when this melody engulfs you, it stiffens like a trunk of a tree in a wide desert, you have nothing with you but those memories that come to see you unable to move alone in the ultimate in unity, because the rhythm is still similar to you.

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 20:17

Feeling too much and feeling nothing are drowning me.

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 18:58

Every single human being on earth will love us and it still won't be enough,will it?

Abditory🖤

12 Jan 2021 17:19

Does this even make sense?🤦‍♀