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goomba
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19 YO Female Rage Rant
/r/toxicparents/comments/1t6wk4l/19_yo_female_rage_rant/

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Dysphoria as a genderfluid individual is so weird...
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Some templates (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠)

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What do you think about this?
/r/betrayalbyfriends/comments/1t4vemc/what_do_you_think_about_this/

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You didn't want me, you just wanted any child who was quiet enough...
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My Heart Burns for You.
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Fly away.

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RUN.

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Mama? Are you there?

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I don't even believe myself.
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Lovesick. 📌❤️‍🩹💉
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We’re Going For A Ride [Art Of My Childhood]
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can't remember
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Making me hate you

I can’t believe I even fell for your fake love bombing. I am so dumb.

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I feel like an alien. My own body feels foreign

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Most random crying ever cried (the app told me to cross post here, maybe thats a sign)
/r/teenagers/comments/1t5plr8/most_random_crying_ever_cried/

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Something I wrote on notes

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Worse thing was, they didn't even wanted ME they just wanted a victim.
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I’m okay.
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Please, use me ❤️
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You ruined my life
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Why did you hurt me..

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Why.. I'm full of sorrow.. (Religious trauma)

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Little girl

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Mine life story and how it effected mine sexuality and sexual behaviours at very young age

Will this count as abuse

Will it count in a sexual abuse

I am seriously in consideration to take my own life

I am battling with hypersexuality since the age of 7 years

Background:

Will count as visual sexual abuse :

I used to sleep in my parents room from the ages of 1-13 years old where my parents used to have sex in the same room as I was also there they thought I was sleeping but I was not i used to hear all the laud noises and I used to feel everything but just mine heads was upto the wall and also I remember whenever my father used to hugged me it made me uncomfortable scared and inappropriate as he was achololic and while hugging me he used to say words like motherfucker bitch in my ears to my mom and also the sex that my parents used to do was not normal one like it was forced one actually where my mother used to say to stopped it but he didnot

Result :

By the age of 7 years I become hypersexual started doing rigorous masturbation on pillow on my sister doll like rubbing my penis and all that

By the age of 11-12 I got crazy for sex and wanted to renact with anybody regardless of gender I just wanted to release those energies then this incident happened with me

Will count as sexual abuse :

So I remember when I was 11-12 years old a elder boy came and I donot know his exact age but he was tall heavy than me maybe he will 2-3 years older

to our house he was our servant elder brother so my mom told me to play with him and what a idiot I was as I told you I already was hypersexual I was on his lap rubbing my penis on his chest though it was under my pants then I donot why he showed me his penis he told by mistake and then hide it by saying it is elder thing

then later on I was rubbing my penis on his back until I discharge he never told me to stop it

And what happened this is the afterpath of how it effected mine sexuality and sexual behaviours forever

So this where mine sexuality was effected and I donot think a 11-12 year old will know about his/her sexuality and sexual things at this level

And it was mine biggest mistake it changed mine life forever for worse actually

So after this incidents i started having sex with boys of mine age from the ages of 12-18 but when i turned I realised what I did was wrong disgusting and shameful

Now I am 32 struggling with hypersexuality and sex addiction also porn and masturbation addiction from last 20 years something

I also had sex with women and transwomen as well

But I have realised that having sex with men and transwomen is nothing but mine trauma response and cope mechanism which I learned in my childhood

Now there will be people here that will say that I was born with this sexuality but I donot think so

As I never gone got the chance get my brain and body to grow like the children who had normal childhood

It is all my fault I have doomed my life by own hands

But the think is that is mine brain showing false images ?

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If I let myself feel, process, heal. If I'm allowed to be angry, my execution would be televised (tw drug use)

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POV: You space out a lot during traumatic experiences and imagine yourself in your own world away from pain and suffering. I usually do this when someone starts to yell at me XD!! What are your thoughts/relatable ideas about this? I do this a lot. Is this unhealthy?

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Stepfather Issues
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