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People need to research suicide rather than insulting and harrassing the person feeling like it

At such a early age one can do something unexpected. Just because of they're parents faults.These days people commit either because of school/work being pressured People parents everything.They said kids/teens this generation and days are the most depressed but no one can blame them.I always remembered asking my mom what she thought about people who committed She always had to say a bad thing or two that's why I learned not to ask and say if I was gonna do it. She always thinks that people who committed are stupid retarded and a life waste But she never even had the perspectives of those people and why they had been push too far to itNo one ever wonders about those perspectives except they just compare it to they're own problems saying that"Just because of that? I have bigger problems etcAnd then they wonder why that person never asked for help and It's ok to try for once in awhile. It doesn't need to be a person close can be virtually honestly people we meet in like maybe games social media and all somehow understand you the best even though they aren't close to you

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Why is killing oneself so hard to do? i’m talking about methods.

Can someone pls give me something that is painless and bloodless. Kind of like sleep to death? I do not believe in 2024 there’s nothing like that that exists what the fuck! please!

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I fucking hate when people say something about prayers. stfu!!!!!

I hate religions i hate that its pushed everywhere i hate that people say that praying will solve my problems. fucking degenerate idiots,
Life is meaningless. god most likely doesn’t exist and if he does, he doesn’t give a damn shit about your stupid prayers, he is evil and you are stupid and annoying.

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“It gets better”

This is the greatest lie I’ve heard over and over again. No it absolutely does not, it gets worse every time without fail. I’m alone and I’m miserable and that’s fine but no it doesn’t get better, it continuously gets worse and worse until I end it. If it got better for you then congratulations and I wish you the best forever but realistically you’re the exception not me.

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I’m really struggling

I have no friends, no job, I’m not in school and I can’t even drive. I live with my mom. I’ll be 27 soon and it feels like I was just a teenager. I’ve wasted away so many years and my family just makes everything worse. I’m a waste of space and better off dead. Nobody wants me, the only friends I’ve ever had are long gone. My only caring family members are dead. (Dad and grandparents) I’m fighting so hard every day just to stay alive. I smoke so much to deal with my depression, anxiety and trauma. I’m also autistic. I have very little money left but feel it would be easier to end it then to work. I’m rambling but I’m just hurting and I barely make it out of bed most days. I hope the end is near.


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I jumped in front of a subway train a month ago

I'm still alive. I'm missing a leg and went into a coma for three weeks. It can truly always get worse, never think otherwise.

Not sure why I'm posting this. Just want to tell people to be careful with how they choose to unalive. The permanent damage isn't worth it.

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Did it get better?

Has anyone ever been suicidal or heartbroken and things actually got better?

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I so deeply wish happy people could understand that not everyone is.

This life is nothing but torture. I curse everything that led to my existence.

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I fucked up

Ive just taken 2 packs of paracetamol and crushed them into orange juice and drank it and the moment I did I regretted it what do I do.

I don't want to go to the hospital because they scare me. Please help.

Update: Taking the bus to the hospital, phone calls scare me

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Has talking to someone about suicide ever made things better?

Almost every single time I open up to someone about my suicidal thoughts / suicide attempts, the worst case scenario happens. I've lost friends, I've had hours cut at work, and put so much stress on the relationship I have with my family.


Is this common? When you open up about your experiences, do things usually get better or worse for you?

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the longer i live, the worse i feel

Nothing got better. so i just keep thinking if i had died long ago, then i would’ve been at peace. but now i’m still here. a completely useless and worthless subhuman is still here. and i don’t know why. i just want the courage to kill myself. it’ll never get better. i’ll never be happy. there is no point to anything i’ve suffered through.

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14f. My life isn’t bad enough to be about to kill myself.

I read all your stories and feel JEALOUS. Which disgusts me. But I feel like you all have a reason to feel this way. Yes, I have trauma. But nothing as bad as all of you. So why am I like this?

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I hate having nobody in my life

Everyday after my shit job I just sleep. There's nobody waiting for me.

I don't have family because I had to cut them off and all the friends I did have moved on from me years ago.

What's the point in living if you're alone? I could literally die right now and I wouldn't even have a funeral

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I’m not gonna lie. I see why people kill themselves

I’ve been saying this since I was 15 and now I’m 24. I see why people kill themselves. I wasn’t cut out for life. I’m just not strong enough for it. I wish I could kill myself but I don’t have the guts to do so. I think about my kids, my wife, my mother, my dad and my brother. I don’t want to hurt them or make them sad. I was thinking if I left a note explaining to them that I actually wanted to die and I’m happy if it would make them not be cry over my death. I don’t know but I don’t wanna exist anymore. I don’t want to have a life and I don’t want to live. I wish someone would just kill myself for me. So I don’t have to do it. I try to ignore the thoughts and live “happy” but damn. I just don’t wanna live anymore. Living is too hard. I think I’ve had enough. I don’t see how therapist would help me.. the only thing that would help me is not living anymore. I see absolutely no point in living and I believe in God.

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So tired of being so ugly

My niece has a new friend over. My niece got blessed with good genes (I’ll admit I’m kinda jealous as bad as that sounds). Her friend is one of those super pretty popular girls & so is my niece. As soon as I said hi, she gave one of those “yikes” looks that I get in public & always got my entire time in school. They’re only 8 but it doesn’t matter. No matter the age, I can’t escape the weird looks. Even in my own fucking home. I’m so over this. 27 years of endless torture from something I didn’t ask for. No one chooses to be born this way. Sad reality but you’re either an attractive human being, average or down right ugly.


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Delete your porn.

I feel clean. I have grown up collecting porn as a teenager and it accumulated to hundreds of gigabytes. The weight taken off my shoulders having clean devices and not watching these weird videos any longer is liberating. Delete your porn

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I don't necessarily want to die. I just want to stop suffering

My mind DOES. NOT. STOP torturing me every single day and night. I'm completely trapped and have given into my thoughts. They control me now and I've got no will to fight against them.

Sleep used to be my only escape and even this ruined now. I feel physically awful and look disgusting now because I don't take care of myself. I've got no plans, goals, whatever I just want to die.

I can't stand being around people. I'm so ashamed for being like this and have nothing to say for myself. What do you tell people when they ask what you're up to? All I do is lay in bed. I'm a shell of a person who has lost his personality, confidence and any shred of self esteem I had. I feel so alone from pushing people away and ignoring them and not taking advice to feel better.

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Painless Suicide ??

hey i just want to ask fo the best painless suicide (i am done)

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The only way I can imagine myself dying is by doing it myself.. anyone relate?

I’m drunk, but I think this all the time. I know it’s just my brain, but everytime I think about dying, I just think about all of the reasons I would just do it myself. It’s not that dying isn’t possible in my head without committing, it’s just that I can’t see myself being alive in the future. I can’t fathom it. I don’t often feel a strong urge to seriously commit right now (although I do at times), but I know in the pit of the stomach that one day I’ll just do it myself. When I’m not so pretty anymore, when my friends are married and have different lives than me & it’s harder to connect with them, when I actually have to act like a full grown adult and adapt to expectations of me, when my younger siblings are having babies and getting married when that’s just not how I see my future. I wish I wanted that, but I under no circumstances want that life. I’ll never have enough money for the life I want to live, college is so expensive and hard, and it feels like nothing is ever enough for me in any relationship I have, or in any achievement I achieve. At least not for long.
But yeah, I just want to know if anyone else feels the same way. I can’t see myself not ending my life in the future, and it makes it seem pointless to keep trying, even though that’s sounds silly and sick. I also hate to sound so self pitiful

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13m, I want to kill myself

I hate my life. I feel like everything I do is worthless. I feel like a fat slob. I dont know if my friends like me. I keep getting into arguments with my best friend. The people in my online friend group keeps leaving and then I pull them back in, then they leave again, then I bring them back and it repeats and repeats. if I did kill myself I dont think my family would be sad. I dont even think they like me. I try to distract myself with masturbation and games but they dont feel fun anymore, when I try to play with friends it doesn't last more than an hour, I just dont know anymore, I'm tired, none thing feels fun. I want to give up and kill myself.

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You know what sucks about depression?

You know what sucks about depression? No one wants to be around you when you’re depressed. But you’re often depressed because you feel alone.

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22M I might commit suicide in the end of this month

This would be my fourth attempt, I genuinely can't do this anymore, I don't deserve to live as all I do is make people around me worried and make people I like dislike me.

I never wanted to make people dislike me, never wanted to make people feel uncomfortable, but no matter what I do, whoever I get close with ends up resenting me. The problem is not then, it's me. I'm a ball of negativity and I tend to be clingy when I'm super depressed, I just lost someone incredibly important to me and I can't take losing people anymore. Everyone I say that I love, either dies or abandons me, and I just can't take this hurt anymore.

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I've written a suicide letter addressing all of my close friends and family already. Everyone needs some time on their own, and I think it's time for me to have that from myself. I'm exhausted, and I can barely do anything since the past month, I've been starving myself and sleeping less and less, I just really can't take all of this. In the meantime this is a goodbye, and I'm sorry to make people here waste time with a lost cause.

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should i kill myself if i have low IQ?

i fear that i might not be smart enough for my goals, i never got tested but my IQ is maybe isn't high enough to study mathematics ,chemistry or physics ,you might be asking why do i care about this? because it is the only thing i want in life , i just want to study STEM , i don't care about anything else

i wish to get tested but i can't , because i'm from palestine and my country is at war so i can't go to a city where i can get a real IQ test , and i probably can't afford it anyway

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Failed dreams and failed goals. Life gets worse: I just wanna die now.

So I failed myself several times. Didn’t reach my dreams by my age right now of 29. All my goals I failed too.
I think this time is my ultimate last chance cus I moved. But now I realize I don’t have it in me anymore to try when all I do is fail.

My family calls me a quitter. I feel even shittier cus of that label.

Since moving everything bad keeps happening. Im a pathetic loser of an adult. I just want to die and not deal with expectations, career, comparisons, status and financial problems anymore.

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I never should’ve married my wife

I’m so hurt. I don’t want to live life anymore. My marriage is a fraud.I don’t want to go on anymore.I should’ve ran away from this woman and the day I met her. Fuck life fuck marriage. This is all a sham. I’m too scared of the unknown to kill myself. I wish someone would just walk up and shoot me in the face

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I need a friend

I don’t remember since when I lost myself, I cannot feel myself, cannot realize what I’m thinkin.
I loved this world, i truly did, idk why I be like this rn…
I wanna end this life but I hope I can have a friend, or at least someone I can talk with.


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Be the person you need

Hello fellow suicidal pals, today I almost jumped in a river below freezing temperatures and you guessed it. I cannot swim. I noticed it was still light out and I needed to wait until it’s dark. So I set in some empty lobby waiting, scrolling on my phone. See I’ve been depressed since I was 12 and today at 28 I was so sure I was going to do it. I’m tired , I’m so damn fucking tired and if I told you my unfortunate life story it would make sense.

This subreddit was suggested to me and WOW. Life is indeed truly hard for some of us and it’s unfortunate a lot of us don’t have any support. However this subreddit is proof that we can be the person we need, not only to others, but to ourselves as well. When I read some of the emotions you guys were going through I immediately just wanted to help and be encouraging. I also noticed a lot of people offering help are people who are still experiencing or had suicidal thoughts as well. We can be each others listening ear and support that we so desperately need.

So instead of posting sometimes I encourage you to be the listening ear and support. Take a minute to read through what others are going through and offer advice. Act like your thread/comment could be the one that saves someone’s life, because in this lonely world it could be!


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i wouldn’t mind if i got killed

i’m 19F in college, about to be a junior next semester. my life isn’t terrible so i don’t know why i feel like this. but i live in a city that’s pretty crime ridden and i wouldn’t mind getting hurt at this point. maybe i want to get hurt because i have always been too much of a pussy to do it myself.

i am a good student. i have parents who support me. i won’t have debt. i grew up relatively normal. so i don’t know what my issue is. i want to be alone right now, and i’ve pushed away most people who come into my life.

sure, parts of my childhood were not good at all and i don’t think that’s surprising

i just feel like a spoiled brat who isn’t worth the life i was born into, and i feel selfish for not being happier because of it

i haven’t been able to eat much so far this week and i don’t know why. i thought of pets who know when they’re about to die and just stop eating. i feel like that except i wish i knew when i would die and have something to look forward to

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I have 14 ambien pills and a pint of alcohol. I am scared it won’t work so I’m just sitting here with the pills in my hand

I’m not sure how this is going to end. I’ve ruined the most important relationship in my life to me.

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I’m going to kill myself, one of these days.

>!I’ve been getting more risky. Leaning over windows for high buildings, getting too close to the road when I see a car. I almost tripped, too. I used to overdose on random pills everyday for a bit. Waking up pissed off every single day over the fact that I’m still alive.!<

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