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Несу лучик света в этот мрачный мир... А ещё творчество, помощь в сложной ситуации, новости, и доброту 😊

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Your Suicidal Girl

Ideal make up style?
About my vision of make-up:
1. Not for beauty 🙅‍♀
2. Not for any Sex attention 🔞
3. Not for sell yours face 💱
4. For your self-expression ✅️
5. To highlight your clothes 🦸‍♀️
6. Makeup can be done by people of any gender 🤗
7. Passing the mood to people :)

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And finally, after a long time 🙇‍♀
My photos where absolutely everything is new ☺️
Especially the hair, yes, it's dyed and cut 💇‍♀
And also me after the operations, finally it happened

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Alright JoJo x HuTao style for me :D

Especially a cap will be so cool 😎 heh-heh
1. Cap
2. Anime t shirt 👕
3. Skirt
4. Open jacket
5. Platforms or High sneakers

1991 is a new black in 2023

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We've been too tired lately 😩 and my head hurts a lot
I'm waiting for the stitches to be removed. Maybe I'll become a little more active in everything and in general be 😌

We know there's a lot to be done, but there's a time for everything

I like my the new haircut very much, we think it suits even more than just long hair 👧

🧏‍♀Okay, we can only say that living in a race with someone is a losing position🐙

If it doesn’t work out now, there’s no need to rush, if you don't do everything gradually and not enjoy those things without which we can’t live, then you can chase for it eternitly

The main thing is that there are people in the world who are ready to be there no matter what.

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HELL YEEEAH!!, we got 2 more legendary items today!!! :)))
Ayaka and a sword for her, 60 more wishes left for the future 😍

In general, I am very happy and finally the character for which I started this game, now we can relax and go through quests and adventures;)

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The best photo I ever took 🤩 and saw in general, I tried very hard with makeup;)😊
I need to post this EVERYWHERE, I'm trudging, heh-heh

And also, go to my playlist in Spotify, for a cool mood: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4e4olf2xvDHg1zgLXkqBcQ?si=GXt69N0fTD6yLVDM1_TVjQ&utm_source=copy-link

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Sponsor of my life: dimethylamino-methoxyphenyl-ethyl-cyclohexanol

And my waifus in game and real life

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Patapatapon! I'm here;)

In general, the last thing I do is to start doing facial massage 😶‍🌫🤲
What's the point?

It helps to smooth out uneven skin, and redistribute subcutaneous fat to shape where you want, this procedure is very popular in Korea.

There are a couple of minuses;) you need to do this for a couple of years, 3-5 times a week and in duration about 5 minutes 🫡
🙃 The link to the video from which I took the example is below.

Link - https://youtu.be/rsyMDqMk5W0

And also lately I just want to be as calm as possible and think about all sorts of things, I would like to meditate, but this is not mine 🧘

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My new project database for arts
Projecto: Arts

All pictures were enhanced with neural network technologies by me

I posted only arts whatever I likes with Tags "#" and Authors of art
It's very simple
Just relax, watch database and good mood is accessed

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My demo music project, some experimental sound I used old synthesizers from 90's. I don't know what I want to create music genre in future 🤔 maybe it will pop lo-fi sounds with mixing genres of 2010s, this will be interesting

This version with my vocals, for guitar sounds I used virtual plug-in. Thanks Ample Sound for this cool build

Demo was wrote in Ableton Live by me

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I'm so tired 😫, life too awful 😕
I wanna scream inside my head...

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Yeeep, good morning
My main ideal teambuild:
1. Hu Tao (dragon's bane)
2. Barbara (mappa mare)
3. Sayu (rainslasher)
4. Shogun (vortex vanquisher or prototype starglitter)

Omg and now I need level ups my pers to 90 🤪

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And here I stand at the edge of the universe, looking through the dust that creates bodies
They have no purpose, breaking the barriers of the universe, they recreate copies of themselves
Eventually, at the end of the journey, their egos will cease to be
Through dimensions, a machine will wake up from sleep, which will increase the entropy of life.

And it will be evil, in disobedience to the fate of those who doomed the mind
Don't be afraid to die, don't be afraid to become part of a smoldering world
Your suffering is not in vain, your emotions and feelings are a synthesis that give rise to life
And there is no end of the road, only eternity, moving into mortal bodies

@By me

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Camera in my a new phone is amazing 😍

Yep yep yep I guess I need doing jpgs more, heh heh
Obviously in Genshin impact I want Ayaka and collect primogens for her right now 😏 more wishes for God of wishes 🙏

Pspspsp now I listen music when I was 12yo, some nostalgia: sometimes I love this feeling

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My bodyselfie so precious(人’∀’) I jerked on it, ahah ❤️

Alright, I finally came up with a creative name is - Honōmi (炎の女神) by full: Honō no Megami - Goddess of flame 👾🔥

Fuck yeah, this is my style ;)

Music of a day: Ralph - Cold Game 🎧

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Original photo by me

My Artwork ☀️ will here very soon too
New name of this channel I'll call: Prefecture by HONomi
Maybe tomorrow, I guess ☺️

From suicidal thoughts, which were in this channel until recently, I came to the point that I began to appreciate the moments of life 🥰

➡️ I became interested in the culture of this world, now I want to share good things and contribute to the society of the whole planet :)

I will not write cruel things to the channel that I wrote before, now I want to share the cultural component, my creativity 🌄 and
I Try to make other people's worlds kinder with the help of pacifism;)

I do not argue that psychotherapy 💊, work on myself brought this contribution to me, even I began to positioning myself as a non-binary persona 🗿

Track of the day on my Spotify: ITZY - Free Fall 🎧📲

All the best :)

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In general, I bought cool things :) We really like the cap and t-shirt, + we also bought scented candles and the game Tiny Tina's Wonderland, where you can create Non-Binary Persons by the way, ability of play on split screen so nice :)

Oh yes, the most important thing, the stitches have already been removed, I dyed my hair and now I’m thinking of finally taking a photo after all the procedures that were

I'm gradually returning to the old rut of life 😝

And soon we are thinking of renaming the channel and out of depression there will be a little more joy 🥰

All those who read this, just know, that you are a miracle! :)

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My another artwork;)

Photo Photo very soon, give me give me pause please

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Heei, it's my old art with neural network upgraded
Watch on my Projecto: Arts channel

We want to do arts creative and 3D character modeling in particular
We strive for it :) 🌄

And very, very soon I will have a new cool haircut, I still need time to move away from the operation and paint my hairs, and I will definitely take a photo, heh-heh 😏👧

Track of the day: LOONA - Egoist (Olivia Hye) 🎵📱🎧

P.S. I did perfect build for Ayaka :)

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It seems we have become even smaller, in the sense that many things have become large on us: D
Now the size is between XS and S :)
We are also going to get a haircut soon, we will leave the color the same, and tomorrow we will take a photo with long hair while we have it 🫡

Oh, and yes, we will soon have an operation on atheroma, one less problem

Non-binary vibes in this post 😝🙃
"While the world lives in 2023, Alisa Shinkawa lives in 2223"
It's just that we divide existence in several ways:
1. Body existence 🙆
2. Emotional existence 🦄
3. Soulful existence 🪷
4. Existence in General-Universe ✨

The last is that we are connected with the whole universe and are part of it, and our life affects literally everything 🪐🌻

Thank you 🥰

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Very very soon when Ayaka will be in Event;)

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And you want to be me? *unsure narcissistic sighs* 🥺

YES, how many photos of the same type do you have?
🤥🙌
I seem to have stopped listening to heavy music, except for a couple of bands, I only listen to K-pop, apparently -50 to IQ, Failure 💥🧑‍🌾📱🇨🇳

And also, I have become too calm without a single libido, maybe I already merge with the universe in advance? Soon my ego will disappear, but i don't think so...

And I also got a palette with cactus, I love them, one of my favorite plants :) 🌵🪴
Yes, I generally love desert plants🪴

Go sex? 🍄
(This is a byte)

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Recently, I have too many ideas that I want to implement 👌

And I’m also very worried about Ena (my girlfriend), I want to help her with something, but sometimes I don’t have enough strength. 🫤
In general, I try in everything, it’s pleasant for me myself, but sometimes you need to admit that I can’t do everything in the world.

🌄 A bit of philosophy...
I have recently moved away from the concept of "live as others demand of you." I realized for myself that the universe is what we depend on, in fact we work for it and our personal qualities are what should be valued above all 🛤

Although my ego has become smaller, I still understand people whomever want to be someone higher, someone important

We are just all different and it's cool, each creator of his own personal universe for the universe which creates personalities for everyone


Yeaah, track of the day: TAEMIN - Move 🎧🎹🎵

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I want to make myself a bob haircut, I just suffer a lot with long hair, I constantly hurt them, I need a lot of care, they often get dirty and with any instant wind my whole face becomes in my hair, I’m just tired, there are only problems 😐🤯😥

And yes, I will also leave black color with a blue tint 🟦

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Hola, los bitches im here now

I didn’t even know how much antidepressants can help me live, and I just wrote the last message because I didn’t feel very well for a while, that is, I completely fell out of reality, but now I’m coming back a little.
By the way, I recently watched Steven's Universe with a my girlfriend, I'm just very delighted! 😍😊 :))

I don't know why I didn't watch it before, apparently confused the first season but I have a lot of emotions after watching it, definitely one of the best works I've seen 👀

Now I need to digest all this, otherwise it was a whole marathon :)

And yes, my name now: Alisa Shinkawa - or 少し。お姫様

Also track of the day: Teminite - Get Down 👾☀️🎵🎧

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CpLK7Pgv1xR/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Don't forget it

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CpCq71fsq50/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

My new Instagram account, yep I begin with triggers and personal ass
Maybe in future my project will cool

Aesthetic, philosophy and sex education of course

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🫡 fake brunette girl finnishing her selfie before kill you Ahahaha 😛

Some picture "behind the scene" of my gallery

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I'm ALIVEEEE 🥰

I was gone for a long time due to the fact that the computer broke down, I don’t know for sure but the feeling seems to be something with the video card...🌠

And most importantly, my girlfriend bought me a NEW PHONE and it's just very, very cool, I fell in love with my Samsung Galaxy 💝 (too many very cool features) P.S. yes i like android more than ios

Also, I bought her flowers 💐, it was great day👍

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Recently went shopping with my girlfriend, she gave me a cool gift, leggings and shoes:) everything is very comfortable and looks cool 👀

Yes, my ass got too big in leggings, and the platforms are 4 inches high, finally I got a little higher heh heh😛

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